You Had Me Wishing We Were Something

"Shane take it out!"I laughed as the smores we were making in the microwave were about to explode. The marshmallows were about the size of a baseball.

Shane just laughed as he stopped the microwave and opened it.

We looked inside and laughed as we stared at the smores we attempted to make.

"I think we shouldn't have put it in for to long"Shane chuckled as he grabbed the plate, dropping it on the counter quick due to the fact it was a little hot.

"Nonsense, the bigger the better"I smiled as I grabbed one and then quickly dropped it due to the fact it was extremely hot and burned my hand some.

Of course Shane just laughed.

I couldn't help but laugh either as I went over to the sink and ran some cold water on my hand.

"How did the smores come out?"John chuckled as he walked into the kitchen, like he knew the answer already.

"Great"I smiled

"Yeah, they look cool, but I don't really want to try it"Shane laughed

"Its always fun to experiment. Like they are most likely edible, but I rather have them made over a fire."I said with a little laugh

"Lets play some pool now"Shane suggested.

"But I cant play pool"I whined

"You cant do anything can you?"John chuckled. I jokingly glared at him. Some boyfriend. Smile. I was still in surprise and happiness about finally being able to refer to him as my BOYFRIEND.

"I'm sorry, I wasn't raised on basketballs and baseballs. I was more raised on doll houses and Barbie's" I said rolling my eyes

"Well then we'll teach you. Right Shane?"John smiled as he looked over at his younger brother.

"Yes!"Shane said as he walked over to were me and John were standing, and then pretty much just kept walking, to the game room I'm presuming.

"You know what I realized?"I asked John as he swung his arm around my shoulder and we started walking after Shane.

"Whats that?"He asked as he pulled me more into his chest, causing me to stumble a bit. He just laughed as he then steadied me.

"I really don't need to babysit Shane if you're here."

"Well my parents don't know ill be here. They don't even ask me to watch him because I go as I please. They know ill just leave Shane home alone, which they hate, so they rather have someone here they can relie on to be here the whole time they're gone. They don't know I like you and will obviously stay here if you're here"

"Oh"I said with a simple shrug as we started walking up the stairs. Its not like I cared. I basically just hung out. It wasn't like I had to put Shane to bed or anything. And I mean I was around John so.... Besides, I owed a lot to this family. They were literally my second family. Well not John, because thats weird.

"Okay Aubs, all you have to do is hit the white ball and make it hit the other balls into the six pockets."Shane said as me and John were in the game room and I shrugged off his arm from around me and he sighed.

"Sounds simple enough,"I responded

"Alright, grab a stick"Shane said as he started collecting the balls and putting them in the triangle thing.

John actually handed me a stick and I stood at the side of the table, leaning on my stick a bit.

I knew John was now standing next to me because he planted a soft kiss on my cheek and then chuckled right after ward.

He was having to much fun with this. Thank god Shane was setting up the balls and paid no attention. John didn't get it. But whatever, he was cute.

I couldn't even hold the stick right, John and Shane laughed at me the whole time.

"Help me then"I whined

"We have been. We've been trying for like the past hour"Shane laughed as John laughed along with him.

"I'm done then"I said stubbornly as I basically just threw the stick onto the pool table. That just caused them to laugh even harder.

I rolled my eyes and just simply walked out of the room.

Stupid boys. Stupid boyfriend. Ugh. Sorry I'm not gifted in doing guy things.

I walked down to the kitchen and simply grabbed and apple, rinsed it and bit into it. I leaned against the counter occupied with my apple.

Seconds later, Shane and John decided to join me, still laughing. It wasn't that funny.

"If you're going to laugh at me, just leave,"I said simply as I continued to eat my apple.

"We aren't laughing at you"Shane said still laughing.

"Oh are you laughing with me?"I asked sarcastically.

"You get mad so easily"John chuckled as he threw his arm around my shoulders and pulled me into his chest.

"I don't want your opinions"I said as I walked away from him, making his arm fall, and then threw the rest of my apple in the trash.

"We're sorry Aubs"Shane said sincerely, trying not to laugh.

"Yeah, we get it. I mean you cant do a lot of things. And thats okay"John chuckled.

"Stop"I whined " What cant I do?"

"Baseball"Shane said automatically

"Bowling,pool, driving-"And then I cut John off

"I to can drive!"

John just chuckled.

"I don't want to talk to you guys"I said as I crossed my arms across my chest

"Awe, Aubrey"John smiled "Lets sleep outside tonight, you love that"He said obviously trying to get me to stop being mad.

"Its to cold"I said being difficult and John just laughed

"Oh god I love you"he said as he took a step closer to me

"Yeah! Lets sleep outside!"Shane said excited. I knew he would love that.

"You two have fun"I said as I started to walk out of the kitchen but then was soon stopped as John wrapped his arms around me from behind and pulled me back, into him.

"You're sleeping outside, you're no longer mad, and you're going to have fun"John said with a little laugh in my ear.

"Oh so you get to tell me what to do?"I asked with a little laugh. A smile forming, I wasn't able to help it.

"I'm your boyfriend aren't I?"He asked in my ear.

I playfully rolled my eyes as I laughed and pried myself from him."Fine"I smiled.

"Ill go get the sleeping bags"Shane announced as he pretty much ran out of the kitchen

"Do you have to be so touchy feely?"I asked as I faced John

"Yeah"He said with a shrug."You're sleeping next to me right?"He asked as he rested his hands on my hips and pulled me a tad closer.

"If you mean in separate sleeping bags, next to each other then yes"

He just groaned "Its only Shane"

"Exactly"I said simply

"I haven't slept a single day in almost two weeks without you"He said with a sigh

"Ill still be next to you"I said rolling my eyes. "You're just coming off as desperate. I'm not having sex with you"

"Desperate?You're my girlfriend!" He said his voice raising.

"Shh"I said warningly.

"Whatever"John said and just looked away from me. That obviously meant he was over this conversation and was done talking to me.

"John"I said taking his face in both my hands as I stood on my tippy toes."We can go one night without sleeping next to each other.No biggie."I said and pecked his lips. It actually caused a small smile to form on his face.

I let go of his face and hugged his waist and put my head against his chest. "I love you" I said completely meaning it. I loved being able to tell him. And actually getting a response

"Love you too"He said back as he hugged me back,running his fingers threw my hair.

We let go of each other just in time as Shane bounced into the kitchen carrying all three sleeping bags.

He was so excited it made me giggle.

We walked outside and set up the sleeping bags.

We actually just hung out out there doing whatever for a few hours. We laughed and talked about everything.Shane's baseball, Johns band, My school, everything.

It was a lot of fun.

When Shane fell asleep, me and John layed in our sleeping bags, facing each other.

"We're hanging out with the gang tomorrow night. Whenever your off duty watching my bro"John informed me.

"We are?"I asked not really interested. I rather be with John alone. Don't get me wrong, I loved them all, but I LOVED John.

"Yeah, I mean I haven't actually hung out with them since I got with you because well Ive been with you every night and whenever I could, and well they've been giving me shit about 'disappearing' and have been ragging on me"

"And I have to go?"I asked confused

"Yes, I want to be with you, so if I go you go."He smiled

"Alright"I smiled."Well, I'm going to sleep, night"I said with a yawn and then a light laugh

"Night. Love you"He smiled.

I lovedddd the way that sounded. Never gets old. Never

"Love you too"I smiled as I then watched his eyes close slowly.

I actually just layed there for a few minutes, and then crawled out of my sleeping bag.

I crawled into Johns and I saw him start to smile as he wrapped his arms around me

"Took you long enough"He chuckled.

I couldn't help but smile. Everything was perfect.