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Unholy Confessions.
8. Chapter 8.
“What type of party is it? I don’t know what to wear”
“It’s a cocktail party. Wear a dress” Rebeca replied.
“Oh okay. I still don’t know what to wear.” I yelled to her as I sighed and sat down on my bed
“Leave it too me!” She said running into my room.
She picked out a red and black dress. She told me to pick heels that would match it. I picked out a pair of just a plain red one with stud type things at the back. I also decided to put on red lipstick, black eyeliner and burgundy, black and white eye shadow. I also chose my red heart with silver on the bottom necklace and a ring with a mustache.
I realized the only clutch that I had was a small one with a skull on it. I sighed.
“Becca, this is the only clutch I have” I said holding it up.
“Oh you look gorgeous!” She said.
“Becca the clutch?” I said shaking it.
“Oh, well I don’t have any other clutches either, so just use it, it actually looks good with the outfit.” She said laughing.
“And Jimmy isn't’t going to be there right?”
“Nope” she replied grabbing her coat. “Ready to go?”
“Yeah.” I said as I grabbed my coat.
We drove down main street. We didn't’t really live that far from everyone. As we neared Brian’s house I started to panic. I can’t face him, it will be too heartbreaking. I don’t know If I can face any of them. I sighed.
“I want to go home” I suddenly said.
“What? Why?”
“What’s wrong with me, Why would I agree to come knowing he would be here. What is wrong with me” I said as she pulled into Brian’s drive way.
“Well I’m not driving you back home now that we’re here.”
“I’ll walk. Walking is good for me.” I said starting to walk away.
“Hey where are you going?” I heard from the door. It was Brian.
“Home.”
“Why?”
“It was stupid of me to come here. I can‘t face all of them, especially him.” I said turning around.
“Oh please, I’ll make sure he stays away from you. They all miss you Al.” Brian said.
I sighed as I turned around.
“Fine, but if he decides to talk to me, or even come near me then I’m leaving.”
“okay okay fine! Come in now it’s freezing out here.” He said as Rebeca walked through his door.
I walked into his house. I looked around the room. All the guys and girls were here. Acting all, couple like. And there were at least 8 people here that I didn't’t know. I sighed and gave Brian my jacket.
“Try to have fun.” Brian said.
“I’ll try.” I muttered as I spotted Jimmy, with Leanna, as they talked in the back corner of the room.
“Just ignore him” Becca said as she kissed Brian.
“Oh my god! I didn't’t think you would actually show!” Zacky said as he walked away from Matt and came to hug me. “You looks gorgeous.” He whispered in my ear as he let go of me smiling.
“Thanks Zacky.” I said smiling.
“AL!” Val yelled
“VAL!” I yelled back as she came running and hugged me.
Everyone stopped what they were doing and looked at me.
“Uh, hi everyone” I said with a sheepish wave.
“I’m so happy you actually came!” Johnny said.
“Yeah we all thought that you would be a no show.” Matt said.
“Yeah and you wouldn't’t hang out with us at all.” Lacey said.
“Yeah, well I have had a lot of things going on.” I replied.
“Care to tell us who this is?” Said one of the guys with longish black hair. He looked so familiar
“Oh Everyone this is Al.” Brian said.
“Al this is Gerard” He said pointing to the one who spoke.
“His brother Mikey.” He said pointing to the one with a honey brown colored hair with glasses.
“Frank” Pointing to the one with short hair with bangs.
“Ray, and Bob” He said. [I think we all know who they are.]
“Hi.” I said waving.
“And these three are Joe, Nick and Kevin” [Read A/N] I laughed a little and waved at them.
“So how come they are acting as if they haven’t seen you in weeks?” Gerard asked
“Because I haven’t been around for weeks.” I stated.
“Well why?”
“Personal reasons.”
I was actually having a little bit of fun, talking and hanging out with everyone again. Up until a couple hours into being at Brian’s someone asked what I hoped they wouldn’t ask me.
“How come Jimmy hasn't’t talked to you all night, or you him?” Mikey asked.
“We had a little falling out.” I said sighing as I took a drink of my alcohol. “I need a Cig, and some fresh air, want to come outside with me?”
“Sure” He said getting up and walking out back with me.
After about 2 minutes of silence.
“So what exactly happened between you and Jimmy?”
“Just things. I don’t really feel like talking about it.” I said taking a drag of my cig.
“Okay. You look really nice by the way.” He said.
“Thank Becca for that, she’s the one who picked the dress out.”
“Remind me to thank her then.” He said stepping closer to me.
“Don’t worry I will.” I said, as we both blew out our smoke at the same time.
