Rain That Covers the Feelings

I sat there on the balcony and just looked at the city. I stood up went to my bag toke out a book and went back outside. I sat down and as I opened the book, someone sat next to me. I didn't look up because the book was just so intresting. Yes I have read it so many times before, but it really is a good book. Even the movie is good. After some time, the person spoke. It was Ryan.

"How many times have you read it?"
"About fifty times or more."
"And you're still reading it. That's something."
"It is a good book."
"Remember when we watched the movie?"
"How can I not? You complained from the beginning to the end."
"Well it wasn't a good movie."
"But the second time?"
"It was watchable."
"Come on, you enjoyed it."
"Well kinda."
"So what are you doing here?"
"Saw you sitting out here and thoughed that we should talk."
"About what?"
"About you and Brendon."
"There isn't a me and Brendon, there is a me and there is a Brendon."
"Jon told me. And he didn't even have to do that. A blind man can see that you have something going on for him."
"Yes, I love Brendon. Is that what you wanna know?"
"I already know. Just don't want to see you get hurt again."
"If I get hurt again, I get hurt again. That's life."
"I have always loved the way you live your life. You never care what people think and you do what you want."
"Well I really don't care what people think."
"But what if a person tells you what they think and you know that it's true, would you care then?"
"What are you getting at Ryan?"
"I just want you to know that as much as you love Brendon and he loves you, one of you is going to get hurt and I don't wanna see that happening."
"People don't regret what they have done, but they regret the risks they didn't take."
"I just hope you know what you are getting yourself in."
"Don't worry, I can take care of myself."
"That I know."
"So how are things with you and that girl...Kat....Katie...Kirsty...Kate..."
"Keltie maybe?"
"Yeah that's the one I was looking for."
"We broke up a little after you broke up with Brendon."
"Why?"
"Turns out that I'm not as good in bed as a basketball player is."
"She dumped your ass for a basketball player?"
"Yeah."
"Don't worry, life goes on."
"Why do you always use some good old saying?"
"Actually I just quoted Panic."
"What?"
"You don't remember do you?"
"What?"
"Ego Booster."
"Oh right. That pink sofa. You know Brendon actually wanted that in his house."
"What?"
"Yeah and he has got actually a bright red one in his house now."
"He has a house?"
"You don't know?"
"I thoughed he still lived with you."
"Oh no. He actually bought the house for you two but you left him before he could."
"Before he could what?"
"I'm sure he'll tell you when his ready."
"I hate it when you do this Ryan."
"Do what?"
"Tell me something and then don't."
"You know you love it."
"Don't think so much about yourself lover boy."
"Please, stop with that nickname."
"Why? Is lover boy getting upset now?"
"I'm not listening."

He stood up and walked away. I smiled, because I remembered the last evening we spend all together before I found out that Brendon cheated on me. Oh the good time. Can I ever get them back?