Can I Ever Really Love You
Frank I Love You
*softly we tremble tonight picture perfect fading smiles are all that’s left in sight*
Damn phone. i answered my phone. I was in my bed with frank next to me
“hello”
“hey did frank ask you if you wanted to come to a party tomorrow night” mikey said
“ no but what day is it today” I asked
“Friday”
“um ok well I don’t know I wanna go back to sleep so ill call you later” I said and hung up.
Damn that was a dream. That was the fucked up. I looked over and saw frank looking at me.
“what” I said
“your just so god damn beautiful” he said
“shut up” I said and play smacked him
“sarah you wanna go to a party with mikey and the guys” he asked
“yea sure he just called to see if you asked me” I said
“ oh well good Its in new york though” he said
“that’s fine” I said getting up. I went and took a shower and me and frank spent the whole day watching tv and laying around. Saturday after noon came around and we went to New York. We got a hotel room. Just like before. We went to a party and I lost frank. But I found him later. He was at the bar drinking and he was getting really wasted. I sat next to him
“hey sexy boy wanna have sex” I said and he looked at me and just nodded
“god frank I was kidding” I said and walked away. I was talking to mikey the rest of the night until mikey tried to keep me away from frank. I finally looked and say him making out with a girl. I wanted to go up to him and smack him like in my dream but I didn’t I just left. Maybe im gonna tell frank I love him tonight. I don’t think so hes gonna get layed tonight. I said and walked to the hotel I layed on the bed and watched tv. A hour later frank walked in.
“sarah I was looking for you” he said
“well I left” I said bitchy
“why” he said walking over to me
“cause I saw you” I said
“ok” he said sitting on the bed
“frank I saw you with that other girl” I said
“oh” he said
“yea and right now I just want to be alone” I said and left and went to the other room. I layed on the bed and an hour later all the guys were there. Mikey was sleeping in the same bed as me. I felt him rubb my back and try and calm me down. I was crying cause of frank.
“sarah calm down” a voice that was familiar but not mikeys said
“I think I ….. I love frank” I said crying
“you what” he said
“I love frank I know it now” I said
“why don’t you tell him” he said
“cause I don’t think I can say it to his face” I said crying
“maybe if you have these strong feelings for him you should try it” he said
“what scream frank I fucking love you” I said kinda loud
“well maybe alittle bit more quietly and maybe you should say it to my face” he said
I turned around and saw frank
“um…. Omg frank you were there the whole time” I said still shocked
“sarah come on say it” he said
“what” I asked
“that you love me”
“frank I love you” I said
“I love you to sarah” he said and kissed me and we fell asleep. Please don’t be a dream I might kill my self if it is again. and when I woke up the next morning we were still in the hotel room and frank was still holding me. Few its not a dream thank god.
Damn phone. i answered my phone. I was in my bed with frank next to me
“hello”
“hey did frank ask you if you wanted to come to a party tomorrow night” mikey said
“ no but what day is it today” I asked
“Friday”
“um ok well I don’t know I wanna go back to sleep so ill call you later” I said and hung up.
Damn that was a dream. That was the fucked up. I looked over and saw frank looking at me.
“what” I said
“your just so god damn beautiful” he said
“shut up” I said and play smacked him
“sarah you wanna go to a party with mikey and the guys” he asked
“yea sure he just called to see if you asked me” I said
“ oh well good Its in new york though” he said
“that’s fine” I said getting up. I went and took a shower and me and frank spent the whole day watching tv and laying around. Saturday after noon came around and we went to New York. We got a hotel room. Just like before. We went to a party and I lost frank. But I found him later. He was at the bar drinking and he was getting really wasted. I sat next to him
“hey sexy boy wanna have sex” I said and he looked at me and just nodded
“god frank I was kidding” I said and walked away. I was talking to mikey the rest of the night until mikey tried to keep me away from frank. I finally looked and say him making out with a girl. I wanted to go up to him and smack him like in my dream but I didn’t I just left. Maybe im gonna tell frank I love him tonight. I don’t think so hes gonna get layed tonight. I said and walked to the hotel I layed on the bed and watched tv. A hour later frank walked in.
“sarah I was looking for you” he said
“well I left” I said bitchy
“why” he said walking over to me
“cause I saw you” I said
“ok” he said sitting on the bed
“frank I saw you with that other girl” I said
“oh” he said
“yea and right now I just want to be alone” I said and left and went to the other room. I layed on the bed and an hour later all the guys were there. Mikey was sleeping in the same bed as me. I felt him rubb my back and try and calm me down. I was crying cause of frank.
“sarah calm down” a voice that was familiar but not mikeys said
“I think I ….. I love frank” I said crying
“you what” he said
“I love frank I know it now” I said
“why don’t you tell him” he said
“cause I don’t think I can say it to his face” I said crying
“maybe if you have these strong feelings for him you should try it” he said
“what scream frank I fucking love you” I said kinda loud
“well maybe alittle bit more quietly and maybe you should say it to my face” he said
I turned around and saw frank
“um…. Omg frank you were there the whole time” I said still shocked
“sarah come on say it” he said
“what” I asked
“that you love me”
“frank I love you” I said
“I love you to sarah” he said and kissed me and we fell asleep. Please don’t be a dream I might kill my self if it is again. and when I woke up the next morning we were still in the hotel room and frank was still holding me. Few its not a dream thank god.