I feel like compartmentalizing is such an important quality to have. Maybe that's because I do it all the time and because I'm an emotionless dork when it comes to that. But seriously, I forgot how awful I feel for myself when I don't know how to talk to Patrick about that. But I mean, think about it... someone terrified of commitment realizing they just did something that lasts forever with some guy she's in love with. BIGGEST FEAR MUCH.
I would nurse bby back to health ANY DAY OF THE FUCKING WEEK. SO HOT. UUUUUGGGGGGHHH
Okay but gripping Patrick under the table fuck me sideways that is the actual dream right there. I wish that I was kidding. That's like ultimate goals. I need better goals.
Is it really stupid that my favorite part is when he pulls the chair closer and he's just nerdy and he's like 'Hi.' Because I don't know why that part is my favorite every time.