I Feel Unreal

Mikey Way's POV:

Me and Gerard were just standing outside of our tour bus, smoking. I was just thinking about my ex, Lana. We had just broken up after I found out that she had cheated on me for almost a year. "I think I should call Lana, maybe she's sorry."

"Dude, you have to get over her. And even if she is sorry, she's the one who left you remember? Move on, go out with someone else." he said taking another drag "Someone else? Isn't it a bit early for that?"

"A bit early? It's been almost 5 months!" I sighed and a cloud of smoke escaped my lips and looked down at the ground. "Look around you! There are loads of good looking girls here all looking for a good time."

"Gerard, I'm not looking for a one night stand with some groupie or gold-digging slut."

"Ok, ok. What about one of the girls from the other bands, that way you're sure they're not a groupie or a gold-digger."

"Who do you know that's in a band?"

"Girls, well, no one but we could ask." I looked at him as if he was crazy "So you want to go around this whole place asking every girl we see whether she's in a band or not?" Gerard just shrugged and started looking around for girls to ask.

I started looking around as well and my eyes landed on the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. She had long brown hair and pale skin. She was wearing zebra print shorts, black raw edge Sid Vicious top and black Dr Martens.

She was carrying a small amp but it looked like she was having difficulties carrying it. After a second of just staring I realised that she was heading towards us and my heart skipped a beat. She walked in between me and my brother and almost dropped the amp on him but he caught just in time.

"Careful, you could hurt someone with that." he told her with the smile that makes the girls fall for him so easily. She just smiled back shyly and said sorry. When she was walking away I couldn't help but check her out again. Gerard must of seen it because he nudged me then nodded towards the girl.

"Hey!" I shouted towards her, still looking at Gerard, she looked back and almost dropped the amp again. I ran up to her and asked if she needed any help. She just nodded smiling and I took the amplifier from her hands, she still carried some cables.

I turned around for a split second to see Gerard smirking at us before putting out his cigarette and going back in the bus. "So, why are you carrying an amp? Are you a roadie?"

"Nah, I'm in a band." she said smiling. "Really? Cool. What do you play?"

"I play bass." Cool, we have something in common "So do I."

"I know. In case you haven't noticed, you're quite famous." she said still smiling. I laughed a bit "Yeah, it's easy to forget sometimes." We arrived on stage and she told me to put the amp anywhere while placing the cables she was carrying on a table.

"I never got your name." I said turning back to her. "Robin." She said before jumping off the stage and walking towards the tour buses. I walked back towards our bus, taking my time and just observing the venue.

When I got back to the bus I saw the rest of the band and some of the guys from Bring Me The Horizon. "Hey." I said catching their attention before walking over to an empty sofa and sitting down.

"So, how are you guys liking England?" Matt K asked. "Matt, we've been here before." I said laughing a bit. "Yeah I know, I just meant.... how do you like this part of England?"

"London?" Frank asked "Yeah sure, not bad."

"Wow! What an enthusiastic answer!" Lee commented sarcastically. Frank sneered at him then smiled. The door of the bus opened and some guy I've never met before came in. "Hey Luke! Everybody this is Lukas Marx, he's a guitarist of one of the local bands." said Lee smiling. Luke went over to him and that manly handshake/hug thing before taking a seat next to him.

I looked back at the door to see some other guys (assumingly the rest of the band) enter with Robin following. We locked eyes and she smiled at me. She came and sat down next to me making my heart skip a beat which was weird.

"Hey." she said still smiling which made me smile "Hey." I said/whispered. We started talking about random stuff but I was having such a hard time stopping myself from staring at Robin that I wasn't really paying attention.

I only looked up when I heard the door open again. Avenged Sevenfold and the rest of Bring Me The Horizon came in. I couldn't help but notice Brian's eyes widening at the sight of Robin and the big grin that spread across his face.

He came and sat down next to Robin taking the last place on the sofa. "Hi, I'm Brian." he said holding his hand out to her. She shook it and replied "Robin."

"Cool, how come you're the only groupie here?" she chuckled a bit and said "I'm not a groupie. That's my band." She said pointing over to the guys she came in with. Brian looked slightly embarrassed for a second but that looked quickly vanished.

"Oh, sorry." she just smiled and leaned foward placing her elbow on her knee and her head on her hand to hear the conversation better. We were on the subject of cocktails or something when I noticed Brian lean back and check out Robin's underwear that sticking out of her shorts a bit.

When he looked over at me I raised an eyebrow at me and he just smiled sheepishly.

Robin's POV:

We were having the greatest time on MCR's tour bus just hanging out with some great but my head was, unfortunatly, elsewhere. James. The stupid twat tells me he's marring some Katie Price wannabe and then flirts, well sort of, with me. The fuck is wrong with him?!

"Robin?!" I snapped out of my daze to see everyone staring at me "What?"

"You know if we're boring you, you can always leave." Oli said smirking at me "Sorry, I just had my head in the clouds. You're not boring me." I said sheepishly, blushing slightly. "So, anyways I'm going out for a fag. Anyone wanna join?" said Matt Kean. "Sure I'll come with." I said standing up.

"Me too." Brian and Mikey said at the same time then stared at each other. Outside the tour bus Matt passed a cigarette and lit his own before saying "So, this you first tour?" I nodded while exhaling a cloud of smoke "Yep, we're all really excited. I can't wait to get on stage."

"How are you liking the tour atmosphere so far? And being stuck with a load of guys? Cause I think you're the only girl here in a band." Mikey said.

"Seriously? There's not one other band with a girl?" I asked, there had to be at least one other girl, right? Mikey shrugged "I don't think so."

"Well to answer your original question, I'm loving it so far, and I think living with guys for a while won't kill me." I said smiling. "So Mikey, how's things with Lana?" Matt asked grinning. Mikey frowned and said "She cheated on me." Matt's smile fell "Ah, sorry mate, I had no idea."

"It's ok, I've got my eyes on someone else now." he said smiling a bit. "Who is it?" Brian asked, it's the first thing he's said since we got off the bus. "That's for me to know and you to find out." he stated taking another drag. "So, Robin, got a boyfriend?" Brian asked out of the blue. I almost choked on the cigarette.

"Someone doesn't like to beat about the bush." I said smirking. "Well it's just incase the groupies aren't what I'm looking for." I looked at him as if he had just said he'd ran 5 miles in a minute. "Are you implying that I'm what you're looking for?" I asked once I'd recovered.

He just smirked before putting out his fag and going back inside. "Don't worry, he's like that." Matt said smiling while putting out his cigarette. "I think you and I might just become good friends." I said to Matt while watching Mikey enter the bus again.