I took a sip of my drink. He laughed.
“What?”
“Nice ring.” He said pointing to my finger.
“Oh I know right? I needed something so this didn't’t seem too dressy” I said with a smile.
“well, it looks nice”
I laughed “thanks”
“Uh. A can I talk to you” I heard from the door. I turned.
“Go away Jimmy.”
“Please I need to talk to you”
“Uh I’ll just be inside.” Mikey said walking back inside.
“What do you want Jimmy?”
“I wanted to tell you I was sorry.”
“Sorry for what? Saying I was just there to pass time until she came back? Or sorry for kissing me?”
“Uh, Both. But listen, I didn't’t mean for it to sound that way. I loved the kiss. But then Leanna came back, and-”
“Just save it Jimmy.” I said putting my hand up stopping him
“Please, Al, I miss you.”
He said touching my shoulder. I shrugged him off and backed away.
“Well don’t because I for sure am not missing you.”
“Why do you have to be such a bitch?”
“Because Jimmy, I do.”
“You’re making this so complicated!”
“Good, then maybe you can get the hint that I don’t want you talking to me, or being near me.”
“You are overreacting”
“I’m not overreacting. How would you feel if someone you liked kissed you, then someone calls them and it happens to be someone they have been on and off dating for a couple of years. Then they ditch you just because they want to be with them?”
“I would--I--” He paused thinking.
“Exactly. Good bye Jimmy”
I said as I walked back into the house. I walked to the front closet, grabbed my coat and walked out of Brian’s house. I was near the road when someone came running out of the house.
“Please don’t go.”
“I’m sorry Zacky but I have too.”
“Please stay, we all miss having you around.”
“You guys have only known me for a couple of weeks and most of those two weeks have been shit.”
“I know. But we like you.”
“And why is that?”
“You just have that personality.”
I laughed.
“What personality. I’m duller than a pencil.”
“Please don’t leave” He whispered.
“Why do you care Zacky? Go back to your girlfriend, and your friends, and your perfect little life.” I said as I turned around.
He grabbed my wrist.
“Please don’t do this. Please don’t leave. I care because I always seem to care about someone after not knowing them all that long. It’s how I am. Please don’t leave.”
“I have to Zacky, I can’t be around him.” I paused, to wipe the tears that were flowing down my cheeks away. “But you can call me or come see me whenever you want.”
He sighed.
“Okay. Can I give you a ride home?”
“It’s really not that far.”
“Yeah but there are some creeps at night. Let me just go in and get my keys and tell Gina I’m driving you home”
I sighed
“Fine.”
Zacky walked inside the house, and then about 2 minutes later Zacky came out of the house. He smiled at me and motioned towards his car. I hopped in and he started driving me home. I told him all about what has been going on with me. About me losing my job, me having a job interview and starting tomorrow.
“I guess I’ll have to stop by and see you”
“No don’t I’m nervous already.”
He laughed “Only kidding.” He said as he pulled into the apartment complex parking lot.
“So you’re going call me or something?” I said as I got out of the car. “And then maybe we can hang out?”
“Yeah that sounds fine.”
“See you later” I said.
I walked inside to sit at home for the rest of the night and watch some movies.
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The next day I woke up. It was about 7 AM. Rebeca never came home last night, So I wasn’t really expecting her home until later. I yawned and stretched walking out to the kitchen to make some coffee.
When the coffee was almost done someone came walking through the door.
“Hey Al.” Becca said.
“Hey Becca” I said smiling at her “Coffee?” I said holding out my cup.
“Oh yes please”
“So what did I miss last night after I left?” I asked. She started to laugh.
“Zacky came back, and Jimmy started freaking out that he should of just let a bitch like you walk home. Then he started saying all this other shit. So Zacky got up and punched him in the face. Yelling something about how much pain he has caused you. Also Mikey kept bugging me, Zacky and gina about you. So I finally gave him your number. Also Joe Jonas was sulking the whole time because he thought you were hot or some stupid shit.” Rebecca said, laughing.
“I still can’t believe they are friends with the Jonas brothers” I said laughing.
“Yeah me either.”
“Did I tell you, I start my new job today?”
“Yay! Where is it?”
“At The Grill” I replied.
“Oh really?!”
“Yeah..”
The rest of they day sort of went slow. I decided to get ready to go to work. I just wore a plain blue tee shirt and jeans. I walked down to the bar to start my first day. I was happy.
“It’s a cocktail party. Wear a dress” Rebeca replied.
“Oh okay. I still don’t know what to wear.” I yelled to her as I sighed and sat down on my bed
“Leave it too me!” She said running into my room.
