Can I Ever Really Love You
Frankie Makes Me Happy
I woke up around 11 and I looked at frank. He looked so peaceful. So I got up and went to the bathroom and came back and laid down. He didn’t wake up but I was laying there and I thought I smelled so I got up and took a shower. I came back out in my towel. And got dressed and then laid back down next to frank. I turned so I was on my stomach and I held onto my pillow again thinking about bob. I still cant believe he dumped me cause im too nice. What he wants me to be a bad ass. I guess I could get some piercings and tattoos. but what’s the point he wont want me still. I started crying thinking about everything. When I felt franks arm on my back. I wiped away my tears and turned and looked at him.
“don’t think about him” frank said
“I cant frank I thought he liked me” I said
“well he didn’t and you shouldn’t do this to yourself” he said
“do what” I asked
“lock yourself in your house or room and not eat” he said
“well im not leaving this house anytime soon” I said
“Sarah I didn’t do this when Michelle broke up with me. I had you and the guys to get me through it.” He said
“but you guys wont understand” I said
“I will cause I went through this to you know” he said
“yea I know” I said
“no you don’t cause it was a long time ago” he said
“oh really and who and when was this” I asked
“about 10 years ago I left my best friend and the girl I was starting to fall for” he said
“frank are you talking about me” I asked
“yea” he said
“aww” is all I could say and I started crying that was so cute.
“so are you gonna get out of this state now” he asked
“no why would I just cause you said you started to fall for me when we were younger. That doesn’t freak me frank cause I think I was falling for you to” I said
“oh. Wait im confused” frank said
“bout what” I asked
“I meant state like that your in right now… in your mind” frank said
“oh yea ill try” I said laughing
“oh so you liked me oooh im telling everyone” frank said
“shut up frank” I said laughing
“im getting you to laugh and smile” he said
“your so weird” I said
“thanks” he said
“no thank you frank” I said
“why”
“cause your helping me” I said and I moved closer to him “you mean a lot to me and if I lost you I don’t know what I’d do” I said
“well your not gonna lose me anytime soon” he said and he hugged me cause I started to get tears in my eyes.
“god your so emotional” frank said laughing
“shut up” I said laughing
“you wanna get some food” frank asked
“im not leaving this house” I said
“ill order some” he said
“ok pizza” I asked
“yea ill be right back” he said and got up and went downstairs
Frank is so sweet he knows how to get anyone to smile. God I think im falling for my friend again. but I need time right now to get over bob and heal my heart. frank ran back up after a few minutes and pounced on the bed
“get up your eating downstairs”
“no I like my bed” I said
“no get up” he said
“no im not moving” I said
“do I have to carry you downstairs” he asked
“no your just gonna have to carry the pizza boxes up here” I said
“nope I guess im carrying you” he said grabbing me
“no frank I wanna stay in my bed its nice” I said
“to bad” he said and he picked me up and was holding me bridal style.
“frank come on I like my bed I cant leave it” I said fake crying
“aww you don’t like me anymore. I guess I should leave you and your bed alone” he said
“eww your gross frank” I said laughing
“don’t worry ill be in the bed to so well have a 3 sum” frank said laughing
“oh yea we can so have sex with my bed” I said laughing.
“no how bout with the couch since were already down here” frank said laying me on the couch and he was on top of me. my stomach was doing flips. Frank didn’t do anything though he just got up and walked into the kitchen and then came back.
“the pizza will be here in a few minutes” he said
“ok” I said and sat up so frank could sit down. I grabbed the remote and turned on mtv. Why wasn’t frank trying anything. Does he not like me anymore. I kept looking at frank from the corner of my eye. My mind was having a fight with its self.
*she like him
No she doesn’t
Yes she does
No hes her friend
Yea so what hes hott
Well he doesn’t like her
Yes he does
Not anymore
we don’t know that
Shut up
She should kiss him
No she shouldn’t
Yes she should
No she shouldn’t
Fine he should kiss her
Yea if he likes her
SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP*
The door bell rang and frank sprung up and got the door. He brought the pizza into the living room. We were sitting in silence when I looked at frank and started laughing.
“what” he said
“um you have… some sauce on your face” I said laughing
“get it off” he said in a winy voice.
“ok hold on” I said grabbing a paper towel
I got really close to him when more thoughts came in my head
Don’t wipe it off lick it off or suck it off
Don’t do that your still getting over Justin so don’t.
Do it
Don’t do it
DO IT
Well I didn’t use a paper towel to get the sauce of. Since it was a little above his lips I kissed him to get it off. But when it was gone we were still kissing. I just wanted to kiss frank so bad I guess. We finally broke apart and I looked back to the TV.
