You're All I Ever Wanted

*Kaitlin's p.o.v*

I watched Lillie walk upstairs and I got out of my hiding place from under Sean's arm. I hit him as lightly as I could in said arm without injuring myself. I was mortified enough with her walking in on us in the bathroom now he had to crack jokes like we have a sex life; which we don't, at least not yet anyway. He held his cocky wolf-like grin as he stared at the tv. I think somehow he knew what i was thinking even when before I hit him. I laid my head back on his shoulder and sighed.

"Sean I just wanted to thank you for what you did to Gabe. I know I should be deeply upset by the fact that you put your hands on my brother but if you knew half of what he's done to me you or anyone else for that matter would not be so upset. Gabe got what he deserved." He leaned over and kissed the top of my head. He didn't have to say a word. I knew he in his own way consoling me. I don't know exactly what i had done to deserve him but I gladly will keep any pain I had to endure over my life just to keep the outcome the same. He is everything to me; well of course he is. He was made for me. It's so corny but in our case its true. I scooted up and planted a kiss on his cheek and nested back into his shoulder. Every thing was going perfectly until that knock came to the door and fear immediately rose in me. Was Gabriel back? If so would Sean be able to hold back enough not to kill him? I started to panic as Sean lazily rose from the couch and stretched. It was like it was no big deal then again why would it be a big deal to him? If it was Gabriel he would just beat him to a pulp then call it a day. I stood, nervous enough to start biting my nails. I relaxed when I seen who was at the door. It was an older man. He looked vaguely familiar but I hadn't been here long enough to name every one I seen so I stayed quiet as I watched Sean hug him and invite him in. Sean turned to me and held out his hand.

"Kaitlin this is Quil Ateara Senior. Quil this is Kaitlin my imprint." Old Quil smiled that sweet smile elderly men tend to do. He started walking toward our kitchen. I smiled to myself. This was my home. I don't think I would return to Virginia. My home was where ever Sean was and his home was in La Push, Washington so mine would be here as well. I followed Sean and Old Quil to the kitchen table and took a seat next to Sean, who was seated across from Old Quil. Sean immediately reached and grabbed my left hand kissing the top of it as he intertwined our fingers.
"So what do we owe the pleasure of your visit Sir?" Quil Sr. looked around the room as if searching for something so Sean interjected. "Jake is upstairs if that is who you are looking for." Quil Sr shook his head quickly to dismiss the idea.
"Where is your mother Sean? Its about time we all sat down and had a talk." Sean nodded in agreement but the look on his face was clueless. I stood up.
"I'll go get her for you." I walked up the stairs at a rather slow pace. I wonder what this talk was all about and was I allowed to be present? I shook my head laughing at myself. Of course I would be included Sean wouldn't go through without me...or so I think. I stopped outside of Ms. Jackman's door. I'm in love with her son and best friends with her daughter and I don't even know her first name. That is something I would have to find out in the near future. I raised my hand and knocked on her door. She opened it quickly and greeted me with a smile.

"Yes Kaitlin what can I help you with dear?" I sighed. What should I tell her? That Quill Sr. was downstairs and asking for her?

"Well Quil Ateara Senior is here and he said it was time you both had a talk with Sean." Her russet face seemed to lose a bit of color and she slowly shut her bedroom door.

"I guess he is right. I wish we wouldn't do this." She seemed to be talking to herself so I didn't say anything and just followed her down the stairs. Now I was more confused as ever. What the hell was going on? Should I tell Lillie?

The scene downstairs was almost tense. I followed after Sean's mom and took my seat back next to Sean as Ms. Jackman took her seat next to Old Quil. I looked at Sean, the puzzlement written all over my face he just shrugged in response to my questioning stare. Old Quil reached over and gripped Ms. Jackman's hand. She nodded in response to some unspoken question. She sighed and turned to face Sean. Old Quil's gaze returned to Sean as well and Sean's face was just as confused as mine. Did Ms. Jackman and Old Quil have a thing going on? If that was the case there was no need for all this suspicion and tension. Old Quil cleared his throat and his thin tenor voice barely above a whisper.

"Son do you ever wonder why your mother chose here to come to after she left Mark?" I didn't recognize the name but from what he said I figured this was Sean and Lillie's dad. Sean shook his head.
"I just figured she found the first place that would accept us." Ms. Jackman shook her head as tears started to form.

"Sean this is going to be hard for you to accept. You know Mark wasn't very good to me well I guess I better start from the beginning shouldn't I Quil? One day I drove out to the grocery store going to get the seasoning and such for the meat loaf that Mark loved so dearly. I had given plenty thought about just up and leaving him. This was before you or your sister was born but I wanted to give it all I had and make sure at the end of the day He didn't care about me the way he did when we were younger. I was about 23; you already know I had married right out of high school to my sweetheart. Back then things were different. He respected me, treated me like a was a prize and loved me, truly loved me. Things had really started to change after we got married. Every one says men change after they get married. I didn't think it would be like that with Mark and me what we had was special. But I was wrong. It was funny when I got to the grocery store I was thinking about Mark and our relationship but all that changed when I saw him. He smiled at me from across the vegetables. He said he was up here for vacation with some of his buddies and we talked and he even walked with me while I finished shopping. I hadn't felt like this in so long so please don't judge me too harshly. Mark and I were barely talking and here this stranger was talking to me for a whole hour and he didn't make excuses and I really seemed to enjoy his company," she paused. I held my mouth to make sure it didn't gape open. I looked at Sean and he looked even more troubled then before this conversation started. She got up from the table and brought back glasses of iced tea for us all. She took a long gulp and was ready to continue her story.

