@ Forgetful-Insomniacs It's like that old saying, you don't know what you've got until it's gone. And my mother is my rock, my best friend and one of the most amazing people on the planet, I would be truly lost without her.
I felt that coming before it happened damn I feel bad for Jackson I don't know what I'd do if I lost my mom...she's my strength so loosing her not an option right now, you know I never really pay much attention to my surroundings, or my life, or even sad as it is my parents I mean it's not on purpose it's just how I am but oddly enough I've noticed things no one else would it's odd paying attention to peoples actions and disregarding the rest it's like seeing a room with a black light you can see the outline, you can see the heat, you can even see the germs but you can't tell the colors barely see the patterns it's almost like being color blind in a way