I'm Not Okay Without You
Gonna Tell Him The Truth
Chapter 21
Gerard’s POV
Frank let me in and when I looked around I saw how messy it was.
“Frank you got some anger problems”
“Yea a bit”
“Why”
“Cause Ally wants to marry me”
“What” I said shocked. “So do you want to marry her?”
“Hell No. Why do you think my house is this way?”
“That would make sense” I said. Fuck this I’m gonna tell him what Ally said to me.
“Frank Listen to this and tell me if it’s true or not”
“Ok” He said taking my phone from me.
“Why does she think were getting married. I never asked her” He said after a listening to it.
“Ok so do you really hate me” I asked trying to get to the point. I really just wanted to know how he felt.
“No Gerard I don’t hate you. I could never hate you”
“Ok good” I said. That was a huge burden off my shoulders.
“Why would you ever think that” He asked
“Um… Cause after we weren’t together anymore you sort of avoided me. So that’s why I thought it”
“Gerard…. I wasn’t avoiding you … You were avoiding me.”
“What how could I be doing that… Frank you meant everything to me.”
“Well I called you and you never answered.”
“My phone never rang.”
“I called you I know I did” he said. I guess he wasn’t going to follow up on his part of the deal then. God dammet I hate phones. I was gonna tell Frank the truth. I’m done with this fucking game. Even though it really wasn’t a game but whatever.
“Frank I have to tell you something”
“What’s that”
“I….” I was interrupted by the door bell.
“Hold on” he said and went to the door. I wonder who that could be. Hopefully it wasn’t Ally or I’d be dead. Unless Frank protected me from her.
Gerard’s POV
Frank let me in and when I looked around I saw how messy it was.
“Frank you got some anger problems”
“Yea a bit”
“Why”
“Cause Ally wants to marry me”
“What” I said shocked. “So do you want to marry her?”
“Hell No. Why do you think my house is this way?”
“That would make sense” I said. Fuck this I’m gonna tell him what Ally said to me.
“Frank Listen to this and tell me if it’s true or not”
“Ok” He said taking my phone from me.
“Why does she think were getting married. I never asked her” He said after a listening to it.
“Ok so do you really hate me” I asked trying to get to the point. I really just wanted to know how he felt.
“No Gerard I don’t hate you. I could never hate you”
“Ok good” I said. That was a huge burden off my shoulders.
“Why would you ever think that” He asked
“Um… Cause after we weren’t together anymore you sort of avoided me. So that’s why I thought it”
“Gerard…. I wasn’t avoiding you … You were avoiding me.”
“What how could I be doing that… Frank you meant everything to me.”
“Well I called you and you never answered.”
“My phone never rang.”
“I called you I know I did” he said. I guess he wasn’t going to follow up on his part of the deal then. God dammet I hate phones. I was gonna tell Frank the truth. I’m done with this fucking game. Even though it really wasn’t a game but whatever.
“Frank I have to tell you something”
“What’s that”
“I….” I was interrupted by the door bell.
“Hold on” he said and went to the door. I wonder who that could be. Hopefully it wasn’t Ally or I’d be dead. Unless Frank protected me from her.