A Kiss And I Will Surrender
I Can't Help Notice
Mikey's POV
Gerard and I had stayed up the rest of the night, talking and doing whatever we could. We both avoided the subject of our parents. It was about six in the morning and I was lying in Gerard's hospital bed with him. I was now dying for some coffee and I knew Gerard was too.
"I'm going to get some coffee, do you want some?"I asked getting up from the bed.
He nodded his head and gave me a quick kiss before I disappeared out of the room.
As I was down stairs in the cafeteria I was half expecting Frank to come up behind me. He never did. I knew he would be back, like he said. I also knew it wouldn't be this early. From what I could tell he didn't want to see him dad or mom here.
I went back upstairs to Gerard's room and as I entered I saw a nurse talking to him. I sat the coffee down on the bed side table and she soon went away.
"So what did she say?"I asked hoping it was some good news.
"Well if I get better in the next three days I'll be able to go home."He said as he reached for his coffee.
I smiled will glee as of knowing Gerard would soon be able to come home. I've been at this hospital too much in the past two weeks and I really needed to get away from it. It was going to be hard to be at home though. That's where everything happened, that's where mom shot herself and I watched her die.
"What wrong Mikey?"Gerard asked looking up at my face.
"Well I don't know how I'm going to do at home. I mean I watched mom die there."I said as I felt the tears well up in my eyes.
"Oh baby it's going to be all rights. I've been feeling the same way. Not that I watched our mom, you know, well I was thinking we would find a new place."He said wiping away a tear that slowly rolled down my face.
I nodded in agreement. We sat in the room talking to each other, drinking coffee, until about eight a.m.
Knock. Knock. Knock.
I looked over at the metal door and then getting up from the chair to go see who it was. When I opened it Frank was standing there with a smile over his face.
"Hey Frank, my brothers up today."I said before ushering him in the room.
As he walked in I couldn't help but notice how his jeans fit him perfectly today. How they hugged every inch of his body from waist down. I stopped myself from thinking even farther, knowing it was wrong, and introduced my newly formed friend and my brother.
"Okay well Frank this is Gerard and Gerard this is Frank." Frank slowly walked over to Gerard and slowly shook his hand. You could tell me was nervous. I don't know why he would be.
After that we all started talking and we all connected pretty well. Nothing was awkward after that. Frank's smile seemed to glow though. As did Gerard's. I couldn't help but notice the beauty in Frank but I knew I should be noticing it in Gerard. I did notice it in Gerard though, Frank was just someone new.
The only thing that bothered me about Frank was how he looked at my brother. I never knew how he looked at me, but I could tell how he looked at my brother. As if he was wanting him. I knew he probably wasn't, I guess I would have to get used to Frank. Of course I could get used to Frank, but I mean I would have to get used to him, or any guy, being around Gerard. I would also have to push these feeling for Frank out of my head, I loved Gerard more than every, it's just Frank was here and I couldn't stop but think of him this way.
Okay, so finally an update right? Yes I know it's not the greatest, but I putting a twist on it. So comment and I'm hoping to have more chapters up soon.
Gerard and I had stayed up the rest of the night, talking and doing whatever we could. We both avoided the subject of our parents. It was about six in the morning and I was lying in Gerard's hospital bed with him. I was now dying for some coffee and I knew Gerard was too.
"I'm going to get some coffee, do you want some?"I asked getting up from the bed.
He nodded his head and gave me a quick kiss before I disappeared out of the room.
As I was down stairs in the cafeteria I was half expecting Frank to come up behind me. He never did. I knew he would be back, like he said. I also knew it wouldn't be this early. From what I could tell he didn't want to see him dad or mom here.
I went back upstairs to Gerard's room and as I entered I saw a nurse talking to him. I sat the coffee down on the bed side table and she soon went away.
"So what did she say?"I asked hoping it was some good news.
"Well if I get better in the next three days I'll be able to go home."He said as he reached for his coffee.
I smiled will glee as of knowing Gerard would soon be able to come home. I've been at this hospital too much in the past two weeks and I really needed to get away from it. It was going to be hard to be at home though. That's where everything happened, that's where mom shot herself and I watched her die.
"What wrong Mikey?"Gerard asked looking up at my face.
"Well I don't know how I'm going to do at home. I mean I watched mom die there."I said as I felt the tears well up in my eyes.
"Oh baby it's going to be all rights. I've been feeling the same way. Not that I watched our mom, you know, well I was thinking we would find a new place."He said wiping away a tear that slowly rolled down my face.
I nodded in agreement. We sat in the room talking to each other, drinking coffee, until about eight a.m.
Knock. Knock. Knock.
I looked over at the metal door and then getting up from the chair to go see who it was. When I opened it Frank was standing there with a smile over his face.
"Hey Frank, my brothers up today."I said before ushering him in the room.
As he walked in I couldn't help but notice how his jeans fit him perfectly today. How they hugged every inch of his body from waist down. I stopped myself from thinking even farther, knowing it was wrong, and introduced my newly formed friend and my brother.
"Okay well Frank this is Gerard and Gerard this is Frank." Frank slowly walked over to Gerard and slowly shook his hand. You could tell me was nervous. I don't know why he would be.
After that we all started talking and we all connected pretty well. Nothing was awkward after that. Frank's smile seemed to glow though. As did Gerard's. I couldn't help but notice the beauty in Frank but I knew I should be noticing it in Gerard. I did notice it in Gerard though, Frank was just someone new.
The only thing that bothered me about Frank was how he looked at my brother. I never knew how he looked at me, but I could tell how he looked at my brother. As if he was wanting him. I knew he probably wasn't, I guess I would have to get used to Frank. Of course I could get used to Frank, but I mean I would have to get used to him, or any guy, being around Gerard. I would also have to push these feeling for Frank out of my head, I loved Gerard more than every, it's just Frank was here and I couldn't stop but think of him this way.
Okay, so finally an update right? Yes I know it's not the greatest, but I putting a twist on it. So comment and I'm hoping to have more chapters up soon.