“I’m sorry frank” I said
“why” he asked
“I shouldn’t have kissed you” I said
“its ok Sarah we kissed before and it meant something but didn’t at the same time” he said
“but what if this was suppose to mean something” I asked looking at him.
“don’t think about him” frank said
“I cant frank I thought he liked me” I said
“well he didn’t and you shouldn’t do this to yourself” he said
“do what” I asked
“lock yourself in your house or room and not eat” he said
“well im not leaving this house anytime soon” I said
“Sarah I didn’t do this when Michelle broke up with me. I had you and the guys to get me through it.” He said
“but you guys wont understand” I said
“I will cause I went through this to you know” he said
“yea I know” I said
“no you don’t cause it was a long time ago” he said
“oh really and who and when was this” I asked
“about 10 years ago I left my best friend and the girl I was starting to fall for” he said
“frank are you talking about me” I asked
“yea” he said
“aww” is all I could say and I started crying that was so cute.
“so are you gonna get out of this state now” he asked
“no why would I just cause you said you started to fall for me when we were younger. That doesn’t freak me frank cause I think I was falling for you to” I said
“oh. Wait im confused” frank said
“bout what” I asked
“I meant state like that your in right now… in your mind” frank said
“oh yea ill try” I said laughing
“oh so you liked me oooh im telling everyone” frank said
“shut up frank” I said laughing
“im getting you to laugh and smile” he said
“your so weird” I said
“thanks” he said
“no thank you frank” I said
“why”
“cause your helping me” I said and I moved closer to him “you mean a lot to me and if I lost you I don’t know what I’d do” I said
“well your not gonna lose me anytime soon” he said and he hugged me cause I started to get tears in my eyes.
“god your so emotional” frank said laughing
“shut up” I said laughing
“you wanna get some food” frank asked
“im not leaving this house” I said
“ill order some” he said
“ok pizza” I asked
“yea ill be right back” he said and got up and went downstairs
Frank is so sweet he knows how to get anyone to smile. God I think im falling for my friend again. but I need time right now to get over bob and heal my heart. frank ran back up after a few minutes and pounced on the bed
“get up your eating downstairs”
“no I like my bed” I said
“no get up” he said
“no im not moving” I said
“do I have to carry you downstairs” he asked
“no your just gonna have to carry the pizza boxes up here” I said
“nope I guess im carrying you” he said grabbing me
“no frank I wanna stay in my bed its nice” I said
“to bad” he said and he picked me up and was holding me bridal style.
“frank come on I like my bed I cant leave it” I said fake crying
“aww you don’t like me anymore. I guess I should leave you and your bed alone” he said
“eww your gross frank” I said laughing
“don’t worry ill be in the bed to so well have a 3 sum” frank said laughing
“oh yea we can so have sex with my bed” I said laughing.
“no how bout with the couch since were already down here” frank said laying me on the couch and he was on top of me. my stomach was doing flips. Frank didn’t do anything though he just got up and walked into the kitchen and then came back.
“the pizza will be here in a few minutes” he said
“ok” I said and sat up so frank could sit down. I grabbed the remote and turned on mtv. Why wasn’t frank trying anything. Does he not like me anymore. I kept looking at frank from the corner of my eye. My mind was having a fight with its self.
*she like him
No she doesn’t
Yes she does
No hes her friend
Yea so what hes hott
Well he doesn’t like her
Yes he does
Not anymore
we don’t know that
Shut up
She should kiss him
No she shouldn’t
Yes she should
No she shouldn’t
Fine he should kiss her
Yea if he likes her
SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP*
The door bell rang and frank sprung up and got the door. He brought the pizza into the living room. We were sitting in silence when I looked at frank and started laughing.
“what” he said
“um you have… some sauce on your face” I said laughing
“get it off” he said in a winy voice.
“ok hold on” I said grabbing a paper towel
I got really close to him when more thoughts came in my head
Don’t wipe it off lick it off or suck it off
Don’t do that your still getting over Justin so don’t.
Do it
Don’t do it
DO IT
Well I didn’t use a paper towel to get the sauce of. Since it was a little above his lips I kissed him to get it off. But when it was gone we were still kissing. I just wanted to kiss frank so bad I guess. We finally broke apart and I looked back to the TV.
“I’m sorry frank” I said
“why” he asked
“I shouldn’t have kissed you” I said
“its ok Sarah we kissed before and it meant something but didn’t at the same time” he said
“but what if this was suppose to mean something” I asked looking at him.