Girl I Know

Chapter 25
(Mercury)

“Mercury where are you going?” I heard a voice ask and I whipped around like I was caught in headlights.

“I’m just going for a walk.” I said softly. My voice was trembling and Jimmy looked at me warily.

“Well…be back soon…” He said in a disbelieving tone. I nodded and faked a smile before I all but jumped out of the door.

The moon was looming in the dark midnight sky, and the air was heavy and a bit moist and sticky. My heart was thudding in my chest and the feeling of fear ran through my veins. My body was on fire, and tears were threatening my eyes. My phone suddenly buzzed, and the sound of loud guitars pierced through the silence and I jumped. I sighed closing my eyes as I realized what it was.

I flipped open my phone and saw a text from a restricted number. My eyes widened and my hands trembled as I opened it.

Come alone and don’t be late…I’m waiting;) I read and I stopped walking as I looked around for the person.

“Calm down Mercury, nobody’s going to get you…” I sighed closing my eyes.

I started walking past the buses in the darkness. They cast looming shadows that I feared anything could come out of. The only thing I could hear was the sound of my quick, nervous footsteps against the pavement. Two more were added and I stopped with a skid and I whipped around.

There was a figure in the darkness with a crazy silhouette…The person was tall and skinny most likely wearing skinny jeans and I heard the jingle of a chain on the belt buckle. The person had wild hair sticking up from his head. It was Jake! It had to be that fucking asshole, there was nobody else there!

“Jake? You fucking motherfucker!” I yelled storming over towards him, as I got closer I saw a sinister grin form on his face and I became even more enraged.

“How dare you even try to fucking mess with m-” I started but my words were horribly lost. I couldn’t form one sentence, my eyes opened wide at the person who was standing in front of me. He had a sick glint in his eye and his mouth was twisted into an ugly smirk.

“Hello gorgeous.” He sneered.

“…R-ro-Ronnie?!” I yelled in disbelief. No…no it couldn’t be! What did he want?! Why would he do something like this to me?!

“Ronnie you fucking asshole! Why…why would you do this to me?! How could you?! I-I can’t even…I-i…” I sputtered before I burst into tears. My heart was shattered as it was smashed to pieces by a person who I thought I knew who I was my friend. He was going to ruin my fucking life.

“I knew from the moment I saw you that I wanted you. I was trying to find you but I ended up seeing you with that motherfucker.” He spat angrily and I narrowed my eyes at him.

“Don’t you fucking talk to me about him that way you dirty son of a bitch!” I snapped and lashed out at him. My hand came down across his cheek leaving a bright red mark forming almost immediately.

“Do you really want to talk to me that way Mercury? You must want your brother to hate you. You must want Avenged Sevenfold’s career to go fall, to destroy all they’ve worked for. You must really want Brian to be arrested.” He said sickly sneering at me. My eyes welled with tears and spilled over like a dam broke.

I fell to my knees with my face buried in my hands to catch my tears.

“No…no! I don’t want any of that! D-don’t take the only things tha-that matter t-to me! I’ll do anything… please Ronnie just…just don’t take that away…” I cried hysterically. My chest was tightening and I was thinking about everything bad that could happen. I would probably never get to be held in Brian’s arms…I might never get to talk to my brother…I might never see the guys…

“Aw now sweetheart that’s what I wanted to hear…” He said picking me up from the ground and holding me into his skinny body. I didn’t feel safe in his arms at all. I felt misplaced. He made me stare into his eyes. They were brown just like Brian’s, but they held no comparison whatsoever. Whenever I looked into Brian’s milky chocolate eyes I felt like I was in love, like I was being loved. But Ronnie’s murky browns looked at me with an insane hunger, I felt like I was being preyed.

“I want you to ditch that cocksucker…and be with me.” He said softly, and my eyes widened and glistened over. I could feel it; my heart was ripping itself into pieces.

“Please no…I’ll do anything else you want…just don’t make me leave Brian. We fought and I just got him back…”
“That’s all that I want…” He murmured and I let out a shrill cry. I beat my fists against his chest and he tried to restrain me but I couldn’t be stopped.

“Shh…If you don’t…well lets just say everyone will know who Avenged Sevenfold is.” He laughed deviously and I cried harder. I couldn’t believe it…I couldn’t do it…I couldn’t handle it…

“O-o-okay…I’ll do it.” After those words escaped my mouth, I felt like I was going to vomit. I’d never felt so much pain in my life. This would be the hardest thing I’d have to do.

