The 'It' boy, in love with me? My ass!

But that sadness from his eyes quickly disappeared just like the concern I was holding seconds ago, when a red head walked in from behind him, literally lunging herself on him.

That red head being very familiar.

Debbie. My ex-best friend. The only person who I use to considered as my best friend other then Ryder.

She made my life hell, just because for guys.

She wasn’t exactly pretty back in freshmen year, but now she was gorgeous. She had her hair highlighted a darker shade then her original hair color here and there. She wasn’t tall but those 4 inch heels made her stand as a 5’4. She had very light green eyes back then but now she always had hazel colored contacts on. She had got some surgery around her body which you could tell by looking at her chest. She was very thin, even back then and now which made her chest look even bigger. She was a totally hippie back then but now looking at her I could tell she wore clothes from Hollister. A plain white short skirt which went perfectly with the dark blue tank top she had on.

She hadn’t noticed me but I was sure everyone else in Starbucks definitely had because of the commotion she was causing.

The reason why me and Debbie weren’t friends anymore was because she told my ex-boyfriend (which she was obsessed with) that I liked someone else and got him to breakup with me. She lied to me and told me he broke up with me because he liked someone else and they were dating behind my back and was now guilty so he thought it was best to breakup with me.
I believed her. I mean she was my best friend.

When I found out she was just making up shit and lying I didn’t trust her so much. But nonetheless we were still friends. Although that still wasn’t the reason we aren’t friends anymore but instead because she would date guys and cheat behind their back. Not once not twice but every time. Once I thought I should tell her it’s not really nice to do these things, that’s when we got into a huge fight and after that we never spoke again.

Ryder didn’t know her much. Back then I only got attention from him when he wanted to bug the hell out of me. He had no idea what Debbie was like.

Ryder may be the ‘it’ boy but he would never cheat or lie to anyone just to hurt them.

Neither would I, but when it comes to revenge, I’d do anything.

Ryder walked over to our table with Debbie still whining and not being able to decide which table to sit at.

The only reason he came was because he respected Carter and they were still friends.

“Hey Carter.” Ryder said looking at Carter.

“Sup.” Carter replied diverting his attention to Ryder.

It took Debbie a while to realize what was happening. (She may not be blonde but she definitely is dumb.)

“Nothing, just here and there.” He said then he said something quick to Debbie who walked off to the counter to order.

“Looks like there’s no table left, how about you guys join us?” Carter offered. I felt like chocking him to death. Did he not know me and Ryder broke up just yesterday?!?

Ryder looked around the area and stared where Debbie stood for a little while and then gave up and pulled a extra chair out next to Carter, right opposite me.

Ah Hell!

I looked over to where Debbie stood her skirt so short that about everything was noticeable as she bent over the counter. I’m sure the person behind the counter is having a great view form front as well.

Debbie wiggled (due to her four inch heels) her way over to our table and then pulled out a seat next to me. It took her about 5 minutes to realize who she was sitting next to. Her face went from confused to hate and then to an evil smirk.

“Alvii, oh my! Is that really you?” ghaaa I forgot about her fake British accent she had.

I so badly wanted to say ‘no it’s not me it your aunt Petunia’ but I knew that would just earn weird looks from Carter and Ryder, not that I cared or anything.

“Yeah.” I said looking away from her.

“Wow you look different.” She said smirking.

“So do you.” I said giving her the same smirk back, making sure I glared at her as well.

Since we had been at Starbucks all Ryder looked at was Debbie and sometimes maybe at Carter, but not once did he look at me. I was completely ignored. I felt like crying right there but I knew I deserved it. I still looked at him. He was too attractive not to look at.

When we left Carter asked Ryder if he was going to go home or what, He said that he was actually on a date with Debbie. No duh. That’s the only reason you’d see Debbie around guys. They were her toys. The thing why she and Trent never got along, even though they were very much alike, I think it was all because they wanted all the guys (good looking ones of course) and that wasn’t possible.

When we got in the car I was so pissed at Ryder that I blew up.

“Ryder is such a man whore! Can you believe it? We just broke up yesterday and now he has a date!” I said complaining with extra exaggeration.

“You cheated on him.” Said Carter smirking simply.

“He said he loved me.” I whispered.

This caused Carter to look at me.

“Why’d you cheat on him then?” Carter said in monotone.

“I never said I loved him.” I whispered again.

“Oh so that gives you the right to cheat?” Carter replied.

“Looks who’s talking.” I said glaring at him. He just smirked in response.

“I at least admit it Alvii.”

“Whatever” I zoned out for the rest of the ride.

The ‘It’ boy, in love with me? My ass! *36*

One more week till Germany. With Ryder. Great.

