Oh, gosh. I'm sorry you have to go through that. Even though we don't know each other, I'm pretty damn sure you did nothing to deserve this, and it's completely not fair that you have to put up with all that suffering. I'm so freaking proud of you that you've come this far, stranger. Here, on this site, you can be as open as you want :) No judging, no stereotypical nonsense, no nothing. Welcome to the family, by the way. Keep strong, partner.
thanks man