“You wont regret this baby…I want him gone by the next stop in Vancouver…so you have about 2 days, until you are all mine…” He whispered huskily against my neck...i wasn’t turned on, I was afraid. My lip was trembling as the tears just free fell from my cheeks. His expression turned to a volatile glare and he gripped my arms tightly.

“But I swear to god, if you tell one person I’ll slit your fucking throat myself…”He growled and I just whimpered and nodded quickly. He leaned down and kissed me. I flinched and let out a strangled cry.

“You taste so sweet…I love it.” He said winking at me before he let me go. I heard the engine of a bus start and my eyes widened.

“Go…I’ll see you later.” He said and I didn’t have to tell me twice. I ran back towards the bus and I flung the door open and I stumbled inside gasping from the run.

“Holy shit, what happened?!” Zacky yelled and I held up one finger.

“Shut up, I just ran.” I said irritated. I was feeling too hurt and angry to react correctly. I didn’t know what I was going to do with myself and that scared the crap out of me. I couldn’t talk to them right now.

“Jeez why were you running so fast?”

“I wanted to catch the bus! Get off my back!” I snapped ferociously and they all looked taken aback. I rolled my eyes and stomped into the back where I quickly changed out of my clothes and into my bra, tank top and boy shorts. I wasn’t in the mood for pants.

I just jumped into Brian’s bunk and curled up in the corner. I heard someone come back here and rustle around. Oh great. The curtain flew open and I got scared. I knew it was Brian because he climbed in, and I could smell his beautiful scent.

“Sugar what’s wrong with you?” He asked grabbing my shoulder and turning me towards him. I wanted to push him away, but I wanted him to hold me close at the same time. I only had two days left with him and the clock had already begun to wind down. I would make the best of this, what I had left.

“Nothing Brian I’m just feeling really irritated. It’s just all getting to me and I’m just so stressed out at everything.” I sighed looking at him and he smirked.

“You need a release…” He said and I nodded pouting.

“The sexual kind.” He snickered and I smacked his chest.

“We haven’t fucked since we left to get to Seattle.”

“Baby we don’t just fuck…we make hot sexy love.” He said and I laughed.

“That we do.” I laughed and he pouted and kissed me. I felt so guilty; I would tear him apart and leave him broken. He wouldn’t be the same, I know it. I wanted to savor him while I could; I wanted the most of his touch while I could still feel it.

“I’m sorry I was being a bitch earlier. I didn’t mean to snap like that.” I said and he shook his head.

“It’s okay. It’s my fault, I should have fucked you.” He said and I nudged him away from me.

“You are such a pervert. All you think about is sex.”

“No! NOT TRUE!” He denied rather loudly and I gave him a look.

“I occasionally think about food and guitar. See that’s not sex.”

“I love how I’m not included.” I pouted.

“Yes you are. I should rephrase that sentence. I think about sex with you.” He said and I blushed. I honestly wanted to fuck him again. I loved the feeling of our bodies moving as one, I loved the feeling of him against me.

“See thanks, now that we are talking about sex I want to fuck you.” I groaned and he laughed.

“Pfsh what are you talking about…everyone wants to fuck me.”

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When I woke up, Brian wasn’t next to me and the bus wasn’t moving. Confused I got out of bed all disorientated and stumbled around the bus. I looked everywhere but nobody was in sight. I found a note on the kitchen counter in Zacky’s handwriting.

Good morning Mercury! You and Brian were still asleep when we decided to go out, so we went for breakfast. We also have to go to the store to stock up on food and items so we will be back around this afternoon. Don’t worry you aren’t alone, Brian is still there.
We love you!

Signed by Zacky, Matty, Sunshine and Johnny

I smiled as I put the note down. If they weren’t here and they left Brian…where was Brian?” I looked around the bus once more and I still didn’t find him. I was stumped.

“Bri Pie…come out come out wherever you are.” I cooed cutely.

“Shut up Mercury I’m having a smoke!” He yelled from outside the bus and I laughed. I opened the door to the bus. I saw Brian leaning against the side shirtless and in pajama pants with a cigarette in between his lips. He still hasn’t cut his hair and it was past his shoulders, crawling down his back. He could put it in a ponytail if he wanted…it was so hot. I took the cigarette from his mouth and held it between my fingers.

“What was that for?” He asked and I stared at it. I shrugged and I put it to my lips and inhaled. I coughed it out immediately. It was so nasty, and it burned my throat and irritated it so bad. I couldn’t stop coughing after, and my eyes started watering.

“Brian how do you even like this shit?! It’s so disgusting!” I coughed and he took a long drag.

“You get used to it, and it makes me feel calm and peaceful.”

“It’s stupid, you’re stupid for smoking. It can kill you, you know.” I said and he laughed.

