Can I Ever Really Love You
Drunken Words That Turn Into More
Chapter 91
So I go wasted and I didn’t care. I was able to think some things through though. I know that sounds odd when your drunk but after I drank I went out onto the back porch and sat alone and just thought of what I was doing to me and Frank. I was hurting both of us with the way I was acting. I decided I would ask him out or get him to ask me out. I would be with Frank again even if it killed me. I loved him and that was that. I can trust him it just might take me a bit longer than I thought. I heard the door open and close and I looked back and saw Frank wobbling or maybe he was walking but I couldn’t really tell.
“Hey Sarah Belle”
“Hey only people I love can call me that”
“What you don’t love me” he asked and started crying
“Shut up Frankie you know you can call me that”
“I know I just wanted you to say it”
“God I hate you”
“No you don’t you love me”
“Your right I do love you and I want to be with you” there it was out and now it was up to him.
“You want to be my girlfriend then”
“Fuck yea” I said and kissed him.
“Yes I got the love of my life back” he said
“Same here”
“ Sarah are you drunk enough that your not gonna remember this”
“I don’t know but you just better remind me just in case I forget ok cause I am really glad that were together.”
“Ok but if you deny it I’m not gonna force you to go out with me ok” he said
“Ok sounds like a plan” I said and kissed him. After I kissed him my body just went dead. Frank picked me up and took me back to my room. He went to leave the room.
“No Frank stay please”
“I’ll be back let me just go shut the back door ok”
“Ok I’ll be waiting” I said and he left I waited and then he came back. He crawled into the bed and he wrapped his arms around me. I kissed him again and he kissed back. But we stopped because 1 I sort of past out and 2 we were no wait I was drunk and frank knew not to take advantage of me. I woke up the next morning remembering most of the night. I got up and ran to the bathroom and grabbed some Advil and took them. I then went back and laid down next to Frank.. I turned and faced him and just watched him sleep. He was so handsome. I could stare at him for hours if I could. I loved him and everyone knew it. I even think that Mark knew it deep down inside because I knew he knew there was something missing from when I said I love you to him and it was simply because he wasn’t Frank and Frank was the one I wanted to be with but I thought we would never be together again. Franks eyes fluttered open and when he saw me he smiled
“Good morning sunshine” I said
“good morning beautiful”
“How was your night” I asked
“Fine yours”
“Great I think I got back together with my old boyfriend”
“I think you did too” Frank said and kissed me.
“ I love you Sarah”
“I love you too Frankie don’t ever leave me again ok”
“I promise always and forever ok”
“Ok always and forever” we kissed and then Kayla and Bekah barged in.
“Sorry were you two doing something” Bekah asked
“Um yea we were kissing and we were gonna go farther” I said
“But now that you two are here we definitely aren’t” Frank said
“Oh so you want us to leave” Kayla said
“No its ok we aren’t gonna do anything but kiss” I said smiling
“Aww but Sarah I need you badly” Frank said and pointed to hi private area
“Oh but that’s half the fun of it… making you suffer” I said and kissed him and started to get out of bed. But he pulled me back in.
“Leave you two and shut the door” Frankie said
“Oh ok bye” Kayla said and they shut the door and it seemed like they were running away from us.
“Your gonna help me now cause I know you want me too” he said
“Your right I do” we started kissing and then we got more into it.
So I go wasted and I didn’t care. I was able to think some things through though. I know that sounds odd when your drunk but after I drank I went out onto the back porch and sat alone and just thought of what I was doing to me and Frank. I was hurting both of us with the way I was acting. I decided I would ask him out or get him to ask me out. I would be with Frank again even if it killed me. I loved him and that was that. I can trust him it just might take me a bit longer than I thought. I heard the door open and close and I looked back and saw Frank wobbling or maybe he was walking but I couldn’t really tell.
“Hey Sarah Belle”
“Hey only people I love can call me that”
“What you don’t love me” he asked and started crying
“Shut up Frankie you know you can call me that”
“I know I just wanted you to say it”
“God I hate you”
“No you don’t you love me”
“Your right I do love you and I want to be with you” there it was out and now it was up to him.
“You want to be my girlfriend then”
“Fuck yea” I said and kissed him.
“Yes I got the love of my life back” he said
“Same here”
“ Sarah are you drunk enough that your not gonna remember this”
“I don’t know but you just better remind me just in case I forget ok cause I am really glad that were together.”
“Ok but if you deny it I’m not gonna force you to go out with me ok” he said
“Ok sounds like a plan” I said and kissed him. After I kissed him my body just went dead. Frank picked me up and took me back to my room. He went to leave the room.
“No Frank stay please”
“I’ll be back let me just go shut the back door ok”
“Ok I’ll be waiting” I said and he left I waited and then he came back. He crawled into the bed and he wrapped his arms around me. I kissed him again and he kissed back. But we stopped because 1 I sort of past out and 2 we were no wait I was drunk and frank knew not to take advantage of me. I woke up the next morning remembering most of the night. I got up and ran to the bathroom and grabbed some Advil and took them. I then went back and laid down next to Frank.. I turned and faced him and just watched him sleep. He was so handsome. I could stare at him for hours if I could. I loved him and everyone knew it. I even think that Mark knew it deep down inside because I knew he knew there was something missing from when I said I love you to him and it was simply because he wasn’t Frank and Frank was the one I wanted to be with but I thought we would never be together again. Franks eyes fluttered open and when he saw me he smiled
“Good morning sunshine” I said
“good morning beautiful”
“How was your night” I asked
“Fine yours”
“Great I think I got back together with my old boyfriend”
“I think you did too” Frank said and kissed me.
“ I love you Sarah”
“I love you too Frankie don’t ever leave me again ok”
“I promise always and forever ok”
“Ok always and forever” we kissed and then Kayla and Bekah barged in.
“Sorry were you two doing something” Bekah asked
“Um yea we were kissing and we were gonna go farther” I said
“But now that you two are here we definitely aren’t” Frank said
“Oh so you want us to leave” Kayla said
“No its ok we aren’t gonna do anything but kiss” I said smiling
“Aww but Sarah I need you badly” Frank said and pointed to hi private area
“Oh but that’s half the fun of it… making you suffer” I said and kissed him and started to get out of bed. But he pulled me back in.
“Leave you two and shut the door” Frankie said
“Oh ok bye” Kayla said and they shut the door and it seemed like they were running away from us.
“Your gonna help me now cause I know you want me too” he said
“Your right I do” we started kissing and then we got more into it.