@ Neche Narcissist You're welcome, loves. But I truly did mean it, perhaps if you view things as gifts; some of them gifts you wish you'd have kept the receipts to, then life doesn't seem so bad.
First of all, MCR is (not was, totally is) an amazing band. And Sleep is a really good song, actually.
As far are your suicide attempt, which this was written about, I can sympathize. I've had those nights, those planned out nights where nothing can go wrong and I'm going to die.
But then I don't. And I've decided that no matter my emotions are, high or low, that my death is not meant to be by my hand.
And so, it seems, yours wasn't meant for that either. No matter how low life has us, remember that you breathe. And that, in and of itself, is a gift.
:)