“We’re all going to die anyway.”

“Optimist.” I said sarcastically.

“Brian don’t smoke.” I sighed in a pleading tone.

“I’m 22 years old; I can smoke if I want.” He said sighing and acting childish.

“You’re right. I can’t stop you.” I said realizing I was just being naggy.

“Thank you. I like my smokes.” He said blowing out a white puff of smoke.

“I’m not kissing you though.” I laughed and he pouted.

“You’ll taste like an ashtray.”

“Some girls find it sexy.” He said puffing out his chest.

“Yeah yeah. Come inside when you’re done, I just came out to find you and I did.” I said walking inside and I heard him laugh. Soon after he put out the cigarette and came back on the bus smelling like Marlboros. The idiot loved those things so much he tattooed them on his knuckles.

“There’s nothing better than having a good smoke in the morning. It’s just like you and your tea after a nap.” He said and I rolled my eyes. If there was one thing that I disliked about Brian, was that he always smoked.

“What now?” He asked wrapping his arms around my waist.

“Nothing…it’s just that you smoke a lot, and it bothers me. I know it’s your life and stuff and I can’t stop you but I wish you would at least not smoke so much around me .And it bothers me even more that you know I hate it.” I said and he sighed and kissed my cheek.

“Okay baby I’m sorry.” He said and I turned around and hugged him. I hugged him like there was no tomorrow, like I wanted him to hold forever.

“What’s gotten into you lately? You’ve been kissing the fuck out of my ass.” He laughed and I blushed.

“I know, it’s usually the other way around.” I giggled.

“Yeah, so what’s up? I know something is up.”

“I’ve just felt lately that I needed to be with you. Because you make me immensely happy.” I lied. I wanted to spend as much time with him as I could…while I could. I didn’t lie about him making me happy.

“Well if you wanted to spend more time with me, all you had to do was ask.”

“Well I’m asking now.” I asked batting my eyelashes up at him and he kissed me. I crinkled my nose.

“Ew Brian you smell. And your hair is long and greasy, take a shower will ya.” I said pointing to the bathroom and he pouted.

“I do not smell, and my hair is gorgeous. I’m not cutting it unless you want me to. I’ll grow it out to the floor if that’s how you like it.” He said and my heart soared, I really love him.

“Don’t cut it please you look sexy. Especially when you wear your fedora…” I said laughing and he raised his eyebrows.

“Don’t let it get to your greasy head. Now go, shower and be clean.” I said smacking my hand down firmly on his ass.

“I know how we can spend some quality time together. And save water, you know for the environment.” He said wiggling his eyebrows at me.

“How do you propose to save the environment Bri?” I asked smiling. I already knew what he was getting at.

“You, me, in the shower baby.” He said it so that it rhymed and he picked me up and threw me over his shoulder and walked me to the bathroom door and kicked it open. He put me down on the counter and took off his shirt. I watched as his godly chest was revealed to me.

“Brian you don’t even want to shower.” I said looking at him slyly and he returned the notion. He went to unbutton his belt buckle and my heart rate increased. He stepped out of his pants and his boxers and I didn’t look. I looked up and around the bathroom, humming as I avoided looking at his…well his dick. He just burst out laughing.

“You’re acting like you’ve never seen my dick. Trust me; he’s happy to see you again.” Brian snickered before he picked me off the counter and set me on my feet. He pulled my shirt off of my head.

“I can undress myself you know.” I said laughing and he put his hands up in defeat. I stepped out of my pants and the rest of my clothes.

“Brian we are naked.”

“Oh I know.”

“I like your ass.” I smirked and I smacked it as we got into the shower. He turned on the water and I grabbed shampoo and ran it through his hair. I scratched and massaged his scalp. He moaned a few times and a smirk graced my lips, he loved getting his hair pulled and messed with.

“Do I have to use your girly soap again?”

“Of course.” I said as I washed his back. I licked my lip as my hands glided over his broad shoulders. Oh sweet Jesus…

“Brian?” I asked and he turned around. I was immediately captivated by his intense eyes.

“Yeah?” I reached up and held his face as I pressed my lips to his. The water poured down over us and made the kiss slippery. It started to deepen as I could feel the love in the kiss. My heart went into it and side from the water I started crying. I’m glad Brian didn’t notice, I didn’t want him to think anything was wrong.

He pulled me closer into his body and I could feel him pressing against my stomach, but it just turned me on even more. I wrapped my arms around his neck, and I tangled my fingers in his hair. His tongue swirled around mine and I bit it.

“Fuck that hurt!” He said with his tongue sticking out and I giggled.

