Can I Ever Really Love You
Mark The Sweetie
Chapter 68
Me and Mark were talking to each other most of the time. Everyone else was in a conversation that I have no clue what its about.
“So are you gonna tell me about this ass of a guy” Mark asked
“What”
“You know your ex what happened” he asked
“Oh him” I said looking down
“Hey I’m not gonna judge if that’s what your thinking”
“No that’s not it at all its just that it’s a stupid reason and I’m just trying to get rid of my past and forget him” I said
“Well if you were this hot back then I don’t think you should get rid of this” he said
“Aww that’s sweet” I said
“So”
“Fine me and his friend saw that my ex was getting pissed cause I was talking about helping him find a girlfriend. I let his friend kiss me and then Frank blew up at me and didn’t realize we were joking but then I found out that Bob likes me and Frank new about it and he didn’t tell me and so I think its partially his fault but anyways then I ran after him and said it was a joke and he basically broke it off. I was crying cause I loved him. Well I thought I really loved him. I realized if he loved me he would have known that the kiss meant nothing” I said letting a few tears drop.
“Sarah I’m sorry I didn’t know” Mark said
“No its not your fault I just don’t think I’ve gotten over it yet” I said
“Sarah” Mark said
“Yea” I said looking at him
“You deserve better just move on as fast as you can.” He said and wiped some of my tears away. “ Don’t cry over him he’s nothing…. I hate that your crying over him”
“I cant help it” I said mad now that he hates that I’m crying over him
“No I meant as in I don’t like to see you cry I want to see you happy” he said
“Oh you didn’t mean it like you hate that I’m crying over my ex” I said
“No I don’t care about that I care about you being happy”
“Aww that’s sweet thanks” I said and kissed him on the cheek “ Your helping me out and you don’t even really know it” I said
“Well I know now” he said
“Yea I know” I said and we both started laughing
“See this is what I want you to be” he said
“Yea I want to be this way to” I said and the rest of the night I didn’t think of Frank. We went back to jennies house and we all hung out there until Jenni and Johnny came back. When they walked in Jenni stopped and looked shocked.
“Jenni this is Hinder” I said smiling
“The band I was talking to” she asked
“Yep” I said
“Omg omg omg omg” she said and ran to her room
“I’ll go get her so she can actually meet you” I said laughing and walking away to her room.
“Jenni come on out there not going to judge you” I said
“That’s not it I made a fool out of myself I was just trying to get you to screw up” Jenni said
“Oh thanks” I said
“Hey I am jealous you got a cool job I got stuck working at the stupid target” she said
“Aww that’s so funny cause I’m jealous of you” I said
“Really why” she said opening the door.
“Cause I want what you and Johnny have” I said
“Oh Sarah I’m sorry about Fr….”
“Don’t say his name please…. I’m trying to forget him” I said
“Oh ok well you can get over him easily… get with someone from this band” Jenni suggested
“Jenni I cant just hook up with someone I have to go on a date first and then maybe go out with them if I really like them” I said
“Oh yea you changed your rules cause of Fr… he who shall not be named” Jenni said and we both started laughing
“Omg that’s from Harry potter” I said laughing harder
“I know but its true he cant be named”
“ Your right so we shall now call him Voldomort” I said still laughing
“No he who shall not be named is better”
“Fine he who shall not be named” I said laughing
“Ok well lets go back out there and get you a boyfriend” Jenni said and she pushed me back to the living room. She kept pushing and I tried to stop her but I couldn’t and I ended up on top of Mark.
“Hi Mark” I said laughing
“hey”
“Sorry Jenni wouldn’t stop pushing me” I said getting up.
“No you don’t” Jenni said and pushed me back on Mark
“Jenni stop it” I said laughing
“I’ll have to call he who shall not be named and have him come up here and talk to you” Jenni threaten
“Fuck you bitch I would just ignore that ass”
“Your right but you know you could get a Boyfriend and get over him like now” Jenni said and pointed to Mark who wasn’t paying attention.
“No Jenni stop I’ll do it on my own time I promise” I said
“Fine” she said
“Thank you” I said and smiled. Maybe it is time for me to get a boyfriend. I thought to myself. Mark does seem really nice I mean he wants me to be happy. Maybe I should give him a chance. But I’ll see if he likes me. Jenni can do that for me cause she owes me big time for what she just did to me.
