Im Your Angel Forever and Always
Everything seemed well...until now...
Gerard POV
We sit out on the porch step together for a while before I suddenly breaks our silence.
“So erm about last night, where should we go from there?” I says looking deep into hid eyes.
I could really see every trait in his face now, his pale skin shinned in the mid day sun as his hair covered his face in a wild form. His hazel eyes gleamed so brightly today, he looks so gorgeous. He smiles at me and seductively licks his lips, I have a feeling he did it on purpose though.
I smile back willingly giving him a small peck on the cheek.
“So what do you want to do about it?” I ask. “Being like this with you seems so perfect, but it seems a little weird seen as ive barely known you a week.” I say. “I mean it feels like ive known you forever, “ I say looking out over the street.
There's a long pause, a very uncomfortable long pause.
“Yes, I know what you mean” Frankie finally replies.
“But I don’t feel like we need to go further” he says a little harshly.
“What do you mean?” I ask hurt.
“Well, I don’t think we’ll ever work out,” he says.
“Oh I see” I reply this time my heart feels so wrenched.
“Yea, so just friends” Frankie says feeling sorry for me.
“Yea okay” I reply with little passion.
“Okay” Frankie replies as he leans in to give me a hug.
“Well I gota go” I snap back distancing myself away from his arms.
“Guess ill see you at school” I yell back running down the path trying to hold back tears.
I hear Frankie say Okay then see you later but his voice is drowned out by the constant sorrow that fills my heart.
I can’t believe it. I thought Frankie liked me, he seemed so into me when he came round last night. Maybe I rushed him into it to fast, I mean we had only known each other for a week. Except it seemed as if he wanted me so much last night.
Tears rush down my face as I begin to sprint down the road, wanting to get as far away from Frank as possible, now he made me feel so miserable.
I reach my house in a matter of minutes; now my face’s is soaked with tears, I run upstairs to my room and find a full bottle of vodka in my drawer. Quickly I rip off the lid and skull back the liquor, it almost burns as I feel it ooze down my throat. This wasn’t enough to cure the pain in my heart so I run into my bathroom and uncover the pills, like I did last night I gulp back a handful , but instead double what I took last night. I swallow them with the vodka and run back into my bedroom.
For hours I sit on the floor drowning my sorrows in booze, now onto my 2nd bottle of vodka, I don’t care how much of a total wreck I am, I don’t give a shit. Slowly my sight becomes slightly dazed, my eyelids feel heavy but they soon close into nothingness. Am I dead?
We sit out on the porch step together for a while before I suddenly breaks our silence.
“So erm about last night, where should we go from there?” I says looking deep into hid eyes.
I could really see every trait in his face now, his pale skin shinned in the mid day sun as his hair covered his face in a wild form. His hazel eyes gleamed so brightly today, he looks so gorgeous. He smiles at me and seductively licks his lips, I have a feeling he did it on purpose though.
I smile back willingly giving him a small peck on the cheek.
“So what do you want to do about it?” I ask. “Being like this with you seems so perfect, but it seems a little weird seen as ive barely known you a week.” I say. “I mean it feels like ive known you forever, “ I say looking out over the street.
There's a long pause, a very uncomfortable long pause.
“Yes, I know what you mean” Frankie finally replies.
“But I don’t feel like we need to go further” he says a little harshly.
“What do you mean?” I ask hurt.
“Well, I don’t think we’ll ever work out,” he says.
“Oh I see” I reply this time my heart feels so wrenched.
“Yea, so just friends” Frankie says feeling sorry for me.
“Yea okay” I reply with little passion.
“Okay” Frankie replies as he leans in to give me a hug.
“Well I gota go” I snap back distancing myself away from his arms.
“Guess ill see you at school” I yell back running down the path trying to hold back tears.
I hear Frankie say Okay then see you later but his voice is drowned out by the constant sorrow that fills my heart.
I can’t believe it. I thought Frankie liked me, he seemed so into me when he came round last night. Maybe I rushed him into it to fast, I mean we had only known each other for a week. Except it seemed as if he wanted me so much last night.
Tears rush down my face as I begin to sprint down the road, wanting to get as far away from Frank as possible, now he made me feel so miserable.
I reach my house in a matter of minutes; now my face’s is soaked with tears, I run upstairs to my room and find a full bottle of vodka in my drawer. Quickly I rip off the lid and skull back the liquor, it almost burns as I feel it ooze down my throat. This wasn’t enough to cure the pain in my heart so I run into my bathroom and uncover the pills, like I did last night I gulp back a handful , but instead double what I took last night. I swallow them with the vodka and run back into my bedroom.
For hours I sit on the floor drowning my sorrows in booze, now onto my 2nd bottle of vodka, I don’t care how much of a total wreck I am, I don’t give a shit. Slowly my sight becomes slightly dazed, my eyelids feel heavy but they soon close into nothingness. Am I dead?