I'm Still Breathing

I groan waking up to a white room, I'm in a hospital. I gulp trying to remember why I'm in here, it's like to try and remember what you ate last weekend. I rubs my eyes then gasps remembering why I was here. My baby, is it ok? I'm about to put my hands on my stomach when I hear a well known voice.

“The baby is ok..” I look to my side and see Alex, then quickly look down at my stomach. I hear him sigh then feel a hand in mine, I gulps looking at him. He looks awful, like he have been worried a lot.

“The doctors saids you're stressing to much, I'm so so sorry, this is all my fault!” he exclaim then looks down getting tears in his eyes. I gulps again then put my hand on his chin lifting his head making him look at me.

“no Alex.. it's my own fault.. I have been selfish and only thinking about myself.. I love you so much and I just fuck with your feelings..” he gulps looking at me. I sigh closing my eyes, then opens then again breathing in.

“I-I wanna stay here with you.. so we can raise the baby.. together..” he gasps looking into my eyes probably searching for a sign that what I just said wasn't true. After a minute he starts smiling then kisses me lightly on the lips caressing my hair. I smile slightly on my stomach rubbing it.

“I love you kiddo..” he exclaim smiling. I feel my heart beat faster, I haven't heard those words in a long time. I look up at him.

“I love you too Alex..”