Can I Ever Really Love You
I Just Want To Die Right Here
Chapter 93
“God dammet Frank don’t do that to me” I said trying to catch my breath.
“Sorry are you hurt” he asked
“Yes”
“Where?” he asked running over to me on the ground and looking at my body trying to find blood.
“No Frank Not physically”
“Oh …How. What did I say that was so wrong” He asked
“Well if you don’t know why should I tell you. You’ll just do it then to make me happy” I said. I can’t handle this we haven’t even been back together for that long and he’s already making me cry.
“Sarah Don’t cry. I’m not leaving you” he said and hugged me
“God Frank that’s all you think this is about”
“Sarah just fucking tell me what the fuck is wrong”
“You Frank. Johnny got signed and asked Jenni to go with him on tour… and you couldn’t even do that for your fiancé. I don’t want to go but if you would have just asked me I wouldn’t be like this.” I said and got up and left. I know I’m probably over reacting but I just wanted him to ask me. I’m not leaving Florida cause what’s the point I rather stay somewhere were I can have a job.
“You don’t need him you know that” I turned around and saw Mark
“Go away mark” I said and kept walking
“I was a better boyfriend then that shithead”
“No Mark you weren’t he never hit me.”
“But that was only cause you always talked about other guys how is that not gonna get a guy pissed”
“Well I don’t care You mean nothing to me… GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME” I yelled
“You will be mine Sarah”
“Fuck no I wont even if I’m mad at Frank right now I still love him.”
“That will change when you find out he was cheating on you”
“What?”
“Yea he cheated on you already”
“Yea with who”
“Jenni”
“Oh yea he so did that now I have to go beat the shit out of Jenni” I said sarcastically
“Fine don’t believe me” he said and I started walking away again but he grabbed my arm and gripped it tight and pulled me towards him “ but I know you will be mine” he said and he kissed me hard and he started to force my clothes off. I hit him and screamed and tried to run away but he held his grip on me. He smacked me and then I hit the ground and he started to pick me up again to move me out of the view of passing cars and maybe even Frank. I screamed and started moving trying to make it as hard as possible. He covered my mouth and threw me to the ground. He got on top of me and started to rip off my shirt. I was starting to cry. I couldn’t scream anymore cause he had his hand covering my mouth. He took his shirt of and then started to kiss my neck and he held me down with his head as he took off his pants. I had the chance so I screamed again but this time I was calling for someone. Maybe if he was around he would hear me and come to the scream
“FRANKIE HELP!!!!!!!”
“Shut up bitch he cant hear you I bet.” He said and hit me again I felt the blood running down my cheek.
“Now lets get you out of those pants and on me” he said and started taking off my pants. I just wanted to die right there. I started squirming again and trying to get him off of me. And he hit me again and everything went black.
“God dammet Frank don’t do that to me” I said trying to catch my breath.
“Sorry are you hurt” he asked
“Yes”
“Where?” he asked running over to me on the ground and looking at my body trying to find blood.
“No Frank Not physically”
“Oh …How. What did I say that was so wrong” He asked
“Well if you don’t know why should I tell you. You’ll just do it then to make me happy” I said. I can’t handle this we haven’t even been back together for that long and he’s already making me cry.
“Sarah Don’t cry. I’m not leaving you” he said and hugged me
“God Frank that’s all you think this is about”
“Sarah just fucking tell me what the fuck is wrong”
“You Frank. Johnny got signed and asked Jenni to go with him on tour… and you couldn’t even do that for your fiancé. I don’t want to go but if you would have just asked me I wouldn’t be like this.” I said and got up and left. I know I’m probably over reacting but I just wanted him to ask me. I’m not leaving Florida cause what’s the point I rather stay somewhere were I can have a job.
“You don’t need him you know that” I turned around and saw Mark
“Go away mark” I said and kept walking
“I was a better boyfriend then that shithead”
“No Mark you weren’t he never hit me.”
“But that was only cause you always talked about other guys how is that not gonna get a guy pissed”
“Well I don’t care You mean nothing to me… GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME” I yelled
“You will be mine Sarah”
“Fuck no I wont even if I’m mad at Frank right now I still love him.”
“That will change when you find out he was cheating on you”
“What?”
“Yea he cheated on you already”
“Yea with who”
“Jenni”
“Oh yea he so did that now I have to go beat the shit out of Jenni” I said sarcastically
“Fine don’t believe me” he said and I started walking away again but he grabbed my arm and gripped it tight and pulled me towards him “ but I know you will be mine” he said and he kissed me hard and he started to force my clothes off. I hit him and screamed and tried to run away but he held his grip on me. He smacked me and then I hit the ground and he started to pick me up again to move me out of the view of passing cars and maybe even Frank. I screamed and started moving trying to make it as hard as possible. He covered my mouth and threw me to the ground. He got on top of me and started to rip off my shirt. I was starting to cry. I couldn’t scream anymore cause he had his hand covering my mouth. He took his shirt of and then started to kiss my neck and he held me down with his head as he took off his pants. I had the chance so I screamed again but this time I was calling for someone. Maybe if he was around he would hear me and come to the scream
“FRANKIE HELP!!!!!!!”
“Shut up bitch he cant hear you I bet.” He said and hit me again I felt the blood running down my cheek.
“Now lets get you out of those pants and on me” he said and started taking off my pants. I just wanted to die right there. I started squirming again and trying to get him off of me. And he hit me again and everything went black.