This is beyond cute. Its so heart felt and I'm going to sub because I wan to see where this goes. Roland is exactly like me. I'm pretty sure Im gonna be single for the rest of my life.
Because you put yourself into this story, the emotions are real, the character comes to life (obviously because they are real) and I like it. This is good and I hope its therapeutic or at least helps in some sort of way.
I have felt that plummet into that pit of questions and self questioning. It's truly heartbreaking not knowing who you are. I think this is extremely beautiful in its despair.
Is this he start of a series? I'd love to watch this person grow and develop.