Tell Us When Ages Have Made a Difference

I scream in pain as the doctor keeps telling me to push as hard as I can. Ed is holding my hand trying to comfort me. Both doing a bad job.

“OH MY FUCKING GOD!” I scream out as I push a hard as I can. Then doctor looks at my regions, then up at me.

“I can see the head Lucy, keep pushing!” he tells me I take a breath in then pushes as hard as I can screaming out in pain feeling anger race inside of me.

“OH GOD! WHEN SHE’S OUT OF ME, YOU’RE GOING TO BE SO DEAD ED!!” I yell squeezing his hand as hard as I can in pain. He gulps then groans from the pain. I keep pushing and crying; until I hear a baby cry fill the room. I drop back into the bed gasping for air.

“Congratulations with your little girl” the nurse smiles to me handing me my little baby daughter. I move the towel a bit away and look down at her, then tears fills up in my eyes. She’s the most beautiful thing ever. Ed smiles sitting down beside me looking at her.

“She’s so tiny and beautiful” he point out. I smile looking up at him then gulp.

“I’m sorry for yelling at you and hurting your hand” I apologies quietly. He laughs then kisses my forehead.

“It’s okay, I understand you were in much pain, beside it was worth it to see our daughter, Emma” I gulps looking at him remembering we talked about calling her Emma. I look down at her and smile sniffing slightly. She looks like a little Emma.

“She is an Emma, the name fits so well” I point out. He smiles rubbing my shoulder.

“I know.” Then we just sit there. Looking at our beautiful baby girl. I have to say she’s the most amazing thing I have ever seen. And I’m proud to be a mother. I never thought I would be this happy for it but I am.