Dark Passion Play

( Zena PoV)

----*~3 Months Later~*----

I was nearly five months pregnant and I was showing a bit. Rev constantly obsessed over my rounding tummy, Matt made fat jokes at me, Christ and Zacky still couldn’t wrap their minds around it, and Syn? Most of the time he was alright, but he was hiding something. We all knew it, the look on his face said it all, and when I would ask him about it he would snap at me.

We actually started to talk about the baby.

“What do you think it is?” He asked me and I looked down at my bulging tummy.

“I think it’s a boy.” I said and he smirked.

“I think it’s a girl.” He said and I laughed.

“What would you name it if it is a boy?” I asked and he seemed to really think about it.

“I’d name it Damien or Radek.” He said smirking.

“Why?”

“Because they are badass.” He relied simply and I rolled my eyes.

“If it’s a girl I would name it December Marie.” I said with a sparkle in my eyes.

“Why December? Of all months?”

“Because Zacky and I were born in December, Zacky left and returned to me in December, and the baby was probably conceived in late December.” I said and Syn seemed okay with it. I felt something assault my stomach and my hands flew over it.

“Are you okay?” He asked and I grabbed his hand and put it over the bump. The baby kicked like crazy at his touch.

“Aw it likes you.” I teased.

“Hi baby, it’s Daddy.” He cooed and I wanted to cry it was so cute.

“You look like you are about to burst are you okay?” He asked with a slight nervous laugh.

“IT WAS JUST SO CUTE!” I all but screeched grabbing his perfectly sculpted cheeks.

“You aren’t that bad you know.” He said after he swatted me away.

“Ditto, but you still have your asshole moments.”

“You still infuriate me most times.” He countered.

“Even if we do get along, It still gives me window to call you any derogatory term I wish.”

“No it doesn’t, you still must respect and obey me.”

“Oh come on, not with this ‘I own you’ business again.”

“I do, my mark is on your neck.”

“Oh please it doesn’t mean shit.”

“Yes it does Zena, It means you are mine. And I can do whatever I want with you.”

“Bullshit Syn. You do not tell me what to do!”

“Zena, at this point if I told you to jump off of the roof you would.”

“Lies.”

“Come here.” He said and I had the urge to get up and throw myself onto him. I actually wanted to listen to him. It bothered me that was wasn’t doing what he said. I found myself getting up and walking around the table to sit next to him.

“Don’t you see Zena? That mark means everything. You are mine.” He smirked.

“You are mine.” I mocked in a high pitched voice crossing my arms and he slapped me for my insolence. I straddled his lap aggressively and looked him dead in the face.

“Now I know you did not just hit me…” I seethed and I didn’t expect him to yell.

“Yes! I fucking did! Do something about it!” He barked and I got immediately sad, fucking hormones.

“How could you! Im pregnant you asshole!” I cried like a baby, no pun intended and got off of him, half waddling away into the kitchen for comfort food. I had the sudden urge for Doritos so I took the big bag of cool ranch and started eating. His arms wrapped around me and picked me up, bringing me back to the couch. He placed me on his lap as I cried and stuffed my face.

“Im sorry I shouldn’t have done that.” I didn’t answer.

“Would you feel better if I told you a story?” He offered and I kept silent.

“Well..uhh...there was once a boy who was horribly lost. He was an outcast and he wished he could find a group of his own. He didn’t know where to begin until he met someone who would change his life forever. It was then the boy realized he was different, much different than most. He thought he was alone in the evil world until he met four others that would one day become his family. Together the five became Avenged Sevenfold, and inseparable pack held together by their strong friendship. They boy who was once lost became a man and found himself in the four others. He had finally found a group of his own where he belonged. However the man had once again become lost inside of himself, a cold place where only you can find your way through your own darkness and demons to set yourself free. But that lost man met a beautiful girl one day. She was smart, incredibly sarcastic and funny and at first he was really mean to her, but in the end she saved him. She was able to save him from himself, and for the first time in a while he was scared. He was scared of how easily this girl broke down his walls and began to make her way into his heart, The man feels like he is just a boy again, he is scared and unsure, but he isn’t alone anymore. He has her, but he is afraid to let her past the deteriorating wall that protects his heart. He pushes her away, and all she wants is to be let in.”

