Heart and Soul

Nina

I don’t know what to say to Stormy. I knew that she was mad at me but I wasn’t sure why. I was trying to help her…

Okay, so maybe not as much as I could have but still…

Ian seemed cheerful about Stormy having her own body.

You wanted it too, I imagined Stormy saying.

Ironically, I missed having her in my head sort of.

Dylan seemed like he wanted to make up with me but I wasn’t really in the mood. I was feeling down so I just slunk off to my room to take a nap.

“What’s wrong with Nina?” I heard Stormy ask Dylan.

“I don’t know but she seems- oh great…”

“What?”

“When she was younger she was diagnosed with depression and I think she might be going through one of her spouts…”

“Oh, right, I remember. That was when I could get in control best.”

I sighed. They didn’t understand. All they thought this was is some stupid medical thing that can be fixed with pills to make me happy. It’s not like that, I hate it; it’s like a living hell.

I took a nap, trying to get rid of the sinking feeling that was taking over.

I really hoped that it would go away.