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  • Hezzarther

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    Uh, I really don't know what to say.
    I didn't think things like this really happened.
    I just feel really sad right now. *hugs*
    December 24th, 2009 at 04:37am
  • Pnkrckprncss

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    I commented a while ago. But I really have to hand it to you. I can't even tell my mother. She's told me before that the same gender together is wrong. So I already know her reaction. I'm just jealousof your strength. But at the same time it's admiration. So it's not like I want to take your strength. I'm just glad you have it.
    August 25th, 2009 at 04:17am
  • Catcher

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    Hello. I know you don't know me, but I want to tell you that you should tell someone. You should tell a school counsellor. You may think that writing about it and posting it here where people can read it will help, which I'm sure it does, because you're telling someone, at least, but it will not be enough. You need to tell someone who can help you. Yes, help you get out of the situation if you haven't already, but more importantly, because this will never just go away, you'll need help dealing with this.

    The problem with abuse of this kind is it forces you to pretend on some level or another. Which means it forces you to ignore the full effects of the abuse. Pretend that it didn't happen. Pretend that it wasn't as bad as it really was. You even said in your own note that the story you told was not as emotional as you really reacted, right? Because sexual abuse causes people to respond by dissociating from reality, they need outside help, because they don't even know for sure what's real and what's not. It's not your fault that you need help. Anyone, ANYONE, in your situation would need help. The strongest person in the whole world undergoing this abuse would need help. Tell someone. Tell an official who can get you professional help.
    May 21st, 2009 at 03:54am
  • Pnkrckprncss

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    Damn. i though i had it bad. i mean, i do, but not as bad as that. i hope things have/do lighten up for you..
    March 15th, 2009 at 01:04am
  • dOtdOtdEAd

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    It's horrible to think the world sees such things happening
    Yet they do nothing about it
    It's even worse to think that nothing can stop the pain
    It's already been embeded in the mind
    But what I hate the most is that people pretend to understand
    In reality they have no idea about the horror of it

    You write really well
    It brought tears to my eyes
    Not for reasons people think
    For reasons no one knows
    For reasons I hide
    For reasons I can't explain
    I only hope that now things are better for you
    December 27th, 2008 at 09:45pm
  • AltF4

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    ohmigodd! that is soo weird. i mean serioussly that is howw it happened withh me. almost exxactly
    November 12th, 2008 at 06:02am
  • CtrlAltDelete

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    before i say what i need to say to you there is something i have to say about your writing
    you are the only person i know that can take something so sick and twisted as the mind of your father (although its seen through your eyes) and make the words beautiful.
    okay im lame for saying that but its say

    now babyfayce you know theres nothing wrong with being gay, right? well, there isn't. people say there is, but there isn't. i'm gay, i've been beat, spat on, raped, and all that, but no matter what anyone says or does to me there is nothign wrong with being gay.
    you probably already have someone but if you ever need someone to talk to im always here.
    my email: camifayce@aol.com
    aim: camifayce
    November 10th, 2008 at 06:33am
  • Call Me A Sinner

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    wow, you're so so brave for posting this maxy. i can't even describe how i'm feeling, i'm just shaking right now. *hugs*
    September 19th, 2008 at 10:50pm
  • ray_toro_is_hot

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    wow i really don't know what to say..except im sorry that happened to you..*hugs*
    September 2nd, 2008 at 02:19am
  • aloadedpen

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    words cant describe what i feel right now.
    August 31st, 2008 at 06:46am
  • katy.bowers

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    not physically shaking this time. but still shaking mentally. =/
    August 31st, 2008 at 05:50am
  • smalls.

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    *holds you tightly*
    you're so brave to have posted this, Max.
    I'm proud of you, love.
    *hugs tightly*
    iloveeeyouu(:
    August 31st, 2008 at 02:34am
  • Poison Temptation

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    i can't say i understand, cuz i dont and i know you probably dont want pity but i will be sad for quite awhile now event though i dont know you i want to give you a hug so, *hug* dont worry, ur dad will rot in hell and not only am i ad i am mad cos with me they go together so yea another hug *hugs tight*
    August 30th, 2008 at 04:56am
  • katy.bowers

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    ...... holy shit. that had me shaking. your dad is fucked up. like really fucked up.
    August 27th, 2008 at 09:19am
  • Kat.

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    I'm so sorry.
    The same thing happened to my friend. =(
    *hugs*
    August 23rd, 2008 at 08:09am
  • ImperfectGirl

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    Whoa
    I know how you feel, i really do
    My Dads the same
    *hugs for long time*
    xxx
    August 19th, 2008 at 08:16pm
  • MizzDorothy

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    aww. i'm so sorry. *hugs*
    August 18th, 2008 at 01:07am
  • morganYDGN

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    wow.
    I thought I had it bad.
    I can't believe someone could be so cruel.
    *hugs*
    I'm really sorry that this happened to you.
    It shouldn't happen to anyone.
    August 17th, 2008 at 06:23pm
  • ray_toro_is_hot

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    wow...did this actually happen? oh god thats such a horrible thiong to do to ur son..i hope ur dad rots in hell! *hugs u*
    August 15th, 2008 at 11:17pm
  • Oceanti

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    o.o -huggles you- uhm...wow.....let's all runaway? Didn't think things liek that actaully happened to common and never did I think well yeah you get it. ... I'm sorry....
    August 15th, 2008 at 09:18pm