I Nick Jonas Hate the Bass Player

Waking up the next morning was weird. I realized that I left me contacts in for too long last night so my eyes were dry. I realized that no one was up so I just walked slowly to find Sam's acoustic guitar and sit down and just play something while I try to fall asleep again. I looked at the clock in the front of the bus and saw 6:35 AM…great! I forgot that I'm an early riser.

I sat and picked up the guitar and thought of what it was like before I was hated for no reason by Nick Jonas. So I decided to sing/whisper Outta My Mind

Outta My Mind
I'm ready to rip it up.
Yeah, I'm ready to let it go.
I gotta turn up the action,
And get some rock 'n' roll.

Don't got no time to waste,
I'm a rocket that's ready to blow,
'Cause I'm gonna be chasing the night,
So turn up the radio.

'Cause I'm gonna be out on the streets.
Yeah, we're gonna be out all night.
We're going to be checkin' it out,
Alright. Alright.

[Chorus:]
'Cause I'm gonna be outta my mind.
Yeah, I'm gonna be outta my head.
Yeah, I'm gonna be outta my mind.
Yeah, I'm gonna be outta bed.
Yeah, I'm gonna be outta my mind.
Yeah, I'm gonna be outta bed.
Tonight.

Are you ready to party with me?
Are you ready to give me some sin?
'Cause I've been waiting all night long,
So come on and stick it in.

Don't got no time to waste,
I'm a rocket that's ready to blow,
'Cause I'm gonna be chasing the night,
So turn up the radio.

'Cause I'm gonna be out on the streets.
Yeah, we're gonna be out all night.
We're going to be checkin' it out,
Alright. Alright.

[Chorus]

Tonight, tonight, tonight.
Tonight, tonight, tonight.
Yeah, I'm gonna be out tonight.

I just laid my head back against the back of the couch and heard a shuffle next to me. I looked over to see Anne and Sam there.

"Laura, are you stressed about Nick?" Sam asked
"No!" I said
"Yes you are. We can tell." Anne said

I was, I'll admit it. I was so flustered and I hated it! I am hating the fact the I'm hated by someone I thought that I liked and was really cute…now I could care less about him…I think.

"Ok I am, but I hate being so disliked or even hated for no reason. It's stupid. He's like Alex Marianna. She hated me with the passion of the sun and now he seem to also." I said
"Laura, I know you liked Nick but there is no reason to fuel the fire." Anne said
"I'm not fueling the fire! I'm nice and I've only been mean when he was mean to me once." I said
"You should just stay perky and nice and see where that goes. I know it will make him madder, that it's not making you mad!" Sam said

Suddenly, Hailey, Ryan and Rachel walk out. They all sat on the floor and sat around me all in a circle. I knew that we really were a family at that point.

"Laura, see this is who I know this summer is going to end. He hates you, you hate him and you find this amazing guy but Nick realizes that he loves you all along and he'll fight to the point it's either too late or you'll fall for him!" Hailey said grabbing her toes and smiling
"I like that ending!" Ryan said
"Yeah I think we all do Laura." Rachel said
"If only my life were a fairy tail guys" I said kinda sad
"You know what I know how to make you happy!" Rachel said

She got up and grabbed Sam's guitar and handed it to Sam.
"Who said that us singing together wasn't a bad thing?" Rachel said

I just smiled at her. She always had the great ideas.

Sam strumed on the guitar when she got up. She left the front area to get…Nick's guitar?

"Here play the song with me!" she said smiling
"What are we going to play?" I asked strumming the guitar
"Um what about, I Didn't Like You Anyway?" she said
"Ok, is everyone going to sing? I don't feel like singing by myself." I said
"Yeah, we all will sing." Rachel said getting her camera

I Didn't Like You Anyway

You told me that it just couldn't be
You don't wanna go out with me
No I'm not sad, I don't even care
'Cause dumb boys like you are everywhere
yeah, that's right
B-O-R-I-N-G
Too bad you're not the boy for me
B-O-R-I-N-G
I wanted something quick and easy
I didn't like you anyway
I was just lookin for fun, uh-huh
I didn't like you anyway
I'm a speed demon on the run
You thought I would be broken hearted
Maybe I would if you weren't so retarted!
I ask your name, you don't even know
You should have dumped me on that talk show
B-O-R-I-N-G
Too bad you're not the boy for me
B-O-R-I-N-G
I wanted something quick and easy
I didn't like you anyway
I was just lookin for fun, uh-huh
I didn't like you anyway
I'm a speed demon on the run
I think that nasal spray got to your brain
I knew you were lame, from your wallet chain
A boston baked bean is the size of your head
I heard you even wet your bed
B-O-R-I-N-G
Too bad you're not the boy for me
B-O-R-I-N-G
I wanted something quick and easy
I didn't like you anyway
I was just lookin for fun, uh-huh
I didn't like you anyway
I'm a speed demon on the run I didn't like you.

