Let's Get Reckless.

&Keeping Promises.

Ha! Two out of three!? I got ALL three! I was so happy I didn’t know what to do with myself. Well first things first I got a big hug from Taylor Lautner who presented my award, Be jealous of that! I was backstage, chatting with a few other people while the show closed. The Jonas Brothers performance was finished and now I was waiting on the boys to come back. I believe Joe had a debt to pay and I was eager to see what was in store.

“Look at you, with all those surfboards.” I heard someone say while I clicked through my phone. My eyes flicked up to spot a certain Ali Lohan in front of me. Who the hell invited her here? And why was she backstage?

“Um, yeah. I…can I help you?” I asked, really wondering why she was talking to me. The way she looked me up and down told me she wasn’t a friend. I couldn’t say I like her freckled ass either.

Be nice, Jamie.

Ugh, fine.

“No. Just telling you to watch your ways with Joe. Cam may not be here but it doesn’t mean she trusts you, Superstar.”

“Nice to know.” I brushed off and didn’t bother saying anything else while I put attention back to my phone.

“Just watch yourself, Jamie.” Were the last words I heard from her before her heels clicked away. Who the hell did she think she was? Here I was thinking only famous people were allowed backstage. What a crock.

A few long moments later, I heard the rumble of footsteps running and felt all three boys wrap their arms around me. Uneasy about the whole stupid Ali thing, I shrugged out of the embrace, offering a smile as an excuse.

“You won, Pretty girl!” Joe cheered picking me up and I knew I felt my dress go up. Like butt exposed up.

“Joe my dress!” I shrieked, flailing around.

“Calm down” He placed his hands over my exposed underwear instead of just doing what anyone normal would; put me down.

“You are lucky no one’s here.” I muttered, burying my head in his neck in embarrassment. Why? Kevin and Nick were still there.

I saw the incriminating look on Nick’s face. He held a smirk, trying to keep it back horribly. Kevin looked like he didn’t know what to do.

“We will…go.” Nick stifled a laugh, but I quickly got the chance to have Joe release me.

“Don’t make this into something it’s not.” I told them, “Joe’s a little hyped up. And I am getting him back for that.” I tried to convince. For extra measure I called him a pervert and hit him with my clutch. That seemed to work. Nick and Kevin laughed and we all went back to the car.

“Oh! Jamie, I want to spend the night!” Joe exclaimed once we were five minutes into the drive to my house. And in that time he managed to eat two suckers and a thing of FunDip. His whole mouth and lips were juiced in a vibrant red which was amazingly hot. I mean, cute. In a five year old type way. Mhm.

“Uhm. Joe I don’t know about that. You’re a little…hyped up.”

“Puh-leaaasssseee?!” He begged and I heard Nick snicker. I was about to turn and hit him before Joe’s wink caught my eye. Ohhhhhh! I got it! Our plans! His promise to help me relax. Ohh Goody!

“Fine.” I played along, sending him back a wink, “ Promise me you’ll calm down a little?”

“I keep all my promises.” I caught the hint in his voice and my breath hitched before I sighed out a smile.

&Reckless

“Where’s everyone at?” He asked, seeing my house was empty. Not like it was always very full. There was my mom, me, the maids ands other help, plus Margaret buzzing in and out.

“Well my mom is on a trip up at Lake Tahoe. My treat to her for her birthday. And there’s only a few maids on duty.”

“Cool.” He nodded, taking my hand in his. I immediately beamed up at him.

“Welcome home, Jamie.” Rosa smiled, walking into the room. I had finally let my houseworkers call me by name first name. Biiiggg step.

“Rosa!” Joe said and I knew something was up. He hugged her and turned to me. “Reina why don’t you go upstairs and get in the shower, Hun. You look tired. Me and Rosa are just going to chat.”

I hesistated, seeing the look in Joe’s face. He was up to something but of course I didn’t know what. His plans are always amazingly unpredictable. So I sighed, agreeing and slipping my heels off to climb the stairs.

