She Likes My Orange Panties

I found out about a new channel on tv.
It's Logo.
It is the best channel ever. I have become obsessed with it.
Wanna know why?
Julie. She was always watching that channel and now she hooked me on it with a damn awesome show.
After that I couldn't change the channel.
So when Julie asked to go on a date with me and I said no she got pretty mad.
She even came storming up to my room.
"What are you doing?" She asked hands on her hips standing next to my bed as I watched my small tv intensely.
"I'm watching tv." I said then gripped my sheets tight as I felt anger in me when the guy in the short film was rejected by the other guy.
Julie pouted and sat down next to me.
"Watching this is more important then me?" She said climbing on me a little.
I nodded my head.
She glared at me.
"What?" I asked turning my head a little.
"I want to go on a date with you." She said going in for my lips.
"Another day." I said turning my head so I was looking at the television again.
She got up with crossed arms.
"Scarlette." She said.
"What?" I said keeping my eyes on the tv.
She leaned over and turned it off.
"Hey-" I started to yell before she grabbed me by the shoulders and kissed me hard.
I was a little surprised by it but quickly put my hands on her shoulders and pushed her back a little.
"Julie!" I said before she kissed me again.
I gave up and kissed her back.
She pushed me down and slid her hand to the bottom of my shirt and pulled it over and off my head.
She kissed down my body and to pants line.
As she undid my pants I ran my fingers through her hair.
When she undid my pants and pulled them off I leaned over to her and unbuttoned her shirt and pants. She eagerly pulled off her shirt while I got her bottoms.
When I saw the color of her panties I hesitated.
They were white with pink lacing.
It made me remember the time I was with Violet.
Our first and last time.
For some reason I felt my eyes water and my hands slipped away from her.
"Babe what's wrong?" she asked now leaning so she could look me on the eyes.
I shook my head and wiped my eyes.
"Come on you can tell me." she said petting my hair.
"I can't tell you." I said not able to look at her.
She was about to open her mouth but I held up my hand.
"Can I please talk to you later?" I asked wiping my eyes again.
She ran her fingers through my hair and nodded her head.
"I'll see you tomorrow?" she said in a low voice.
I nodded my head a little.
She got up and dressed and I felt bad.
I can't believe I was still moping over Violet, I thought I had gotten over her.
Apparently not.