Skylines and Turnstiles

He's Not Around He's Always Looking At Men

Franks P.O.V.
I sit awake in bed, as I have done every night this week. I miss Gee so much! I know he doesn’t want me anymore. But fuck! I need my Gee fix! I feel like one of those drug addicts whose high has just warn off. I want that feeling back. I want Gee back. I’m suddenly dragged out of my thoughts as Misfits fills the air. Must be Mikey, we’re going out today.
“Hey baby,” I said happily. May be upset at the moment but I’m good at hiding it. Mikey doesn’t suspect a thing. He seems to have forgotten all about what I almost said to him on Monday. Good. I’ve already lost Gerard I can’t lose Mikey too. I still love him so much.
“Hi darling, how are you?”
“I’m great now.” It’s not exactly a lie; he’s the only thing keeping me sane right now. I heard Mikey let out a cute girlish giggle at my comment, in turn making me smile.
“You still coming round today?” He asked me in a happy tone.
“Um, could we go out maybe? I want to show you off to the world.” More like I don’t want to see Gerard.
“I wish we could baby, but Gerard has been major depressed lately and I thought you could help me cheer him up, Kenzi’s coming too.” Oh great. I’m pretty sure Kenzi hates me for doing this to Mikey and Gerard.
“Um, yeah okay then, when you want me?” I asked, finally deciding that I’d do this for Mikey.
“Whenever baby, I have to go tell Gerard now, love you babe, see you soon,” was all he said before hanging up the phone. I suddenly felt alone again. Mikey gives me a sense of security. I feel so safe around him. I love him for that. I love this man so much which is what makes this whole situation more hurtful. I hate hiding this from him. I hate that I can’t entirely give my heart to him. It’s killing me! Fucking Gerard had to come back from France didn’t he! URGH! FMFUCKINGL! I finally decide after a very long metal battle with myself it’s probably time to get out of bed and get ready to see Gerard...I mean Mikey. FUCK!
When I was showered I walked over to my wardrobe. I wasn’t in the mood for dressing up for anyone. I put on some skinny leg jeans and a Misfits hoodie. I didn’t bother with my hair or anything. It took me about half an hour to get ready. Once I was I jumped in the car and left for Mikey’s house. It only took me about 1 minute to get there via car, I could easily walk there I just can’t be fucked. As I pulled into their driveway I breathed in and out slowly. Trying to steady my breathing. Fuck. I’m so nervous.
“You can do it Frank. Let’s do it.” With my quick pep talk I walked up to their front door and knocked quietly, secretly hoping no one would hear it.
“I’LL GET IT!” I heard a voice from inside. I couldn’t quite hear who it was. Whoever it was must have been standing near the door because it didn’t take them long to answer. I let my jaw hang open as I saw what was on the other side of that door. Whoa.
“Hey Frankie,” Gerard said in a low seductive voice. I couldn’t get words out. He just looked so. Wow. His tight beyond tights pants left nothing to the imagination and showed his gorgeous shape. A tight Misfits shirt graced his gorgeous stomach and torso. His look was complete with a thin layer of eyeliner and red eye shadow. It makes his eyes look amazing! I’ve never seen him looking this amazing. I mean he always looks beautiful. He could wear an Edward Cullen mask and I’d still think he’s gorgeous. But wow. He really went all out today. Is this for me?
“Frankie, you with me?” I wish!
“Oh, uh, sorry, it’s just...Whoa.”
“Whoa?” He asked me, a confused smile playing on his lips. AWW!
“You just, you look, you’re just...Whoa.” Gerard smiled at my muttered comment. I went a bright shade of red. Fuck saying this man is hot would be biggest understatement ever!!
“FRANKIE!!!” Mikey squealed running to the door and wrapping himself around me before turning back to Gerard.
“How the fuck did you get a smile out of him? I’ve been attempting that for the past week?” He asked me with a big smile across his face.
“Maybe he’s in love with me,” I replied in all seriousness. Mikey suddenly lost it. He fell to the floor, he couldn’t stop laughing.
“Why is that so funny?” I asked confused.
“J-Just the t-though O-f...You and G-Gerard, god can you imagine!” Mikey said still cacking himself. Yes actually Mikey I can imagine.
“Mikey it’s not that funny! There is nothing wrong with me why wouldn’t he love me?” I said jokingly. Or so Mikey thought. Mikey burst out into another fit of laughter.
“Gerard, my brother Gerard, gay! I think not!” I couldn’t help but laugh myself at that comment. Gerard just stood in the door looking at us like we were assholes.
“Oh-oh boy, baby if you can have that affect on Gerard we’ll be good,” he said kissing my cheek. After Mikes caught his breathe he continued talking.
“Ohkay, well I haven’t had a shower yet or anything so I’m going to get ready, you two go into the lounge and wait for Kenzi.” Before walking off he adds one more thing.
“And no hooking up while I’m gone!” I’ll do my best Mikey. I’ll do my best.
“Then there were two,” Gerard piped up breaking the silence. I couldn’t hold myself back anymore. I needed him. I can’t help it. I suddenly pounced on him, kissing him passionately. Gerard was shocked at first and tensed up but it didn’t take him long to ease into the kiss. I decided to deepen the kiss by running my tongue along his bottom lip; he opened his mouth, allowing me entry. We made out for what seemed like forever. I pull back, needing to come up for air.
“I love you Frank Iero,” he said before kissing me once more I smiled into our embrace. A kiss filled with love not lust. At this point I was on top of him. His hands were inside my shirt, running soothing circles on my back as we continued to kiss.

“WHAT THE FUCK GERARD!!!”
“Shit!”
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