The Words We Forget to Say

" Done!" I yelled as I hefted the last box onto the bus.

" So are you ready to come onto our bus?" Jack asked, draping his arm across my shoulder.

" Yeah, prerey much," I answered," I just need to get my duffel bag and say bye."

" Then go!" he prompted, and gave me a light shove towards Forever the Sickest Kids' tour bus.

"Okay, okay," I laughed and went inside the bus.
"They should really lock the door," I mumbled, opening the door easily.

As soon as I walked in, I saw Austin gorging himself on a thick hamburger.
" Hey Jess!" he exclaimed with a mouth full if food.

I scrunched my face up," Hey there Austin. Good hamburger ya got there?"
He nodded.
" Yeah I can see."
He just laughed.

"Youre going on All Time Low's tour bus tonight, right?"
I turned to see Caleb with tired eyes and my duffel bag in hand.

"Yeah, and I was just coming to get that," I replied taking the bag from him.
"Thanks," I said and then embraced him," Bye, I'll see you soon, big bro."

" See ya, have fun," he told me and returned the hug.

"Bye," I heard Kent say and I turned to bid him goodbye as well.

"Dont have too much fun."

I fought back a smile unsucessfully as two arms wrapped around my waist and a pair of lips pecked my neck.
" Sure thing, Kyle," I grinned and turned to hug him.

As I pulled away, he pulled me back and whispered in my ear," Be safe."
" of course," I whispered back.

He tilted his head back and looked into my eyes," I love you.
Before I could reply he leaned in and gave me a hard kiss, which I returned.

" Jesus, I can feel the heat!" I heard Jonathan yell.
I hadn't even noticed his entrance.

I giggled and Kyle pulled his lips from mine, gave me one last hug, and let me go.

I felt the blush starting to crawl into my cheeks as I noticed that everyone was gawking at me.
"Uhh, yeah. Bye Jonathan."

"Bye, m'am," he winked.

I rolled my eyes and turned to Caleb," Tell Marc I said bye for me, okay?"

"Suuure." he smirked.
I already knew he was smirking about the recent scene between me and Kyle.

"Whatever," I huffed and out of the bus while they all yelled," Bye."

As soon as I closed the door behind me, I heard everyone start to whistle and holler.
" You scored, Kyle!" I heard Jonathan yell.
I just laughed and met up with Jack.

"Ready?" he inquired.
I nodded.
"Okay let's go."

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The guys from all time low were crazy, nothing personal.

I tried to stifle a laugh as Jack sat cluelessky in front of his laptop while Zack, shirtless as usual, was creeping up behind him.

"Shh," Zack motioned with his hand to me.
Then when he was at close proximity with Jack, he jumped on top if him and wrestled.

" What the fuu-- you ass!" Jack yelled and wrestled with Zack.

I turned to the sound of a shrill voice coming from Alex's bunk.
" Can you guys just shut up for once?! I'm trying to have a conversation with Alex and you sound like animals!"

I clicked my tongue.
What the hell did this girl expect when she agreed to go on tour with them?
A nice, quiet bus where only her and Alex existed?
If she did, she was sadly mistaken.

I even shuddered at the thought of a silent bus.
No way that was even possible.

"What a bitch," I heard Zack mumble and I giggled.
He turned to me and winked," She is isn't she?"
I just shook my head.
Even if it is true, I wasn't that mean.

" I heard that, you douche!" Casey shrieked.
She climbed out of the bunk followed by a distressed looking Alex.

"Rian!" she yelled in a commanding tone.
I heard a heavy sigh from the front of the bus and an annoyed," What?"

" Make a stop at the nearest gas station. Were out of sodas, and I'm in the mood for one." She didn't ask, she demanded.

There was no reply from Rian.

" Did you hear me, Rian!?" she screamed.

"Yeah I did. Calm down, geez. I'm stopping at one right now!"

"Good," Casey huffed.

When nobody was looking i rolled my eyes, this girl couldnt be serious.

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Casey, Zack, Rian and Jack all exited the bus, leaving me and Alex alone.

I raised my eyebrow as Alex let out a relieved sigh," Whats up with you?" I asked.
He looked at me with weary eyes and waved me over.
I took my place by his side and waited," Well?"

" I can't stand her, Jessica... I really can't."

" You mean Casey," I stated.

"Yeah... I've put up with her for so long."

"Why don't you break up with her then?"

" Are you kidding me!?So she can gauge my eyes out and get her rich parents against me? No fucking thank you."

"But you can't keep doing this to yourself, Alex. It's self torture." I told him.

" I can't Jess, I can't do it alone."

I bit my lip," You have to break up with her soon Alex. The longer you wait, the harder it'll get."

He closed his eyes and sighed.
" I wish I had a girl like you. Not like Casey, whose main focus is lust and inducing jealously in others."

I frowned, I felt so bad for him.
I put my hand on his shoulder and whispered," A girl like me? No, you deserve better after being treated like that."

" I really wish I had a girl like you.."

" Alex, I-"

Alex leaned over and gave me a soft kiss.
That was all it took to make me forget about everything.
Kyle William Burns dissloved from my mind, diluted by Alex's kiss.
My only thought was to kiss him back.

I returned the kiss and he automatically pressed his lips harder against mine.
He caressed the side of my face as he pulled back and looked at me with his soft brown eyes.
"Jessica, I-"

"Alex!" Casey yelled, cutting him off.

I bolted up and ran back to my original seat, my mind in a daze.
I look over at Alex discreetly and saw he was frantically trying to wipe away the lip gloss that glimmered on his lips.

I tore my gaze from him to Casey's approaching body.
She held a bottle of soda in one hand, and another in the other hand.
She handed one to me," Here, I got you this."

I smiled genuinely," Oh, wow. Thanks Casey."

She smiled back," No problem, it can be pretty tough being a girl on a bus full of boys."
I nodded and took the bottle from her guiltily.

Here she was being kind and giving me stuff, meanwhile I had just finished macking on get boyfriend.

I truly am a horrible person.