Can I Ever Really Love You

A Whole Bunch of New people

“This is Brendon, and Quinn and that one is Bert” Jepha said pointing to everyone
“hi I’m Sarah” I said kinda shy
“Sarah what’s happening” Bert said bouncing around
“not much” I said and I sat down at the counter.
(oh we were at a diner)
God why am I here
Cause you want to make friends
I want to die I don’t want to be friends with these people
Yes you do maybe even get a boyfriend out of this
I don’t want one

“ are you ok” I was brought back to reality by brendon
“yea im fine you know what I think im gonna go home” I said standing up
“no why” they asked
“im tired” I said faking a yawn.
“well can we have your number so we can call you so we can hang” jepha asked
“yea sure” I said and gave him my number and left. Little did he know I wasn’t gonna be around much longer for him to call me. I left the diner and walked home. Again I saw those guys out side. I was far from them though. I heard something behind me and looked behind me and saw a guy . I kept walking and I started picking up my pace and I realized this guy was following me. with out thinking. I started acting like I knew the guys across the street. I ran over to them as fast as I could.
“hi” I said out of breathe
“hi” one of the guys said. I glanced and saw the guy stop across the street and watch me. I just pretended I knew them and I acted like I was having a conversation with them. Until one of them asked.
“who the hell are you”
“oh um…my names Sarah” I said
“well Sarah its nice to meet you this is mikey my brother and matt and ray and frank and I’m gerard.” He said
“hi” I said again
“um what are you doing over here” frank asked
“um acting like I know you guys so that guy over there” I said pointing to him “leaves me alone and when hes gone then ill leave” I said
“oh” he said
“you know what never mind thanks for letting me pretend for a while” I said walking away.
“no don’t go you can stay and hang with us for awhile” gerard said
So I stayed for away and then left when I saw the guy walk the opposite way. I went home and went to bed. I decided I wanted to live for at least another day. My reason.

I wanted to know everyone except frank better. Frank seemed like an ass and I don’t want to know anyone who’s an ass.