All I Wanted Was You

"You Rob are just..."
"I am what?"
"You are so strange but in a good way."
"Thanks."
he came and sat next to me on my piano bench.
"You play?"
he smirked.
"A little."
"Play me something."
"Its been a really long time since I have played anything so forgive me."
"Its okay."
his fingers slowly touched the black and white keys and then they began to play an amazing piece.
I watched in awe how his fingers went back and forth on the scale.
Watching the expression on his face, the love and pleasure he got out playing it.
and the smile that crept on his mug when he finished.
"You are way better than I will ever be."
"Nah we are just different. I think you are better than I am."
"You are crazy Rob."
"Why thank you."
I smiled at him.
I reached and placed my hand on his cheek.
He closed his eyes and let out a slow breath.
Let him in.
You can trust him.
He won't hurt you.
He is just afraid as you are, you can do it.
He open his eyes and just gazed at me.
That look, that look still frightens me but...if I show him all of me slowly..it won't scare me as much.
I started to lean in a little bit, he wrapped one arm around my waist and pulled me closer.
I could feel his warmth... our noses were touching.
we were gonna but..
his phone made us jump.
He smiled and place his forehead on mine.
"Let me get that."
"okay."
I pulled away and let him answer his phone.
"Hello? Yes this is he. Oh really thanks man. No no I am got bringing anyone okay cool see you tonight."
what?
"Who was that?"
"Oh just something last minute. Are you going to be singing tonight?"
"Yes I am why?"
"well because I might not be able to make it, I just need to be somewhere."
"Oh okay."
I stared at my piano.
He pulled my chin up.
"Hey hey don't get sad on me beautiful."
"Sorry I just assumed you would be there."
he chuckled.
"I promise I will be there every night but I just cant be there tonight."
"I get it."
I got up and I walked out of the room and into mine.
he got up and followed.
"Hey are you okay?"
"I am fine I just have to pick out what I have to wear for tonight that's all."
"Want any help?"
"I can handle it."
I walked into my room and just picked out a nice simple dress and some shoes. I was going semi formal tonight. I am gonna show him what he is gonna miss tonight.
"Hey Belinda I have to go."
"Oh okay just give me a minute."
I walked out fully dressed and saw a smile spread across his face.
"You look lovely."
"Thanks. Don't you have to get going?"
"Yeah but I will be back tonight."
"Okay."
he walked out of my door and I decided to head next door.
Cordy answered the door.
"Whoa don't you look nice?"
"Thanks I just decided on a dress for tonight."
"Awesome."
"Hey Cor I need to ask for your blessing on something."
"Uh yeah sure what is it?"
"You know that song I wrote for you?"
she smiled
"Yeah I remember. What about it?"
"I was wondering if I can sing it tonight?"
"Hun you don't have to ask go ahead. Its been a long time since I heard you sing that song."
"You sure?"
"Yeah go for it."
"Thanks."
"So how are things going with you and Rob?"
"Uh no."
"No what?"
"I am not gonna talk about that."
"Oh come I am your best friend!"
"nu uh. not going to talk about that but I will say his fans are insane."
"You got tackled again didn't you?"
"Yep. they mobbed his hotel. Luckily they don't know what room he is staying in."
"that's good."
"Look I have to start heading out and I feel like grabbing a piece of pie before I head to the club see you there?"
"Will do. and oh! i am such an idiot Dan said to tell you that you are going second to last tonight."
"That's new. wonder who is going to follow me."
"That's what I said! anyway be careful on getting there."
"Always am."
I headed back to my place to pick up my bag and went to the dinner.
I sat in a booth and order a piece of blueberry pie.
and wondered about Rob and where all of it was heading.
Was I ready for this?
All of it again?
Hopefully different than my last experience.
I am insane.
But he is different I know it, something inside me tells me that he is.
I just don't know.
I sighed and left money for the pie and headed out.
**
I stood at the side of the stage watching others go on one at a time and then soon enough it was my turn.
"well tonight I am gonna play a very personal song. It lead someone to happiness. I love you Cor."
everyone was silent in the club and Cor had tears in her eyes.
Dan smiled and held her hand when I finished the song.
everyone slowly clapped and cheered.
"Thank you."
the MC came up
"Well ladies and Gents we have a newbie here tonight with us"
I walked back to my spot on the side of the stage and waited to see how it was
"Please help me welcome Mr. Rob Pattinson to the stage."
everyone clapped.
I stood there shocked and confused
he walked on stage
"I haven't done this in a very long time so bear with me. This song is for someone who has started to become very important to me. this one if for you beautiful."
the band started to play and started to sing

"Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'Cause I've seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So, if you're mad, get mad!
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
But I'm a lot like you

When you're standing at the crossroads
Don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
'Cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when, when the night falls on you baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you"

I stood there shaking with tears running down my face.