When he finished I was drowsy.

“Why does he push her away?” I asked tiredly.

“Because he is scared.” He stroked my hair and rubbed soothing patterns on my scalp.

“How do you know.” I said sleepily shutting my eyes.

“Because he told me.”

(Brian PoV)

I watched as she slowly fell asleep in my arms. Her breathing evened out and she subconsciously moved her hand to rest on her belly. My eyes followed her hand and I stared at the bump for a while. She looked so serene while she slept, like a goddess. Im sure you can guess who that story was about.

“Syn! We need to talk.” Matt called coming into the living room. He took one look at us and smirked.

“Shut up.” I grumbled gently picking her off me and leaving her comfortably on the couch.

“What’s up?”

“This is serious. They know about the baby.” He said and all color drained from my face.

“Who exactly are they?”

“Almost all of our rival clans know about her, and they want the baby. Since your kid will be a hybrid, it would be one of the most powerful creatures in our world.”

“We have to be on high alert then.” I said and Matt agreed.

“The others know about this, so I’m going to need you to protect her.” Matt said and I nodded biting my lip but stopped because I almost ripped skin.

“We do have many on our side. I’ve got a hold of Matt tuck and his allies and they’ve joined us.” He said and I briefly glanced at Zena sleeping on the couch.

“We wont let anything happen to her.” Matt assured me, bringing my attention back to him. He gave me a knowing smile before he left me alone with her.

And the beautiful girl is holding his baby that he is growing to love each day. She’s gotten past the wall and she’s melting his frozen heart, but slowly. He’s afraid that he’s falling in love, and she’s gotten so far already.

(Zena PoV)

I woke up with my bladder feeling like it was about to pop. I made a mad dash for the bathroom nearly knocking Rev over in the process. The baby wasn’t big enough to make me go every like 5 seconds, but suddenly and randomly I just had to piss like the world was gonna end, it was crazy! I realized that I haven’t seen Brian anywhere as well.

I heard Zacky in the kitchen making himself some food and I could smell it. As soon as I got the first whiff of bacon I basically floated in there.

“What’s cookin good lookin’?” I laughed waddling into the kitchen.

“Bacon, Eggs, and toast.”

“Why are you making breakfast, it’s late in the afternoon.” I laughed.

“Oh really I didn’t notice!” He said sarcastically.

“Don’t get hit!” I threatened.

“You want some?”

“Hell yes!” I said and he nodded and started cracking some more eggs.

“Hey I’ll be back, I’m going to get a hoodie and socks. Its always so cold in here.” I said rubbing my arms and he nodded. I jogged up the stairs and saw Matt come down grumbling looking pissed off.

“He’s such a fucking idiot…”

“Hey Matty who is?” I asked and his facial expression changed to nervous and fake happiness. He was hiding something.

“Um nobody!” He said pretty loudly with a nervous smile. I tried getting past him giving him a look that I suspected him but he moved in front of me every time I tried to get past him.

“So how’s life?”

“Move Matt I’m freezing and I need more clothes.” I said annoyed and putting my hand on my stomach out of reflex.

“You cant do that!” he blurted loudly again and it was just pissing me off.

“Seriously Matt move!” I said and he gave up sighing.

“I’m sorry…”He said and he walked past me. I shook my head and walked up to Brian’s room. I heard quiet moans and movements coming from behind his door. I cracked it open and I and I gasped. I saw a brunette on his lap as she rode him, his hands grabbing her hips as she moved up and down. I was so pissed I couldn’t believe it. He had a look of complete ecstasy on his face and she looked like she’d never felt more alive. I stormed through the door and walked straight past them into the closet getting what I wanted.

“Oh fuck baby you’re so good.” He groaned.