"He gave me his number after helping me put my groceries in the car and made me promise I would call.I smiled feeling like a school girl again. When I got home though, it was the same old story Mark was parked in front of our television and he didn't even help me with the groceries. My thoughts flickered to the man at the store. Like how he was willing to give up time with his friends just to spend time with me. I made dinner like usual but nothing else was the same. I waited until Mark went to sleep and I called him. He sounded so happy to hear from me. It wasn't long after that I started making excuses to leave the house, like we needed more toilet paper or I would pour dish soap down the sink just to make an excuse that we needed more. He stayed for two months. He knew I was married and he didn't care. He loved me Sean." She paused as the tears started to roll down her cheeks. Sean sat there dumbfounded.Old Quil patted the back of her hand. She shook him away.

"I have to finish this Quil its not your place." She looked down at her glass.
" Amla I do not mind finishing the story." She shook him away again.

"I had an affair and you were the result. I think it's time you knew your history. You wouldn't be as special as you are if I hadn't had an affair with a Quileute wolf. You must have wondered how you are able to shift if you are not from here. You are a full blood. Your grandfather is on the council just like Jakes is." Sean stood up.

"Who is it Mom? Who is my dad? Is it Sam?" She looked up at him from under her lashes.
"Meet your grandad Sean, I had an affair with Quil Ateara Junior."

I think Sean and I mimicked looks.

Lillie's p.o.v

I looked over and my huge wolf and couldn't help but grin. I was just at his house and he was dead asleep now here he is in my bed...well more accurately putting it taking over my some what small bed. It was one of the reasons all the sleep overs always happened at his house. If I was gonna stay here I better invest in a bigger bed. I cuddled into him and his big brown eyes opened. I kissed him softly then I got a big taste of his morning breathe. Yuck was an understatement. My nose wrinkled up and he chuckled and flipped me over so I was on my back. He held me down without much effort and started to breathe in my face I wrinkled up my nose and held my breath

"Aw Jacob since you are my boyfriend I will let you borrow my toothbrush if you promise to use it right now. Its a once in a life time opportunity. If you do you win the grand prize of a kiss from your girlfriend." He laughed and pushed off the bed. I got up as well and walked downstairs to find something to eat. The scene in front of me confused me. Sean pushed off the table and walked out of the front door without so much as a good bye to anyone. What the hell had happened? I looked out the front window and he was long gone. I looked at Kaitlin and her eyes were filled with tears along with mom. The difference was mom was under Quil Sr.'s arm and Kaitlin was by herself. It was at that moment Jake decided to make his presence known by trying to kiss me. I pushed him off and he sighed.

"So I brushed my teeth for nothing?" I shook my head and nodded at the scene in front of me. He shrugged and glanced back at me. " Where's Sean?" I shrugged.

"He just ran out of the front door I don't know what happened but I am going to find out. Will you go find him and see if he's okay?" He nodded and blew me a kiss at the front door and then he was gone. Kaitlin walked up to me and I put my arms around her. I am always the short one around here. Kaitlin is 5'9' then there's little ole me. She started to cry onto my shoulder and all I could hope was that Jake found Sean before he did something destructful

*Sean's p.o.v*

I can't believe she chose now to tell me. I mean why not when I first shifted? Why not before when I constantly cursed my father. Why now? I couldn't even describe how I was feeling to Kaitlin. I mean how do you turn to the love of your life and say 'my whole life has practically been a lie?' I ran as fast as I could trying to get my head clear. My sister's face then filled my mind. Our conversation from the other night came back into my head.

~“Ok Lillie what do you want to tell me?”She nodded and sighed. I watched the tears start preparing to fall.
“Sean you are my blood. The only one in the world that shares the same… wait we aren’t twins so that doesn’t make sense hmm…. I got it… parents as I do.” I laughed. “I don’t want something as stupid as a gigantic wolf inside of you to make me lose the only brother I have.” I stopped laughing and stared at her seriously trying to make sure she was okay with this.
“You are seriously okay with this?” ~

She finally was okay with us being wolves but would she be okay with the fact that I'm not her full brother. Its always been us and mom against everyone else but would that stay the same now that we don't share the same blood? I howled. I couldn't loose my sister; sure she didn't mean as much to me as Kaitlin but she was a big part of what made me whole. A sickly sweet smell stung my nose. A leech on our territory but where? I hear Jake's mind enter into my own.

*I'm coming Sean just hold off 'till I get there.*

I took off in the general direction where the smell burned the worse but it was too late something exploded into my chest and I fell backwards then I felt the strong burn throughout my legs. I howled out in pain and I struggled to fight back. The leech had me pinned to the ground I kicked him off me but my legs went weak and fell down. Where was Jake? Thats when it all went black.