Can I Ever Really Love You
I Thought He Wanted Me
“did it mean something” frank asked
“I don’t know” I said
“ well do you need some help thinking about it” he asked
“how can u help me think about this” I asked
“this way” he said and his lips were on mine again. we were totally making out and I like it. When he pulled away from me. I wanted more but I stopped myself.
“so does it mean something to you” he asked
“yes” I said quietly
“what” he said
“yes just a little something” I said
“ahh so your starting to like me again aren’t ya” he said smiling
“oh yes I cant live without you frank I want to have your children and I want to die with you” I said laughing
“well we can arrange that” he said
“right” I said and got up and went into the kitchen. I looked at the clock and saw that It was 3.
“frank” I yelled
“what” he said running in
“its 3 you should get going” I said
“im staying here till you go to school” he said
“well im not going tomorrow or the rest of the week ill go on Monday though” I said
“well then im going on Monday to” he said
“well you go home and change or something I want to be alone right now” I said
“ok fine ill be back in an hour” he said
“no call my cell and ill tell u when you can come” I said
“fine” he said and left. Finally he left. Yea he got me to forget bob which was a good thing and its what I wanted but for some reason I don’t want to have a boyfriend anymore. The week went by fast and me and frank would always be together. He finally got me to leave my house on Saturday to go to a party with him. I hung with mikey when frank vanished. We were having fun until I saw frank with a girl and his tounge shoved down her throat. I walked over to him and hit him. I left but I didn’t know were to go cause we weren’t in jersey anymore. Well that’s what I think cause it reminded me of new york so I was guessing that’s were we were.
“sarah” I turned and saw mikey
“mikey I want to go” I said
“don’t be mad” he said
“bout what” I asked
“nothing nevermind” he said
“can we go” I said when I saw frank coming
“yea lets go” he said and we walked to the hotel. Around 2 in the morning everyone came back. We had two rooms again. ray and matt were in one bed me and mikey in one and gerard and frank in the other room. I started crying.
“sarah whats wrong” mikey asked
“I don’t know I just thought if frank really wanted me he would try and get me” I said
“he does want you. Hes giving you your time” mikey said
“time to get over bob” I asked
“no Justin. He wants to be with you but hell wait till you are better” he said
“I am better I mean I went out with ray and bob” isaid
“no he wants you to be able to love him” he said
“ok” I said
“he loves you with all his heart he wants to make sure if you two go out that it will last a long time.” Mikey said and I started crying more
“calm down sarah” mikey said
“I think I love frank” I said still crying
“are you serious” he said
“yea I .. I love him” I said and sprung up. “omg I said it I actually said it” I said whipping the tears off of my face.
“what you actually say” he asked
“that I love frank” I said and got off the bed and ran to the other room where frank and gerard were. I jumped on the bed and got on top of frank. He got up.
“sarah whats wrong…did mikey try something” he asked concerned
“no.. frank I love you” I said
“he didn’t that’s good I was gonna have to….wait what did you just say.” He said
“frank I LOVE you” I said again
“are you serious” he asked
“yes I just relized it.” I said
“I love you too and im sorry for earlier tonight” he said
“I don’t care it made me realize I LOVE YOU” I said kissing him
“ill sleep in the other room with mikey” gerard said
“bye gee” I said and rolled off of frank and layed next to him
“are you serious sarah you love me” frank asked
“yes frank you want me to say it again” I asked
“yea I love to hear you say it”
“frank I love you” I said and kissed him again
“I love you to sarah” he said and kissed me
“um sarah now that you said it do you wanna be my girlfriend” frank asked
“no I don’t want you” I said and rolled my eyes
“im hurt” he said
“duh frank ill go out with you” I said laughing at him
“yay” he said and kissed me again.
“I don’t know” I said
“ well do you need some help thinking about it” he asked
“how can u help me think about this” I asked
“this way” he said and his lips were on mine again. we were totally making out and I like it. When he pulled away from me. I wanted more but I stopped myself.
“so does it mean something to you” he asked
“yes” I said quietly
“what” he said
“yes just a little something” I said
“ahh so your starting to like me again aren’t ya” he said smiling
“oh yes I cant live without you frank I want to have your children and I want to die with you” I said laughing
“well we can arrange that” he said
“right” I said and got up and went into the kitchen. I looked at the clock and saw that It was 3.
“frank” I yelled
“what” he said running in
“its 3 you should get going” I said
“im staying here till you go to school” he said
“well im not going tomorrow or the rest of the week ill go on Monday though” I said
“well then im going on Monday to” he said
“well you go home and change or something I want to be alone right now” I said
“ok fine ill be back in an hour” he said
“no call my cell and ill tell u when you can come” I said
“fine” he said and left. Finally he left. Yea he got me to forget bob which was a good thing and its what I wanted but for some reason I don’t want to have a boyfriend anymore. The week went by fast and me and frank would always be together. He finally got me to leave my house on Saturday to go to a party with him. I hung with mikey when frank vanished. We were having fun until I saw frank with a girl and his tounge shoved down her throat. I walked over to him and hit him. I left but I didn’t know were to go cause we weren’t in jersey anymore. Well that’s what I think cause it reminded me of new york so I was guessing that’s were we were.
“sarah” I turned and saw mikey
“mikey I want to go” I said
“don’t be mad” he said
“bout what” I asked
“nothing nevermind” he said
“can we go” I said when I saw frank coming
“yea lets go” he said and we walked to the hotel. Around 2 in the morning everyone came back. We had two rooms again. ray and matt were in one bed me and mikey in one and gerard and frank in the other room. I started crying.
“sarah whats wrong” mikey asked
“I don’t know I just thought if frank really wanted me he would try and get me” I said
“he does want you. Hes giving you your time” mikey said
“time to get over bob” I asked
“no Justin. He wants to be with you but hell wait till you are better” he said
“I am better I mean I went out with ray and bob” isaid
“no he wants you to be able to love him” he said
“ok” I said
“he loves you with all his heart he wants to make sure if you two go out that it will last a long time.” Mikey said and I started crying more
“calm down sarah” mikey said
“I think I love frank” I said still crying
“are you serious” he said
“yea I .. I love him” I said and sprung up. “omg I said it I actually said it” I said whipping the tears off of my face.
“what you actually say” he asked
“that I love frank” I said and got off the bed and ran to the other room where frank and gerard were. I jumped on the bed and got on top of frank. He got up.
“sarah whats wrong…did mikey try something” he asked concerned
“no.. frank I love you” I said
“he didn’t that’s good I was gonna have to….wait what did you just say.” He said
“frank I LOVE you” I said again
“are you serious” he asked
“yes I just relized it.” I said
“I love you too and im sorry for earlier tonight” he said
“I don’t care it made me realize I LOVE YOU” I said kissing him
“ill sleep in the other room with mikey” gerard said
“bye gee” I said and rolled off of frank and layed next to him
“are you serious sarah you love me” frank asked
“yes frank you want me to say it again” I asked
“yea I love to hear you say it”
“frank I love you” I said and kissed him again
“I love you to sarah” he said and kissed me
“um sarah now that you said it do you wanna be my girlfriend” frank asked
“no I don’t want you” I said and rolled my eyes
“im hurt” he said
“duh frank ill go out with you” I said laughing at him
“yay” he said and kissed me again.