“God, fuck me Syn!” She yelled and it made me feel sick and betrayed. The baby kicked as if it knew how much of an asshole Syn is. I slammed the door on the way out and I’m pretty fucking sure they heard me.

Matt met me in the hallway with a sympathetic look on his face. He pulled me into his chest as one tear fell followed by many.

“I don’t know what’s wrong with me! He fucking knocked me up for fucks sake, and I didn’t even want him to!” I sobbed.

“Wait it wasn’t consensual?”

“No! I should hate him Matty! He’s so terrible!…I don’t know why I’m hurt by this. Why do I feel like he cheated on me?!” I sobbed loudly into Matt’s chest and he rubbed my back.

“Shh, I know I know…” He cooed. He picked me up and set me on his hip like a toddler and I cried into his shoulder, throwing my arms around his neck.

“Can you tell me why?” I sobbed.

“You like him somewhere deep inside you. You were destined to. Ever since he saw you 11 years ago he knew you were his. And I know somewhere, Brian likes you too.”

He cooed. My memory flashed back to the night when I met Zacky’s friends on the way home from the park. I always liked Jimmy, and that’s what he meant by me remembering him. I didn’t think much of Christ, I thought Matt was cute, and Brian scared the hell out of me.

“Brian used the scare the hell out of me and he still does.” I mumbled.

“I know honey…he’ll come around.” He said walking down the stairs.

“I used to have a crush on you Matt when I was ten.” I giggled and he laughed heartily.

“Who didn’t?”

“You cocky bastard.” I laughed.

“Do you think I love him?” I asked.

“Well, that’s something you’ve got to find in yourself. But if you want my opinion then when I see you two together I would think that you’re in love. Sometimes the way he looks at you, is unbelievable.” He said and I gasped.

“Trust me Zeen, I would know. He wouldn’t do this if he didn’t love you. He would have taken whatever he wanted from you whenever he wanted it.” He gestured to my tummy.

“Either he knows that he loves you and he’s scared, or he loves you too much to break you anymore.” He said and I had a sudden realization, what he meant by the story he had told me.

“He told me a story Matty…” I said and he made a curious noise.

“He said that there was a boy who was lost and he found himself in four others and they formed a familial bond called Avenged Sevenfold. He got lost again inside of himself and a beautiful girl had saved him from himself. He wants to love her, but he cant let her in.” She said and Matt laughed.

“What’s so funny. It was cute.”

“He told you a story about himself.” He laughed. And my breath caught in my throat

“He’s the boy you make him feel like he is. You are his savior.” He said and I felt like I was hit with something hard and fast. He loves me and he’s fucking the lights out of some whore? What an asshole.

“I hate him so much! He frustrates the hell out of me!” I threw a fit.

“No you don’t. You love him much as he loves you. You just don’t know it. And I know you’ll see each other tonight. When you see each other, don’t get too mad at him. I don’t think you realize how scared he is, and how scared he is of being scared. I know he’s been everything but decent to you, but you have to understand he’s got it hard.” He said and I began to see the hiding child in Brian.

“Matty why is he so scared. I don’t understand.”

“I think I should leave it to you two to finish up this conversation.” He said with a smile.

“Thanks Matty I love you.” I said hugging him again, and pecking his cheek.

“I love you too baby girl.” He said back.

“MOMMY!” I cried and Jimmy came running.

“Jimmy’s mommy?” Matt asked confused.

“Yeah, you can be daddy if you want.” I smiled and he accepted.

“Awesome. Now you can be grandpa when the baby is born.” I giggled and Matt pretended to shed tears.

“They grow up so fast.”

“Has the baby kicked today?” Rev asked obsessing over it again.

“Yeah, it kicked the hell out of me when Syn touched my stomach. You guys want to feel?” I offered and they cheered. I heard a mumbled yeah and saw Zacky walking in with bacon already shoved up his pie hole and he had my food. I put bacon strips in my mouth as the guys took turns messing with it.

