Are You Afraid Of Being Alone?

Third point of view

Billy walked inside her little apartment, she had this permanent grin plastered on her face, she felt oddly happy. No, she knew why she was happy, her dream became reality. She was now dating her hero, her idol, her prince charming, She laughed at the memory, and the sweet sound caught her best friend Kelsey's attention. Kelsey looked at billy with confusion, she knew about her date with Synyster Gates, and she knew that smile, Billy's smile. She rolled her eyes, she knew there was no right in here to be mad, she didn't even knew the man, but it bothered her that Billy was doing this

"Billy" She said with a warning tone, Billy, who hadn't noticed her best friend, looked at her surprised.
"Please tell me you didn't" Kelsey sighed, closing the book she was early reading.

"What?" Billy asked with an innocent look, though she perfectly knew what Kelsey was talking about

"You're dating him aren't you" Kelsey asked, with a perfect brow arched

"Not officially" Billy said shrugging. Kelsey sighed once again

"You have no right to do this"

"I said not officially" Billy said, getting mad with her best friend. She knew Kelsey was right, but after all it was her life and only hers.

"What if it becomes official? You'll tell him?" Kelsey asked, in a calm tone, trying not to get her best friend any angrier

"I don't know Kels" Billy said, looking down, she once again felt depressed, she felt sad but most of all she felt overwhelmed. She remembered how she wanted Lucas, her ex-boyfriend to know, to be with her, to make her stronger. But he was the wrong man, and he only made her weak, she knew he was no good for her, but she loved him. But now, now she found a savior, and maybe she won't be wrong now. But eventually she knew she had to tell him, she knew it was no right to let him fall in love with someone useless as her. She went to sleep, with all those thoughts invading her mind. Everyday she was feeling weaker. She knew she had no time to waste.

Syn. Gates POV.
I sighed happily, I was finally dating Billy, she looked so happy after we shared that kiss I was almost convinced she felt the same as me, tomorrow we were going out again, and probably the next day too. I called Zack to tell him the news and he was happy too, he always was when I told him I was dating someone, but this time it was different. He was more than happy, he was freaking out about it, I remember I laughed so hard because of his excitement. He said she was lovely and that I couldn't have made a better decision, I agreed, she would be good for me, as Zack said. She was lovely.

The next day I was woken up by the sound of my cellphone ringing, it was Matt.
"What?" I mumbled, it was 8am. Too early for me, but Matt was always a morning person

"I heard about the news" He said, amusement all over his voice

"Matt, it's too early"

"Yeah I know I just wanted you to know after the two months break we're recording the new album, so if you don't mess up and actually stay with her, well you should like spent time with her and stuff" I could hear him shrugging, I nodded, even though I knew he wasn't watching

"Yeah I'll do that, see you later dude" I said hanging up, well now that I was fully awake better do something productive.

I made myself breakfast and watched dvd's, yeah how productive. After the clock finally reached 11am I decided I would text Billy, I thought about twice though, I didn't wanted her to think I was desperate, but hell, I was.
Good morning sunshine.
Not even two minutes later she answered
Hey, whats up? :)
Where are you?
In my house being lazy, you?. What are we doing today Mr Gates?
Whatever you want Ms Coleman?
Come
Be there in 15

I quickly changed into some jeans and a black shirt. I grabbed my car keys and drove, I tried to be there in 15, but I was there in 8 minutes exactly, I knocked her apartment door but instead of Billy another girl answered the door, she had curly brown hair; with big brown eyes and full lips, slender body, and huge...chest. I stared at her, she raised an eyebrow and rolled her eyes, she sighs
"Brian right?" She asked me, I nodded, she didn't seemed to like me, which was confusing, she sighed one more time and shook his head almost in disappointing, I really thought she was very weird

"Come in, I'll call Billy I think she was taking a shower" She said shrugging, I nodded and walked into the apartment.

It was small but not too small, it had green walls, the first thing I noticed was the small living room, with a LSD in front of the red leather couch; it looked classy. The kitchen was behind the living room, the counter had a vase with red and white roses in it. At the right side was a hallway, which I think directed to the bedrooms, there were 3 doors, I assume, one bathroom and two bedrooms, one door was painted in a messy rainbow, with reds and greens widely painted, and the other one had a 'warning' sign, I don't know why, but I just knew the colorful door was Billy's and the warned one was, well the girl's. I remember Billy talking about her but I couldn't remember her name, Billy made it sound like she was the sweetest girl she has ever met, but it didn't made sense

"Look, I know I may look like a bitch but I just worry about Billy, so I'm just gonna ask, what is it that you want from her? You like her?" She asked, looking at me straight in the eyes, I felt taken aback but fast enough I regained my composure, I smiled at the girl

"I like her, a lot, maybe too much. What do I want from her? I don't know, just her presence makes me happier" I said smiling, I knew it sounded so cheesy and a quote you would say just to gain the best friend's trust, but it was true, just seeing her smile made me smile, the girl looked at me, trying to see through me. I just kept staring at her. I was being honest. Just before she said something, Billy came out of the colorful door, I smirked knowing I was right, as soon as she saw me her face lit up, and like a girl my heart started to beat faster, I grinned at her and so did she, she was wearing no make-up and her face looked absolutely beautiful, even more than usual. She walked to me and kissed my cheek, I put my arm around her shoulder and she turned to see her friend

"Kelsey" She said, oh so that's her name I thought "We're going out" Billy said smiling, Kelsey nodded, she looked at me and then at her, she did that a few more times and I felt Billy sighed, I looked at Kelsey with a confused look

"Stop playing with fire Kimberly" And with that she left, I really felt clueless, and it bothered me, that girl was very strange. Billy shook her head

"What was that about" I asked Billy, she looked at me bitting her bottom lip, looking unbelievably adorable

"Uhm...." She said looking down, like she was trying to figure out what to say "Yeah she's just worried be cause you're uhm a rock star and that" She quickly smiled at me and left to grab her purse and leather jacket, I know it sounded like a really good excuse and I would believe it if she wasn't such a bad liar. But I decided to shudder the shit off, she would eventually tell me the truth, and I just wanted to be with her.

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Third Point of View
Two weeks passed in a blur, Brian and Billy had been inseparable, they spend everyday together, either at each other's houses or elsewhere, they would always be together, and they were both falling in love. Brian one day decided to make it official, he couldn't wait any longer to call her his.

"Billy I wanted to ask you something" Brian said as he nervously played with Billy's hand, she looked at him smiling, she knew what he wanted, since Zack told her he was planning on doing it, but she didn't knew if what she felt was happiness or sadness.

"What's up?" Billy asked softly, Brian looked at her, determination covering his shyness and insecurity

"Be my girlfriend" He said looking at her, he smiled "Please?" lowering his head and body to be at her height. She grinned, she decided she'd feel happiness, sadness was much too bitter to this moment, they shared a long passionate, yet sweet kiss, after they broke apart she nodded, mouthing a 'yes'.

After that, Brian couldn't hold it any longer, he kissed Billy with so much love. He hasn't said those three magical words yet, but he knew he would eventually, he loved her, they have only been together for a few weeks, but Brian was already in love with her, it was so easy to be himself around her, she would always make him smile, and he knew she was the one. But little he knew....