“I’m sorry, let me kiss it better.” I said reattaching our lips. This time he grabbed my hips and pushed me back against the cold tile wall and I hit it with a smack.

“You like it rough?” I asked gazing up at him seductively, and he bit his lip.

“You have no idea how hot you just sounded.” He growled as he nipped at bit at my neck. He sucked on my secret spot and my mouth was just waiting to let a moan escape. I shifted my legs up to give him better access as he readied himself.

“You know what? I think I changed my mind.” He said before he let me go, he turned off the water, rung out his hair and stepped out of the shower. My mouth hung open as he just walked out of the bathroom and into the backroom to change. I was still so worked up and more irritable than ever. Brian was going to finish what he started. I ripped the towel off of the rack and went after him. He was putting on a wife beater when I reached him. I grabbed the collar and pulled it violently, actually ripping it off of his chest. He stared at me in awe and I pushed him back down on the couch.

“Brian you aren’t teasing me and getting away with it. You finish what you start.” I growled, poking my finger against his chest. He pulled me by my hips and I straddled his lap. There was nothing in between us. I ground against him and he let out a gratuitous moan,

“Oh, fuck damn…” He moaned out and I smirked. I was in control now, and I loved it. I positioned myself over him and I went down on him slowly. We both let out a moan as I leaned forwards against his chest and I held his shoulders. He gazed lustfully into my eyes as he unexpectedly thrust deep into me.

“BRIAN!” I yelled out squeezing my eyes shut as the pleasure course through me.

“Seeing you do that…was so fucking hot.” He growled as he leaned back and pounded into me, hitting a new angle.

“Fuck Brian, harder!” I screamed as he wrapped his arms around my body and pulled me into him. He smirked and pulled himself all the way out and then slammed back into me even harder. I screamed in response and he kept up the rhythm. I pressed my lips to his passionately, and he immediately tangled his tongue with mine.

Brian was the center of the adrenaline rush, and there was nothing I wanted more than what I had right now…I didn’t want to give him up tomorrow… I couldn’t help but feel bad though. I was just fucking him now so that I could savor this moment before I completely broke him. But to me I just wanted the most of his love...you know before I had to leave him… I’m wrong aren’t I?

“Ohh shit.” I gasped as he hit my spot repeatedly. That motivated him to go even harder and it started to hurt. But the pain mixed with the pleasure took my mind to a new level. I don’t think I would be able to walk after this…

I could feel the intense sensation building up in me and I moaned his name repeatedly.

“Brian…Brian…bri-I’m…gonna…” I panted before I felt the wave of pleasure crash down on me, and not too long after I felt Brian reach his orgasm.

“I love you baby.” He panted and I smiled and kissed his sweaty lips. His hair was stringy and it clung to his body and face. I moved it out of the way so I wasn’t eating his hair.

“I love you too Bri-bear.” I cooed and he smirked.

“I hope you know that now we need another shower.” He smirked deviously.

“Well we wouldn’t have fucked in here if you hadn’t decided to tease me.” I giggled and he smirked picking me up like a baby.

“I hope you know that you will not be walking later.” He smirked looking down at me and I giggled.

“Like that’s going to happen.” I scoffed rolling my eyes. He smirked carrying me out of the room, and I laughed as he nibbled my neck
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“I COME BEARING GIFTS!” Zacky yelled running onto the bus. I was perched on the couch with my legs crossed next to Brian. When I saw my brother I jumped up and tried to run for him but my legs wobbled and I fell flat on my face in front of him. He dropped his phone and started laughing his ass off.

“What the fuck? What’s wrong with you, are you like half retarded?!” He laughed and I reached to him from the floor.

“No, it’s just I can’t feel my legs. You know when you sit cross legged for a while then your legs start to fall asleep? Well that’s what just happened.” I lied as I laughed and dramatically reached for him. He picked me up and I tried my best to stand up straight but my legs really did hurt.

“What did you bring for me?”

“Candy soda, gum, and your other female products.” He said handing me a bag and I cheered looking through it.

“Did you get hair dye?”

“Yes.” He responded.

“What color?”

“Midnight Black.”

“Good, last time you got the other one and it looked retarded…Can I bleach your hair?” I asked and he looked at me in shock.
“Are you crazy!?”

“YES!” Everyone yelled and I smirked.

“Come on Zacky it would be sexy!” If you do it, I’ll dye the underside of my hair blonde.

“Stop calling me sexy, and no.”

“ZACHARY JAMES BAKER YOU WILL DO WHAT I SAY!” I yelled and he sighed.

“You want to dye my whole head blonde?” He was giving in….yes…

“Yeah son. I’ll dye it with you. And you Brian need to dye your hair black again. Half of it is brown, and the ends are black.” I said and he shrugged.

