When you blink do you only find the misery weighs down your eyes?
Chapter Twelve
Cieran's POV
No. My eyes must be decieving me.
He kissed that WHORE. That god damn WHORE.
All I could do was run. Run back home.
All I wanted to do was take a walk. And THIS is what happens?
As soon as I got home, I went into my room. I collapsed on my floor crying.
"Oh my god, Shay."
I loved him with all my heart. And what does he do to me? HE CHEATS ON ME. I was so upset that I could even BREATHE.
That was it. I had no desire to live any longer. I quickly grabbed a piece of paper and a pencil and wrote a note with my chicken scratch handwriting.
For whom it may concern,
I've decided to end my life today. My whole world just came crashing down. Shay, I loved you with all my heart and you decide to kiss some WHORE. Just remember. I LOVE YOU
I opened my drawer and grabbed out this huge silver razor. I had never used it before. Well there's always a first time for everything.
I grabbed the razor and started slashing it violently against my wrists. Over and over and over again. I looked at them. They looked as if someone spilled red paint on them. All of a sudden, I became lightheaded. I couldn't see. I fell backwards.
Without a sound I took her down
and dressed in red and blue I squeezed
Imaginary wedding gown
That you can't wear in front of me
A kiss goodbye, your twisted shell
As rice grains and roses fall at your feet
Lets say goodbye, the hundredth time
And then tomorrow we'll do it again
Tomorrow we'll do it again
I dragged her down I put her out
And back there I left her where no one could see
And lifeless cold into this well
I stared as this moment was held for me
A kiss goodbye, your twisted shell
As rice grains and roses fall at your feet
Let's say goodbye, the hundredth time
And then tomorrow we'll do it again
I never thought it'd be this way
Just me and you, we're here alone
And if you stay, all I'm asking for is
A thousand bodies piled up
I never thought would be enough
To show you just what I've been thinking
And I'll keep on making more
Just to prove that I adore
Every inch of sanity
All I'm asking for is, all I'm asking for is
These hands stained red
From the times that I've killed you and then
We can wash down this engagement ring
With poison and kerosene
We'll laugh as we die
And we'll celebrate the end of things
With cheap champagne
Without, without a sound [x2]
And I wish you away
Without a sound
And I wish you away
Without a sound, without a sound
And I wish you away
[x3]
No. My eyes must be decieving me.
He kissed that WHORE. That god damn WHORE.
All I could do was run. Run back home.
All I wanted to do was take a walk. And THIS is what happens?
As soon as I got home, I went into my room. I collapsed on my floor crying.
"Oh my god, Shay."
I loved him with all my heart. And what does he do to me? HE CHEATS ON ME. I was so upset that I could even BREATHE.
That was it. I had no desire to live any longer. I quickly grabbed a piece of paper and a pencil and wrote a note with my chicken scratch handwriting.
For whom it may concern,
I've decided to end my life today. My whole world just came crashing down. Shay, I loved you with all my heart and you decide to kiss some WHORE. Just remember. I LOVE YOU
I opened my drawer and grabbed out this huge silver razor. I had never used it before. Well there's always a first time for everything.
I grabbed the razor and started slashing it violently against my wrists. Over and over and over again. I looked at them. They looked as if someone spilled red paint on them. All of a sudden, I became lightheaded. I couldn't see. I fell backwards.
Without a sound I took her down
and dressed in red and blue I squeezed
Imaginary wedding gown
That you can't wear in front of me
A kiss goodbye, your twisted shell
As rice grains and roses fall at your feet
Lets say goodbye, the hundredth time
And then tomorrow we'll do it again
Tomorrow we'll do it again
I dragged her down I put her out
And back there I left her where no one could see
And lifeless cold into this well
I stared as this moment was held for me
A kiss goodbye, your twisted shell
As rice grains and roses fall at your feet
Let's say goodbye, the hundredth time
And then tomorrow we'll do it again
I never thought it'd be this way
Just me and you, we're here alone
And if you stay, all I'm asking for is
A thousand bodies piled up
I never thought would be enough
To show you just what I've been thinking
And I'll keep on making more
Just to prove that I adore
Every inch of sanity
All I'm asking for is, all I'm asking for is
These hands stained red
From the times that I've killed you and then
We can wash down this engagement ring
With poison and kerosene
We'll laugh as we die
And we'll celebrate the end of things
With cheap champagne
Without, without a sound [x2]
And I wish you away
Without a sound
And I wish you away
Without a sound, without a sound
And I wish you away
[x3]