Me and Mark were talking to each other most of the time. Everyone else was in a conversation that I have no clue what its about.
“So are you gonna tell me about this ass of a guy” Mark asked
“What”
“You know your ex what happened” he asked
“Oh him” I said looking down
“Hey I’m not gonna judge if that’s what your thinking”
“No that’s not it at all its just that it’s a stupid reason and I’m just trying to get rid of my past and forget him” I said
“Well if you were this hot back then I don’t think you should get rid of this” he said
“Aww that’s sweet” I said
“So”
“Fine me and his friend saw that my ex was getting pissed cause I was talking about helping him find a girlfriend. I let his friend kiss me and then Frank blew up at me and didn’t realize we were joking but then I found out that Bob likes me and Frank new about it and he didn’t tell me and so I think its partially his fault but anyways then I ran after him and said it was a joke and he basically broke it off. I was crying cause I loved him. Well I thought I really loved him. I realized if he loved me he would have known that the kiss meant nothing” I said letting a few tears drop.
“Sarah I’m sorry I didn’t know” Mark said
“No its not your fault I just don’t think I’ve gotten over it yet” I said
“Sarah” Mark said
“Yea” I said looking at him
“You deserve better just move on as fast as you can.” He said and wiped some of my tears away. “ Don’t cry over him he’s nothing…. I hate that your crying over him”
“I cant help it” I said mad now that he hates that I’m crying over him
“No I meant as in I don’t like to see you cry I want to see you happy” he said
“Oh you didn’t mean it like you hate that I’m crying over my ex” I said
“No I don’t care about that I care about you being happy”
“Aww that’s sweet thanks” I said and kissed him on the cheek “ Your helping me out and you don’t even really know it” I said
“Well I know now” he said
“Yea I know” I said and we both started laughing
“See this is what I want you to be” he said
“Yea I want to be this way to” I said and the rest of the night I didn’t think of Frank. We went back to jennies house and we all hung out there until Jenni and Johnny came back. When they walked in Jenni stopped and looked shocked.
“Jenni this is Hinder” I said smiling
“The band I was talking to” she asked
“Yep” I said
“Omg omg omg omg” she said and ran to her room
“I’ll go get her so she can actually meet you” I said laughing and walking away to her room.
“Jenni come on out there not going to judge you” I said
“That’s not it I made a fool out of myself I was just trying to get you to screw up” Jenni said
“Oh thanks” I said
“Hey I am jealous you got a cool job I got stuck working at the stupid target” she said
“Aww that’s so funny cause I’m jealous of you” I said
“Really why” she said opening the door.
“Cause I want what you and Johnny have” I said
“Oh Sarah I’m sorry about Fr….”
“Don’t say his name please…. I’m trying to forget him” I said
“Oh ok well you can get over him easily… get with someone from this band” Jenni suggested
“Jenni I cant just hook up with someone I have to go on a date first and then maybe go out with them if I really like them” I said
“Oh yea you changed your rules cause of Fr… he who shall not be named” Jenni said and we both started laughing
“Omg that’s from Harry potter” I said laughing harder
“I know but its true he cant be named”
“ Your right so we shall now call him Voldomort” I said still laughing
“No he who shall not be named is better”
“Fine he who shall not be named” I said laughing
“Ok well lets go back out there and get you a boyfriend” Jenni said and she pushed me back to the living room. She kept pushing and I tried to stop her but I couldn’t and I ended up on top of Mark.
“Hi Mark” I said laughing
“hey”
“Sorry Jenni wouldn’t stop pushing me” I said getting up.
“No you don’t” Jenni said and pushed me back on Mark
“Jenni stop it” I said laughing
“I’ll have to call he who shall not be named and have him come up here and talk to you” Jenni threaten
“Fuck you bitch I would just ignore that ass”
“Your right but you know you could get a Boyfriend and get over him like now” Jenni said and pointed to Mark who wasn’t paying attention.
“No Jenni stop I’ll do it on my own time I promise” I said
“Fine” she said
“Thank you” I said and smiled. Maybe it is time for me to get a boyfriend. I thought to myself. Mark does seem really nice I mean he wants me to be happy. Maybe I should give him a chance. But I’ll see if he likes me. Jenni can do that for me cause she owes me big time for what she just did to me.