Sam and I finished strumming and we all smiled. Ryan and Sam just hugged me and smiled. As we were giggling the devil himself came walking out.

"Can you please shut up just once?" he asked staring at me

I remembered what Sam and Anne said and I changed my facial expression and tone.

"Sure Nick. I'm sorry I disturbed you. Is there anything I could get you?" I asked getting up, acting as fake as I could to him and grabbed a water glass for him
"Um, no. Thanks" he said looking at me strange.

As he walked away I looked at the girls and crossed my eyes and acted like I was gagging.

"That was so awkward!" I said whispering
"But it worked!" Anne said
"I know. I wonder how long I have to play this game?" I asked
"Probably not very long." Sam said

As she said that Joe came walking out in boxers and a white t-shirt. We all instantly looked at Sam…she has the google eyes for him. He walked in and sat in our circle next to her.

"Hey, are we having jam session?" he asked
"Yeah, we were just hanging out" she said covering the whole Nick situation
"Awesome. Want the other guys to join?" asked Joe
"NO!" The girls added sternly
"Actually, Joe you can ask them to come. There is no problem." I said smiling
"Awesome, let me go get them." He said

I looked at the girls as he walked away and reminded them that it was an act.

I saw Kevin and Nick come out with guitars and smiled. Sam and I picked up the guitars and we were stopped.

"No we want you 6 to sing the song." Joe said
"Ok!" Sam said being a stupid…again.

Joe started Love Bug…the song that was my ex-boyfriends and I. He cheated on me with…Alex Marianna.
As the song started everyone started singing…but me. I just sat there, looking around at the girls and the guys weren't paying attention. I looked over and saw Nick staring at me.

"Laura why aren't you singing?" Joe asked
"Um, um…" I said studdering
"Oh shit!" Ryan whispered trying to hug me

I just shoved her off and walked back to my bunk. Ever since I walked in on the two of them sleeping together I hate that song. He use to sing that song to me when I would fall asleep on him.

As I got clothes for a shower, I saw Nick appear.

"Look, I know you're hiding something! So stop begging for attention!" he said

I was crying by now and I didn't want to talk about it.

"Hey, um, can we not do this right now? You honestly don't know the whole story." I said
"Sure! Keep asking for attention!" he said
"WHY DO YOU HATE ME? DO YOU THINK I'M TAKING AWAY YOUR LIME LIGHT? WE HAVEN'T EVEN PERFORMED ONCE ON STAGE AND YOU'RE ALREADY BEING AN ASS! WHY DO YOU HATE ME SO MUCH?" I said balling now.

I was crying with a mix of rage and sadness. I didn't mean to get bipolar on him but I was so pissed.

"YOU'RE ANNOYING! YOUR VOICE IS SO PEPPY IT MAKES ME WANT TO BARF. YOU SEEM SO PERFECT AND OVERLY ACHIEVED. I HATE HOW YOU ARE THE MOST COOKIE CUTTER GIRL! AND DON'T GET ME STARTED ON THE FACT THAT YOU'RE CRYING NOW FOR ATTENTION!" he said wailing
"HEY SHUT THE FUCK UP! YOU DON'T KNOW THE WHOLE STORY!" I said slamming the door in front of him.

I just cried and cried! WHY? Why does he hate me? Does he hate girls because of his last break-up with Selena?

After taking my shower and getting dressed I sat at the table and just read my book. I decided that the table was an open area to attack of Nick's ways so I went to my bunk.

Ryan came to me within 10 minutes of getting myself into the bunk.

"Hey come here!" she said leaning up and hugging me.
"I'm ok now!" I said
"This tour is going to be hard as I can tell?" Ryan asked
"Not just with that song but with Nick. I can't believe he'd watch a girl cry." I said
"He's a not life Laura. Forget about him!" she said
"I can't because he sleeps diagonal to me." I said pointing to his bunk blow and to the left of me.
"Oh, well oops!" Ryan said

I just laughed and lay back in my bunk. Tonight was performance night and…I was dreading it.