Zacky got excited when he put his hand on my stomach and the baby started kicking a lot.

“He likes you.” I laughed.

“Well I like you too!” He said to my stomach.

“I wonder if I scream down your throat if the baby will hear me.” Rev wondered aloud and I couldn’t help but laugh loud.

“Let’s not test that theory.”

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It was midnight and I finally had to go up to bed. I had wanted to avoid seeing him, but I had to stay in his room. I walked into it finding him sitting on the edge of the bed in deep thought with his back to me.

“And the beautiful girl felt betrayed by the man, who hurt her much more deeply than any physical pain she’s dealt with.” I finished his story and he turned around shocked.

“What are you doing here…” He said in a flat tone, like he wanted to be alone right now.

“Why did you do that?” I asked and he ran his hand through his midnight hair.

“I needed to get you out of my fucking mind.” He said squeezing his eyes shut before opening them again to re-focus.

“So you had to fuck some other random chick to achieve that?!” I said getting pissed.

“Why are you yelling at me?! I’m not your boyfriend! You shouldn’t care who I fuck!” He yelled and my eyes went wide in horror that it was true. A smirk graced his face soon after.

“I don’t!” I denied my ass off.

“So you are saying, that right now; I could bring in some random girl and fuck her while you watched, and you wouldn’t get pissed?” He asked. I remembered when I walked in on the festivities, how it hurt so much to see.

“No I’d be hurt.” I said staring into his eyes that began to soften.

“Why?”

“Because I’m supposed to be yours damnit!” I yelled and then I shut my hand over my mouth. He laughed and took my hand away, and held my arms.

“You are mine. You are just as mine as I am yours.” He said and I looked up at him with confused eyes. It was one thing hearing Matt say it, because Matt says a lot of shit. But to hear him say it was like the finalization.
“I first realized I cared about you when you saved me, because I know that you realized you did too. I could feel it.” He said with the most sincere of expressions.

“Why are you so scared to let me in?”

“Because I don’t want my heart broken…I cant do that again…” He said looking away from me.

“Who was she?” I asked. He could have said again if there wasn’t some chick before me.

“Her name was Kiera.” He said and I perked up in interest of his past.

“We were so much in love. I thought she was my soul mate, but one night we went out hunting together, I was attacked by an enemy clan and she disappeared and never returned. The bond we had was broken and I was completely shattered, I swore I’d never want to feel that sort of pain again, that’s why I didn’t trust you. But when I’d bitten you, I’d formed a bond with you that is so much stronger. So strong that I’d feared the worst. I couldn’t take it so I pushed you away as far as I could, but every time I did, something brought you past the walls I’ve put up each time. I realized I didn’t just claim you, I claimed you as my soul mate.” He said and I was in shock.

“But for the record in the beginning you really did piss me off.” He said and I laughed.

“Yeah same here. I wont deny it.” We both laughed and we brought our faces closer. His hand slipped between us and rested over my protruding stomach. He looked down at it and smiled before he looked up to me with bright eyes.

“I’m sorry for pushing you away.” He said and he brought his lips down to mine. His soft full lips it mine and it was like everything around me slowed down. There was so much love and passion in that kiss, it contrasted so much from the lustful kisses he’d given me.

“Was I meant for you?” I asked and he smirked, but it was the almost smiling kind.

“Yeah. Ever since I saw you I knew that someday you would be mine.”

“Did I really save you?”

“Yeah. You nearly drove me fucking bat crazy but you did.”

“You drive me insane.” I countered and we attached our lips once again. His hands cupping my face and I grabbed his slender waist. These hormones were sending me on an overdrive.

This time it was different, he was actually gentle. He wrapped his arms around me, and lay me on the bed and pulled me up so I was straddling his lap, as he sat up. I wrapped my legs around his torso, as he licked, and nipped at my neck. He slowly left kisses along my jaw line until he settled at my lips. I was shocked when he kissed me because it wasn’t just a lustful kiss, there was something behind it and it sent tingles through my body to the tips of my fingers and toes. He gently sucked on my bottom lip before he ran his tongue along it and I gave him entrance.

