i have tears running down my face (like i mentioned in my comment on "now way of knowing").
this was so perfect and i hate that you were ever skeptical of posting it. but, i'm so so so glad that you did and that's it out here and you're sharing it with everyone, because it absolutely deserves to be shared and read and spread throughout the 1D fandom. one hundred percent.
you captured the exact feelings that i felt when i found out zayn was leaving, as well as what i think some of the boys were probably thinking, too. i love how you separated each of them, and what they were feeling, and the perspectives you put it all into. all of those things deserved to be felt with the news that struck them, and us, and i love so much the way you split it up.
it killed me to see everyone upset and to read zayn so upset that he had to leave. but, it also reminded me (because it's sometimes hard to remember, honestly) that zayn did what he thought was best for him. he did what he needed to do to make himself happy and, even though it may be viewed as selfish to some people that see it from the outside, i think a lot of people would've done the same thing. you can never put the happiness of others over your own if you're genuinely not feeling okay about something anymore. and you portrayed that perfectly.
god, i just love this so much and i hope so many people get the opportunity to read it because i think it'll clear up a lot of confusion that they might have within themselves. it's so, so true and good and honest and just... perfectly wraps everything up into one sort of mindset and piece of work. i really do think everyone needs to read this.
you're so great and so talented and i'm so happy to have read this.
okay, back to my message typing. we'll talk more there. about this, and many many other things.
i have tears running down my face (like i mentioned in my comment on "now way of knowing").
this was so perfect and i hate that you were ever skeptical of posting it. but, i'm so so so glad that you did and that's it out here and you're sharing it with everyone, because it absolutely deserves to be shared and read and spread throughout the 1D fandom. one hundred percent.
you captured the exact feelings that i felt when i found out zayn was leaving, as well as what i think some of the boys were probably thinking, too. i love how you separated each of them, and what they were feeling, and the perspectives you put it all into. all of those things deserved to be felt with the news that struck them, and us, and i love so much the way you split it up.
it killed me to see everyone upset and to read zayn so upset that he had to leave. but, it also reminded me (because it's sometimes hard to remember, honestly) that zayn did what he thought was best for him. he did what he needed to do to make himself happy and, even though it may be viewed as selfish to some people that see it from the outside, i think a lot of people would've done the same thing. you can never put the happiness of others over your own if you're genuinely not feeling okay about something anymore. and you portrayed that perfectly.
god, i just love this so much and i hope so many people get the opportunity to read it because i think it'll clear up a lot of confusion that they might have within themselves. it's so, so true and good and honest and just... perfectly wraps everything up into one sort of mindset and piece of work. i really do think everyone needs to read this.
you're so great and so talented and i'm so happy to have read this.
okay, back to my message typing. we'll talk more there. about this, and many many other things.
xxxxxoooo