May 12th, 2017 at 10:48am
Your descriptions are very good. They capture a lot of the emotions as well as their physical effects on the body.
I also really like where you started the story. The tension immediately draws the reader in and makes you want to figure out what's going on.
That being said, I feel like the reader gets a little shorted on the "figure out what's going on" end. I understand that this is personal and the facts of the matter you may not want to share, I just mean that from a story point-of-view the reader really wants to figure out what's happening and they're denied that.
I like that you were able to fit so much into the span of one person's question and the main character's reply. It helps draw the moment out for the reader and make them see how it seems to drag on and on for the character trapped in it.
The characters seem really important to the main character, but we don't get any information about them other than a brief description of their eyes and their names. It's not even clear how many of them are staring at the main character. You may be able to flesh out the situation more by talking about the reactions, body language, and attitudes of the other characters without directly describing the situation.
I wrote this when I was 14 (I'm now 18), reading back on it makes me cringe immensely, and I have changed so much as a person since then, but it still remains the most difficult thing I have ever been through in my life. It was my first heartbreak (but not your conventional heartbreak.) Thanks for commenting and reading so many years later!