likE okay like he's always wondered about it and he's always kinda had feelings for jack but never knew if he could really get into having gay sex so it's kinda experimental u knO???
(((requests one where it's just alex and he's kinda apprehensive about doing it and he's really hesitant and shit then gets mad into it and imagines its jack u kno))
and i'm turned On, mon amie tbh i've got two (and kinda another one but its hard to explain bc likE????) masturbation/voyeurism fics i wanna write but i feel like i'd fuck it all up uGh