Can I Ever Really Love You

Going To See My Dad

Franks Pov
I should really tell Sarah about what really happened to me. I can’t lie to her. I love her way to much to let anything happen to her. If I tell her shell freak out but if I don’t our relationship might end. Dammet I have to tell her. Ill wait till morning then ill tell her.

Normal pov

I woke up to my phone ringing. Before I could actually get up to answer it frank got it.
“hello” he said
“hey man no shes sleeping when she wakes up ill ask her……no we didn’t do anything…….. mikey shut up we didn’t have sex……….. cause I don’t think were ready for it god stop with the questions……. K well ill call you when she gets up ok… ok bye” he said and hung up. He layed back down on the bed and then I rolled over and looked at him.
“what did mikey want” I asked
“babe your up… he wanted to know if we wanted to hang today” he said
“yea sure that’s fine” I said
“Sarah I have to tell you something” he said
“ok what is it” I said a little confused
“well last night I lied to you” he said
“what did you lie to me about” I asked
“I didn’t go over to gerard house” he said great he went to another girls house and is now cheating on me.
“I was on my way to my moms house when a group of guys attacked me. I passed out to a guy laughing and walking away. The next thing I knew I was in my moms house with gerard looking at my phone.” He said
“so you didn’t go to another girls house and cheated on me” I asked
“no Sarah why would I do that I love you to much to do anything to jeopardize our relationship.” He said
“well you know since you lied to me I could easily break up with you” I said
“yea I know but I rather you know the truth than believing that I was at Gerard’s and then find out I was lying to you and then you break up the relationship.” He said
“oh okay….. did you get a good look at who was attacking you” I asked
“not really I know that there were 4 guys and each of them were different sizes. Like one was really tall one was fat one was medium sized and one was just average and the one laughing while leaving me to die was the tall one I think he had long hair.” He said
“are you serious” I said think about the gang that my father paid to kill Justin.
“yea why” he asked
“um no reason” I said
This cant be happening again. if frank dies I think ill just have to kill myself I don’t think ill be able to make it through losing another person I love.
“Sarah are you ok” frank said
“yea im fine” I lied
“are you sure” he asked
“yea im fine… frank I don’t think im gonna hang out with the guys you can though I have to go somewhere” I said
“ill go with you” he said
“no frank I need to take care of this on my own” I said trying to keep me from crying.
“were are you going” he asked
“um to a friends house in New York” I said even though it was a lie. Yes I was going to New York but to see my father and try and stop him from having that same gang that killed Justin kill frank. I hated jails and now I just wanted to get there so I wouldn’t have to deal with it anymore.
“frank can you promise me something” I said finally
“yea anything Sarah” he said
“can you promise me you wont leave the guys side at all today or well until I get back from New York” I asked
“yea but why” he asked looking confused
“ those people will probably try and kill you” I said non chalantly
“how do you know this” he asked
“ I just do ok” I said and turned away and I let a few tears drop. But I quickly wiped them away and got up off the bed.
“Frank I have to go in a bit so you can go over to Mikey’s now if you want” I said walking to the bathroom and getting dressed.
“ill leave when you leave” he said
“ok” I said walking back into my room dressed. I grabbed my purse and threw a few things in it and walked out to my car. Frank was right behind me.
“Sarah” frank said and I turned around and frank was right there.
“yea” I said
“I love you. You better come back to me” he said and kissed me passionately.
“ I will and I love you too” I said after we broke the kiss.