If Only He Knew

"You feel your chest tightening as your breathing becomes erratic. All this from just the memory..",
Warning this story has mentions of sucide so please don't read if that will upset you it would make me feel bad.

Disclaimer: I Rachel do not own any member of My Chemical Romance, nor do i believe this ever happened this is FICTION 100% FICTION.
(honestly if i owned Mcr i'd so wouldn't be writing this right now)