I had my summer vacations planned ,too bad me and Ryder broke up and wont be on speaking terms.

‘If you fall for me
Im not easy to please
I might tear you apart
Told you from the start
Baby form the start
Im only gonna break break your break break your heart’

I dropped my book in an abrupt halt, as I heard the ring tone I had set for Ash. It fit him perfectly.

I looked around my room trying to find where might my cell phone be. Then I quickly remembered I had left it in the bathroom, as that was the fist place I went right after I came from school.

As is on cue I charged towards by bathroom, flung the door open and grabbed my phone of the sink and answered it.

“Hello.” I said a bit out of breath. It had been forever since I did any sport. After my breakup with Ryder things haven’t gone back on track yet.

“Hey.” I heard Ash’s depressed voice on the other end. This was the first time he was calling me since the party. Did he find out I was the one who invited Amy?
”What’s wrong?” I tried being concerned, trying my best to hide the rush of guiltiness in my voice.

“Not really. Me and Amy broke up.” He said sounding like as if he had just experienced hell.

“Oh.” I did my best to sound sad.

“I guess its breakup month.” I felt like slapping my self for the lame joke I had just said.

“Yeah.” Now I could hear the amusement in his voice.

I’d noticed in the past month me and Ash always have awkward conversations.

“So um you busy after 8.00?” I looked up at the grey clock hanging on my wall and saw it read 7.30.

“Yeah why?” I was a bit exited now. I knew other then Carter, no was home. Alex was busy with Midnight, Jenny and Cameron would still be shopping or something like that and my parents were at their last business trip before the summer holidays.

“I’ll pick you up and maybe we can go watch a movie that just came out.”

“A movie?” I asked a bit suspicious. Was he going to use me, like I used him?

“Yeah, something I want to watch really badly. I think we haven’t been hanging out much lately.”

“That’s because both of us have been busy in relationships. More like were, anyways which movie?” I wasn’t going to give in so easily.

“Uh Kick Ass!” he said quickly.

“That came out two weeks ago Ash.”

“Yeah so? I haven’t had time to watch it. Look, I’m serious; I think we haven’t been hanging out much.

“Fine. You just wasted 10 minutes of precious time where I could have dressed up.”

I said giving in.

“You don’t need to dress up, you look beautiful when you’re just yourself.” I blushed, even though I knew he was just hitting on me.

I wasn’t going to let him have his peace so quick.

“Ash, you just broke up with my best friend, slow down.” I said in a joking tone.

“Yeah, well honesty is honesty.” I could hear the smirk in his voice.

“Whatever just pick me up at 8.00.”

I quickly charged to my bathroom again the second time today.

Taking a 5 minute shower and then spending around 10 minutes on my clothes and jewelry, I then quickly grabbed flat iron and did my hair, ignoring the sizzling noise it was making against my wet hair.

I put my shoes on followed by lip gloss. Right after I put my cell phone in my black jeans, the door bell rang and I sped my way downstairs.

Taking a deep breath, calming my self down I opened the door.

He stood there looking amazing as ever. A light blue polo shirt with some black jeans which matched mine.

He smiled brightly and grabbed my hand and pulled me out my house.

I quickly told Carter I was leaving and then Ash did the whole gentlemen thing and opened the car door for me.

After 10 minutes we got to the cinema and Ash bought the tickets and the food even the I argued a lot saying that we were friends and I would pay for either the tickets or the food. He just answered saying that we were on a date and that meant the male in the date paid. That just simply caused me to blush and let him buy and do whatever he wanted to.

Maybe this time me and Ash could actually date. Not fake.

During the movie, which was utterly gross in some parts, I got a text from Amy.

‘I found the perfect guy!’

I got exited but then that faded when I thought what if Ryder was the ‘perfect guy?’ Amy had always thought he was hot. Why did it matter to me? Gosh I was so selfish. I wanted both Ryder and Ash.

‘who is he?’

Not once did Ash notice what I was doing. He was too interested in the movie.

‘you wont believe it!

Ronnie!’
Ah crap. I didn’t believe it. Amy and Ronnie were total different personalities.

She was loud, very outgoing and known as one of the hottest girl in school.

I felt happy for her.

Ronnie was a very quite, shy guy who was very cute.

‘What have you two been up to?? ;)’

I replied making sure I sounded perverted enough.

And that’s how my last weekend went before going to Germany. With Ash completely obviously not aware of his sounding as he watched the movie and me and Amy being perverted through texts. God knows what Ryder and Debbie are doing.

I couldn’t careless what Alex did but if he hurt Midnight I would kill him, and he knew that.