“Gena will definitely fuck you now that you two will match.” I snickered and he flipped me off.

“Aright. I’ll fucking do it.”

“YES!” I cheered and I high fived the nearest person to me, which just so happened to be Johnny. I loved that little guy.

“Would I look good as a blonde?” I asked openly and they analyzed me.

“Well the way you are planning to do it yeah.” Jimmy said and I pumped my fist.

“Yes! Now I can have that threesome with Val.” I said and they all looked at me so confused.

“You stay away from my girlfriend.” Matt said pointing and I smirked.

“Am I that much of a threat?” I snickered and Matt laughed.

“Wait if there was a threesome, who would be the other one?”

“Well, you don’t have a dick so you automatically are cancelled, Zacky is Gay, Brian is a douche, Johnny is too short, and so it looks like my sunshine is getting lucky.” I laughed and Jimmy hollered.

“SEX!” Before he jumped on top of me and I giggled wildly as he ‘teased’ me.
“I’m not gay…”

“I definitely have a dick…”

“I’m not a douche…”

“I expected that…” I heard them mumble and I started laughing wildly.

“Well, what are we waiting for bitches? Let’s go to the salon!” I yelled pushing them out of the bus. I nearly fell off of it because of the pain centered in my legs.

“Matt can I ride you?” I asked cutely and Brian, Jimmy and Johnny started laughing hysterically. Matt gave me a shocked look and I realized what I said.

“No! Not like that, like what I meant was can you pick me up on your shoulders.” I asked and he understood. He bent down so I could get on his shoulders.

“Ha-ha, teabag.” I snickered immaturely before he brought me up to his full height and I was so high up.

“Then that would imply that you do in fact have balls.” Brian pointed out and I smacked him on the head.

“Shut up! You are all a bunch of sick fucks! I do not wish do ride my baby boy!” I yelled as I messed with Matt’s growing hair.

“Aww, I’m your son.” He cooed and I laughed

“Everyone knows that she wants to ride me.”

“Everyone knows that I want to ride Zacky.” Me and Brian said at the same time and we looked at each other before we laughed. Zacky looked so horribly confused.

“Brian you act like you are so good. But you suck balls, mine actually and I don’t even have any!” I said jokingly and he smacked my foot. My eyes narrowed and he smiled cheekily.

“ZJ I hate your friends.” I pouted and he pouted back.

“There there MC…they hate you too.” He said and they all started laughing.

“I hope your instruments burst into flames.” I said and Jimmy cried out in protest.

“NO! YOU DON’T MEAN THAT!”

“Okay, ‘cept Jim Jam’s instrument.” I said and he happily skipped and clapped and danced around the street.

“It’s only cause he is your favorite isn’t it.” Johnny said shaking his head and I smirked.

“Jimmy’s always my favorite. Everything else you know is a lie.” I said and his eyes widened.

“So that means…”

“Yes Johnny Christ, your life is a lie.” I said eerily and he dropped to his knees.

“NOO! IT’S TRUE! IT’S ALL TRUE!” He yelled out and I started laughing my ass off. There is nothing funnier than seeing a short shit tip over. We got weird stares as we walked around the commercial area looking for a decent salon. It was chilly and I hated chilly...

“WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT?!” I yelled and the guys started laughing but Matt bit my leg.

“What the fuck?! What did I do?!”

“You can’t just go around screaming at random people!”

"Well they were staring at me and I didn't like it." I said childishly back and Matt gave up arguing, and gave into laughter.

“Great, now we’re gonna get shot.”

“Well the bullet will miss you and your shortness.” I ranted and they all started laughing again.

“M, face it your insane.” Zacky laughed.

“Im not insane!"

“Yes you are, you are off your fucking rocker."

“Brian I will cut you...so shut up.” I said jokingly and he preteded to look scared. We found a decent salon and went inside, it was quite the task keeping me on Matt’s shoulders but I did it.

“Uhm, I’m gonna have to ask you to get down from his shoulders.” Some lady said right away and I jumped off.

“Thank you, now how may I help you all?” She asked and she sounded really sweet.

“I want to bleach my hair blonde.” Zacky said proudly.

“And I also want to bleach the underside of my hair blonde. And he wants to dye his hair black.” I said pointing at Brian.

“Okay follow me.” She said and sat us down in chairs.

“Okay Zacky, I know how afraid you are of the dryer but just know that it will not eat you. It will be okay pookie.” I said feigning seriousness and he started laughing. It was the look where he wanted to laugh and strangle me at the same time. I loved my brother.