I hate seeing Edie like this too and am bummed out so you should hurry up and make the story happy again aka make John stop being a jerk and make Edie see how beautiful she truly is.
I was worried this was going to happen - Edie not eating/borderline having an eating disorder. Hopefully John notices something is wrong and confronts her so he can help her.
UGH NO EDIE DONT DO THIS. the end of that last chapter hurt me to read because it hit close to home and gosh it made me sad. I am glad eric finally proposed to beth though props to him.
agh i hope this talk helps edie figure out her shit and john figures out how to be a better boyfriend for her ahah. I just wanna say thank you for writing this and the sequel, because even though to most people physically I wouldn't been seen like edie, I have the same feelings she does about herself, and this has shown me that you should try to let people in, instead of continually pushing them away. <3 update soon? :)