Loners

Frank’s pov

I was at the moment happily curled into my wonderful boyfriend’s side. He is so fantastic. We’d come down to his room and he’d been wonderful and asked me if I was comfortable with all he did. It turned my heart to a puddle of goo when he was making sure I was comfortable. He told me all he wanted was to see me smile and for me to be happy. He’s so sweet!

So Gerard had put on some movie for us to watch but it was just background noise to me. All of my attention are on Gerard’s fingers as they ran threw my hair. I moved my head slightly to look up at Gerard’s face and I was surprised when I saw his beautiful eyes looking down at me. Our eyes locked together and I felt my face blush.

“Are you watching me?” I asked with a slight smile.

“You’re beautiful, I can’t help myself.” My face blushed even more. I may not think I am ‘beautiful’ like Gerard says but he makes me feel like I am and I know he wouldn’t lie.

I slowly sat myself up a bit straighter and leaned toward Gerard so I could kiss him. Our lips pressed together lightly and I quickly deepened the kiss by bringing my tongue out of my mouth and running it along Gerard’s bottom lip and he actually moaned before he opened his mouth! Wow, I was in my own little Gerard heaven!

We kissed for a few minutes before I pulled away because for reals I couldn’t breathe anymore. It’s not like I didn’t want to keep kissing him, because I did! More then anything because he’s Gerard fucking Way and his lips are amazing!

“You’re a very good kisser.” I told him, being as forward as I possibly could be.

“I-uh-thanks?” I giggled and smiled at him. “Your being so forward with me, I like it.” He flirted as a smile came to his face

“Well I like being forward with you.” I flirted back. Gerard smiled as he wrapped his arms back around me and pulled my tiny frame toward him.

“You are so cute Frankie.” He whispered to me and I just couldn’t help but let out a high pitched giggle. I felt Gerard kiss the top of my head and it just caused me to giggle even more. He continued to be absolutely adorable and flirt with me until we herd Alicia scream for me to come upstairs.

Gerard pulled us up from his bed and linked out fingers before we walked back up his stairs to find Alicia.

“Yeah?” I questioned as soon as we found her.

“Frankie the cops are coming to pick us up; they need to talk to you and my parents.” She told me softly, and I could feel my heart drop to my stomach and my eyes widen in complete and utter fear. My mind went off to my house and my dad and just thinking- I’m going back to him aren’t I?

“W-hy?” My voice cracked because I was so completely terrified. I felt Gerard pulled me toward his body so that he could hold onto me and yes; I couldn’t be happier that he was comforting me but at the moment my fear was taking over everything.

“I’m not sure.” I quickly looked from her to Mikey to see the expressions on there faces and they both just looked so nervous. “You’re not going anywhere okay? We won’t let you.”

“There going to take me! I’m going to have to go back to my father and he’s going to kill me! I don’t want to die Alicia I’m finally fucking happy and he is going to fucking KILL ME!” My mind was in complete overdrive, I was going to fucking die! I was happy and I had friends and Gerard. I was going to miss Gerard so much and I just-

“Frankie. Please calm down.” Gerard whispered to me as he turned me around and wrapped me in a hug. “You need to calm yourself down okay? You don’t even know if there’s anything wrong.” I felt Gerard slowly run his hands up and down my back.

He was right; I don’t know if there is anything wrong. This could be a fucking follow up and I could be freaking out for nothing but I couldn’t help but fear going back to my father. I think I will always have the fear of him getting to me again. I just wanted to be happy now and anything that could mess that up for me will be horrible and scary experiences.

My head had buried itself into Gerard’s chest once he had pulled me into a hug and I finally lifted my head up to look at him. His eyes locked with mine and I could feel myself start to smile. “I’m sorry.” I mumbled as I continued to look at him. It was so strange that just a look for Gerard could calm me down so much. He was the only person that was ever able to calm my nerves and all he has to do is look at me.

I herd a car pull up outside of the house and about a minute later there was a knock at the door. “Hey don’t be. You’re going to go with Alicia and just call me later okay? Alicia has my number”

“Okay.” I agreed as Gerard loosened his grip and let go of me. He walked with me to the front door where Alicia and Mikey were talking to the police dude.

“Ready to go?” the officer asked nicely. I slowly nodded my head still completely terrified to see what was about to happen.