Kissing him was undoubtedly the best feeling. I felt like I wasn’t even conscious, like something this amazing could only happen in one’s dreams. I pulled away and I continued an assault on his neck. I bit down hard on a spot on his neck and he let out a sexy growl. I had left a few tiny marks on him and I ran my hands down his arms feeling every ripple and curve. I looked him in the eyes, and they looked loving and gentle. The sight of him like this made me melt and I gave into him once more.

I could feel his erection pushing against me and I squirmed a bit in his lap.

“Fuck…” He gasped as I danced my fingers over the thin fabric of his boxers. He slipped his hands under my shirt and he ran his hands along my curves as he pulled it off over my head. I pulled off the long pants and I was only in my bra and his boxers. That thought made me giggle.

“What?” He asked smiling with his teeth and I couldn’t help but notice how cute and boyish it is.

“We are both wearing boxers. And they are yours.” I said and he actually laughed.

“Then let’s take care of that.” He unclasped my bra, and I slipped my hand through the hole in the black boxers and gripped him.

“Oh fuck Zena.” He moaned loudly and I held a finger to my lips, as moved my hand up and down his length.

“Fucking…suck my dick.” He moaned and I slid his boxers down the rest of the way. I took him into my mouth as much as I could and there was a euphoric look on his face.

“Shit, yes!” he gasped as I bobbed my head up and down. His hips bucked upwards into my mouth, almost hitting the back of my throat. I kept my hand around the base pumping him as I sucked him off.

He tangled his lean fingers in my hair and pushed me down on him. His thrusts became sporadic and I pumped faster knowing he was close.

“Fuuuuuck.” He moaned as he came in my mouth. I released him and I swallowed it, it was kind of sweet…okay too much information.

He brought me back up and kissed me, probably tasting himself on my lips.

“Your turn baby.” He said sliding his hand down past the fabric of the boxers. I shuddered as his hand brushed over me and rubbed my bundle of nerves.

“You are so wet.” He moaned as he pushed me gently onto my back. He pulled down the boxers and he looked at me from his position between my legs. He slipped one lean finger inside of me and I let out a gratuitous moan.

“Fuck…” I moaned as my hips gyrated against his finger. He slipped two more into me and he pumped and curled them inside of me as he flicked his long tongue across my entrance.

“Oh fuck Brian…” I gasped and he stopped.

“What did you call me?” He asked in surprise and I whined.

“I called you Brian…” He lowered his head back in between my legs.

“Good…” He laughed and he licked over me once more eliciting a loud moan. I bucked my hips against his face as I was near the end of my rope.

“Ohh shiiit.” I yelled as I came over him, and he lapped up my juices.

“You taste so good.” He said as he kissed me again and I could taste myself on him. He pulled me back onto his lap, and he positioned himself under me and I lowered onto his throbbing cock.

“Mmm.” We both moaned and he contorted his face.

“How are you still so tight?” He moaned as he thrust slowly into me. Tonight he took it slow. I ground my hips slowly down onto him and he moaned holding my hips and caressing my sides.

Our lips fused in another passionate kiss as I ran my hands through his semi-long spiky hair.

“Ohh…fuck Zena.” He moaned still keeping the slow rhythm. We were so close at this moment as we held onto each other for our lives. This wonderland my mind was stuck in, warped my senses and all I could feel was Brian, and he was all I wanted and needed.

He pushed up into me harder and his pace quickened a little, but he was still gentle all the same.

“Brian…I’m so close…” I moaned wrapping my arms around his neck, and looking into his eyes. With one more thrust I came over him and it was like a slow wave crashed over me and when it did, it hid me hard. We came together as our moans filled his bedroom.

We lay together under the sheets, with our bodies still close, basking in the afterglow.

He placed a kiss to my lips.

“Goodnight.”

“Goodnight Synnie pie pumpkin pie.”