A Little Piece of Heaven

Melle was at the Liquor store, buying supplies for tonight, while the girls and I were in my room getting ready for the party. All of us were looking absolutely stunning. We were definitely out to break some hearts tonight. I couldn’t believe how cute Aj looked, and Lya looked devilishly sexy in her outfit. Jamie looked lush and cheeky.

This was going to be one hell of a night of match-making. I already gave Johnny a push for Jam. Now all I had to do was get Jimmy and Matt someone to love. I was thinking Matt with Lya, and Aj with Jimmy. Melle had agreed to my idea of setting up Lya, Aj and Jam with our new boy friends. Now all I had to do was get Zack to pluck up the courage to ask Melle on a bloody date! Though, I could say the same for Brian and myself. However, did we really want to get in that situation? Would it work? I didn’t want to get my heart broken. The past was filled with broken hearts, and I didn’t want another one. I know I will have to decided exactly what I want from this thing I have with Brian. But anyway, soon Melle was back with the bags of alcohol and we all headed out.

Matt’s house was absolutely huge!! We all stood there just staring at the size of it for a while before we actually headed inside. The front door was open, so there was no need to knock. It was getting pretty rowdy inside, which I guess was to be expected. Melle headed towards the kitchen so she could put the drinks away. But she gave us all one before she walked away. It looked like we had some catching up to do.

“Come on, I’ll introduce you to the people I actually know,” I said and we all started pushing our way through the crowd to find someone we knew. It wasn’t long before I spotted Jimmy, Johnny and Matt talking. I waved at them as we approached.

“Kass!” Jimmy exclaimed happily and brought me into a bone-crushing hug. It was obvious he was a little tipsy. I laughed as he released me, and got the same treatment from Johnny and Matt.

Johnny saw Jam and smiled instantly. He grabbed her hand and kissed it, “Good evening.”

“Smooth Johnny, very smooth,” I clapped which made the girls and the guys laugh.

“So are you going to introduce your lovely lady friends?” Matt asked, indicating Aj and Lya.

“These lovely ladies are Amy Jean and Anastasiya,” I introduced my two friends. This was going to be easier than I thought. Soon we were all in conversation with each other. My mind began to wonder whether Brian was here. Well, if Matt is having a party surely Brian would come. Wouldn’t he?

My question was soon answered as I noticed Brian over the other side of the living room. I was about to smile and wave at him when I noticed that there was a girl standing next to him. Standing very close to him. My smile faltered and my heart began to race. Then I saw him lean down and whisper something in her ear, which made her giggle. In that little gesture, my heart ripped in two. How could he do this to me? He fucks me, and then goes to find another one?! I felt my eyes become watery, but I shook them away and replaced it with anger. Rage was easier to control than tears.

Melle and Zacky soon joined us. I knew Melle would soon guess that something was wrong with me, but I did my best not to show it and just try to have a good night. Fuck him!

My eyes were soon looking for him again though. Why I continued to hurt myself, I don’t know. But I saw him, the blonde was gone however. He saw me looking at him. A smile came to his face and he began to weave through the crowd to get to me. Oh hell no!

“I’m going to get another drink,” I told Melle and headed towards the kitchen. I did not want to talk to him. I’d had enough. I was not going to be treated like some sort of toy. It’s happened once before and I not about to let it happen again. As soon as I reached the kitchen I headed for the fridge and grabbed a beer. I downed it in one go. If I was going to put up with everyone tonight, I would have to be a little drunk. Yes, I know it’s not the best solution. Maybe I’m just overreacting. But who cares? I’m allowed to have a good time, aren’t I?

“Hey there sexy,” his voice came from right next to me. I had let him sneak up on me. Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! I didn’t look at him, because if I did I would be taken in by his charm. Again.

So I did the first thing that came to my head, and walked away from him. I knew it was silly, but what did I care. Brian’s hand grabbed my wrist before I could get too far away. “Don’t touch me!”

Brian was taken aback from my outburst and he grip slowly loosened, but did not let go. The skin where he touched was tingly. Damn him! Why does he have this effect on me?! “What’s wrong, Kass?” Brian asked, hurt and concern in his eyes.

“Don’t play games with me Haner,” I growled and he winced at me using his last name. “I will not be your play thing.” Realisation came to his face as he realised what I had been talking about.

“Kass, I can explain,” he began but I didn’t let him finish.

“Oh I bet you can,” I snapped, grabbed another beer and walked away from him and into the sea of drunken people.

“Kass wait!” Brian called out but I ignored him. I didn’t want to hear his excuses. Squeezing through the people I finally made it back to Melle and the others. It looked like they were all much acquainted now. My work here is done. As soon as I was standing next to Melle she gave me a funny look. Uh oh. She knew I was in a bad mood. I shook my head at her, not wanting to talk about it. She nodded and understood and continued the conversation with the rest of the group.

I decided that I could play Brian’s game as well. It wouldn’t make it any better, but I was in the mood for revenge. I’ll show him that I will NOT be his plaything. I found a slightly drunk and cute guy standing against a wall, just lazily sipping at his beer. We soon hit it off and were flirting. I couldn’t believe how easy it was. Before I knew it, he was whispering naughty things in my ear. I thought I would vomit and some of the stuff he said, but I just shrugged it off and faked a giggle. It wasn’t long before Brian spotted us. I couldn’t help but smirk to myself as I saw his fuming figure. He was pissed.

“What do you think you’re doing?” he growled as he came over to us.

“Nothing,” I replied innocently. The guy that I was ‘talking’ to inched away from us. I knew he thought that Brian was my boyfriend, and he obviously didn’t want to get on his bad side. So the sucker ran away. Great...

“Will you please just give me a chance to explain?” Brian pleaded, his rage slowly disappearing. I turned to look at him. Big mistake. As soon as my eyes met his my heart melted. He was using the ‘puppy dog eyes’ on me. “It was a mistake. Please forgive me?” I tried not to give in to him, but it was a lost battle from the time I stared into his eyes. The girl he was with was a mistake; I couldn’t help but smile inwardly about that.

As Brian kept looking at me, his eyes slowly changed from hurt to lust. And I knew mine were mirroring his. “Do you want to get out of here?” I asked him, hinting what I wanted in my voice. Brian immediately understood and nodded. We discreetly headed out the front door. It was lucky that both of us hadn’t had that much to drink or I wouldn’t have let Brian drive. On the way to Brian’s house, I txted Melle and let her know where I had gone.

Tonight was going to be even better than what I thought I would be.