You Had Me Wishing We Were Something

"Shouldn't you be unpacking?"Shane laughed as we were sitting in the kitchen eating some of Mrs.O'Callaghans amazing sugar cookies. I was attempting to tell Shane jokes, but he was just laughing at how stupid I was.

"Fine"I laughed as I got up, finished my cookie and walked out of the kitchen.

I missed living with them. Today was the day I moved back in. Shane and Mr.O'Callaghan helped me grab all my stuff from the dorm and bring it all back.

John was at band practice and I actually hadn't seen him all day. For some reason I just didn't care. Which proved to me I wasn't just moving back in for John. I just loved this family, they were definitely my second family

I walked into my room and a smile immediately crossed my face. I did love living at the dorms, but I loved the O'Callaghans more.

I walked over to my bags and started taking out my clothes and putting them on my bed as I hummed whoever she is just randomly.

I felt arms wrap around me and I jumped a little automatically as I stopped humming and my heart was racing

"You scared me"I whined as I turned my head to look at him as he had a little smirk.

"I'm sorry"He smiled as he rested his chin on my shoulder and tightened his grip around me as he hugged me from behind.

"When did you get here?"I asked as my heart was still racing. John had complete control over my heart, whether I liked it or not.

"A couple minutes ago"He answered as he planted a soft kiss on my neck that sent shivers through me.

"For some reason, I still find this weird"I said as I looked over my shoulder to look at him, as he lifted his head off my shoulder

"Find what weird?"He asked as I then turned in his arms and rested my arms on his shoulders.

"I don't know us. I mean I used to think you hated me."

"But I never did"He quickly answered.

I just gave him a sincere smile, and he smiled back as he leaned down slowly. Times like this, I realize the huge difference in height.

As I felt Johns lips on mine, my eyes automatically closed and I wanted to beat myself up for thinking he wasn't the one. I would do anything for him. He was so sweet and passionate, I could just tell from the kiss.

I then felt his hand go under my shirt and rest on my hip bone. Way to kill the moment asshole.

"John"I whined as I pulled away from him and removed his hand.

"What?"He asked pretending to be clueless.

"We're not having sex"I stated bluntly.

"Why?"He whined "My parents aren't home"

"But Shane is"

"So hes downstairs"John said as he pulled me close again.

"I'm not having another pregnancy scare"I said shaking my head.

"Well then we'll use protection this time."

"I don't want to have sex on my bed"I said just pretty much coming up with everything I could think of, when truth to the matter was I wanted him just as bad.

"Then we'll go to my room"He chuckled"Anything else?"

"What if Shane walks in?"

"Ill lock the door"He laughed as he swung me over his shoulder and carried me to his room.

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"Come help me unpack,since you distracted me, all my clothes are still lying on my bed"I said as I got out of Johns bed and started getting my clothes back on.

John just groaned "How about you just come and lay back down for a few more minutes"

"How about you get up and get dressed?"I asked as I put my bra on.

"Fine"He groaned and swung the covers off him and got out of bed.

He slipped on his boxers and I couldn't help but laugh as he started stretching

"Whats so funny?" He smiled as he continued to stretch

"Nothing, you're just so cute"I smiled as I put on my shirt.

"Wanna know something I've observed about you?"He asked as he got into his jeans.

"Sure"I smiled as I spotted my pants and walked over to grab them

"You look best without your clothes"He sang.

I couldn't help but laugh. I threw my jeans at him and he laughed too as he caught them.

"I love you"I smiled as he walked over and handed me my jeans.

"Love you too baby cakes" he said as he kissed my cheek and then went to go put a shirt on.

Then the question popped into my head. What will I do without him?

~~~

"And now you just have to let it bake for around 20 minutes"Cindy said as she closed the oven.

She was teaching me how she made her amazing sugar cookies from scratch.

"Got it"I smiled.

"I love you being here"Cindy gushed. "I know everyone else does too"

"Thank you"I smiled

"Even John"She finished.

I didn't know what to say so I just smiled as I looked anywhere but at her.

"He likes you, you know"Cindy smiled

I just smiled back."You like him too don't you" She asked still smiling.

"I-um-I"I started to stutter.

"Sweety its fine"She chuckled.

"You know don't you?" I asked a little shyly.

"I do"She smiled comfortingly. "I know my son, and I also know when he has a girlfriend, I just didn't know it was you at first" She laughed.

"I'm sorry I didn't say anything, I just didn't want you to not trust me"

"I couldn't be any happier, and I'm sure your mother would feel the same way"

"You haven't told her?"I asked

"No, I would think she rather you tell her"She smiled

"Thanks Mrs.O'Callaghan"

"Your welcome honey, now go call her"She laughed.

"Okay"I smiled.

~~~

I felt him get in bed with me and start to situate himself to get comfy as he wrapped him arms around me, pulling me into his chest as he hugged me from behind.

"Just get in?"I asked

"I thought you were sleeping"he chuckled "And yes"

"Oh"I said not even asking were he was, not in the mood to be nosy.

"You have school in the morning right?" he asked as he kissed my neck lightly.

"Yup"

"Ill take you in the morning"

"John"I said with a sigh, I knew he didn't want to take me, he was just obligated to because we were dating. And besides, Cindy gave me permission to borrow her car.

"What? I want to"

"Your mom said I could borrow her car"

"Aubs, just let me take you, whats the big deal?"

"I know you don't want to, I don't want you to feel obligated."I said as I turned around in his arms so we were face to face.

"I don't, I want to take you, I promise"He said with a little smile.

"Okay"I smiled back and gave him a quick peck.

He fully smiled and asked"So hows school?" and then chuckled.

"Well..Umm.Brett asked me to prom"

"Whats with this kid?"He groaned"You said no right?"

"Well yeah, but I want to go"I whined, but just a little.

"Okay"He said simply

"Are you taking me...?"I asked but commanded at the same time.

"Well actually I was planning on it."

"Oh, alright then"I said and then yawned.

"So what do you want to do tomorrow?"He asked as he kissed my for head softly

"I'm actually hanging out with Eric. Don't say anything. Its final."I said as I saw his mouth start to open as he was prepared to say something.

"Fine"He mumbled.