My shower lasted a full twenty five minutes before I actually got off. My make-up was washed off and I felt really good and somewhat relaxed already. I wrapped my towel around me and walked out of the steamed bathroom. I was instantly greeted by the smell of warm vanilla and just a slither of cinnamon. That alone brought a smile to my face. The fact that Joe had made my room look completely like heaven. Somehow he’d persuaded Rosa to help him set up the candles and put on my ‘Smooth Out My Mood’ mix cd. There were flower petals, white roses. My favorite. It wasn’t out of place neither, seeing as how my room was dressed in creme, white, and red here and there.

“”Hellloooo Beautiful,” Joe winked, seeing me as I checked out the room. It was transformed into a freaking heaven!

“Joe,” I giggled, somewhat embarrassed, “You..you… I don’t even know what to say”

“Don’t say anything,” He murmured, wrapping his arms around me and kissing my lips softly, “I have a promise, Reina and I will keep to it.” His hand was in mine, guiding me to the bed. I layed on my back closing my eyes, sort of really nervous. This was sort of sexual, in a way, even if I didn’t make say on it. I mean I was in a towel getting a massage from Joe. Fucking amazing, but really nervewracking when you’re supposed to be relaxing. His hands untied the back of my towel and he most likely sensed my tension.

“Relax, Reina. I’ve got you. Just relax.” A kiss was planted on my shoulder blade and I shivered, causing him to chuckle.

As soon as a whoosh of wind came into the room from my opened balcony doors, Joe’s warm hands were placed high on my back, smoothing out knots I managed to attain. A sigh on contentment left my mouth. Who knew Joe Jonas could give a massage. The way his hands moved were truly amazing and I will never admit what they almost made me do.

After awhile all I wanted was to lay in his arms. I sat up, holding my towel to me. I saw Joe take in a shaky breath, my back fully exposed. I was facing him with a small smile.

“I’m gonna put some clothes on, “ I laughed, both of us blushing. “Wait right here.” My change took the least amount of time I could. I wanted Joe as soon as possible, the feeling irrevocably strong.

I came out of my walk in with my lotion and sat gently on the bed beside him. He smiled gently at me taking the lotion out of my hands while I puckered my forehead in confusion. Without an answer he squeezed some into his palm, the scent of Love Spell reaching my own nose. With a close of the cap he reached over and lathered my legs, making me giggle shyly. He was being so loveable and it was adorable. Like a I was something to cherish for him. And I liked that, because that’s how he was for me. Something unperishable that I could never get enough of. I didn’t care that it was ‘too soon’ to fall for him because I was here now and there was no turning back. I was in love, for the first time.

After he finished with the lotion I layed against his chest, his legs on either side of me. The movie that he’d put on was PS. I Love You, something I’ve never seen. But I immediately liked the guy’s Irish accent. I smiled when he popped his suspender. Joe’s hands massaged around my shoulders softly; he kissed me around my neck or back various times.

“Thank you, Joe. For keeping your promise.” I took hold of one of his hands, lacing it with mine. I heard him breathe a small laugh and I could picture the smile adorning his face so clearly like it was in front of me.

“Like I said; I keep my promises. Especially for you, Reina. Anything to make you happy, that’s a promise I’ll always do my best to keep.” A kissed was placed at my temple and I closed my eyes with a smile of endearment.

“And what would you like from me in return?” I asked, my eyes still closed, one of our hands still intertwined with he smoothed my hair with his other.

“Your love.”

“Then I promise it’s forever yours.” I kissed his hand, a seal on my invisible deal.
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i'm SOOOO SORRRYYY!.
school came at me way before i was ready. although i started today, i've been back and forth up there all week.

since it's started, i will NOT be able to update every other day or so like i normally do. no, sadly, they'll take a smidge longer. APOLIGIES ON ME.

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