She picked out a red and black dress. She told me to pick heels that would match it. I picked out a pair of just a plain red one with stud type things at the back. I also decided to put on red lipstick, black eyeliner and burgundy, black and white eye shadow. I also chose my red heart with silver on the bottom necklace and a ring with a mustache.
I realized the only clutch that I had was a small one with a skull on it. I sighed.
“Becca, this is the only clutch I have” I said holding it up.
“Oh you look gorgeous!” She said.
“Becca the clutch?” I said shaking it.
“Oh, well I don’t have any other clutches either, so just use it, it actually looks good with the outfit.” She said laughing.
“And Jimmy isn't’t going to be there right?”
“Nope” she replied grabbing her coat. “Ready to go?”
“Yeah.” I said as I grabbed my coat.
We drove down main street. We didn't’t really live that far from everyone. As we neared Brian’s house I started to panic. I can’t face him, it will be too heartbreaking. I don’t know If I can face any of them. I sighed.
“I want to go home” I suddenly said.
“What? Why?”
“What’s wrong with me, Why would I agree to come knowing he would be here. What is wrong with me” I said as she pulled into Brian’s drive way.
“Well I’m not driving you back home now that we’re here.”
“I’ll walk. Walking is good for me.” I said starting to walk away.
“Hey where are you going?” I heard from the door. It was Brian.
“Home.”
“Why?”
“It was stupid of me to come here. I can‘t face all of them, especially him.” I said turning around.
“Oh please, I’ll make sure he stays away from you. They all miss you Al.” Brian said.
I sighed as I turned around.
“Fine, but if he decides to talk to me, or even come near me then I’m leaving.”
“okay okay fine! Come in now it’s freezing out here.” He said as Rebeca walked through his door.
I walked into his house. I looked around the room. All the guys and girls were here. Acting all, couple like. And there were at least 8 people here that I didn't’t know. I sighed and gave Brian my jacket.
“Try to have fun.” Brian said.
“I’ll try.” I muttered as I spotted Jimmy, with Leanna, as they talked in the back corner of the room.
“Just ignore him” Becca said as she kissed Brian.
“Oh my god! I didn't’t think you would actually show!” Zacky said as he walked away from Matt and came to hug me. “You looks gorgeous.” He whispered in my ear as he let go of me smiling.
“Thanks Zacky.” I said smiling.
“AL!” Val yelled
“VAL!” I yelled back as she came running and hugged me.
Everyone stopped what they were doing and looked at me.
“Uh, hi everyone” I said with a sheepish wave.
“I’m so happy you actually came!” Johnny said.
“Yeah we all thought that you would be a no show.” Matt said.
“Yeah and you wouldn't’t hang out with us at all.” Lacey said.
“Yeah, well I have had a lot of things going on.” I replied.
“Care to tell us who this is?” Said one of the guys with longish black hair. He looked so familiar
“Oh Everyone this is Al.” Brian said.
“Al this is Gerard” He said pointing to the one who spoke.
“His brother Mikey.” He said pointing to the one with a honey brown colored hair with glasses.
“Frank” Pointing to the one with short hair with bangs.
“Ray, and Bob” He said. [I think we all know who they are.]
“Hi.” I said waving.
“And these three are Joe, Nick and Kevin” [Read A/N] I laughed a little and waved at them.
“So how come they are acting as if they haven’t seen you in weeks?” Gerard asked
“Because I haven’t been around for weeks.” I stated.
“Well why?”
“Personal reasons.”
I was actually having a little bit of fun, talking and hanging out with everyone again. Up until a couple hours into being at Brian’s someone asked what I hoped they wouldn’t ask me.
“How come Jimmy hasn't’t talked to you all night, or you him?” Mikey asked.
“We had a little falling out.” I said sighing as I took a drink of my alcohol. “I need a Cig, and some fresh air, want to come outside with me?”
“Sure” He said getting up and walking out back with me.
After about 2 minutes of silence.
“So what exactly happened between you and Jimmy?”
“Just things. I don’t really feel like talking about it.” I said taking a drag of my cig.
“Okay. You look really nice by the way.” He said.
“Thank Becca for that, she’s the one who picked the dress out.”
“Remind me to thank her then.” He said stepping closer to me.
“Don’t worry I will.” I said, as we both blew out our smoke at the same time.
I took a sip of my drink. He laughed.
“What?”
“Nice ring.” He said pointing to my finger.
“Oh I know right? I needed something so this didn't’t seem too dressy” I said with a smile.
“well, it looks nice”
I laughed “thanks”
“Uh. A can I talk to you” I heard from the door. I turned.
“Go away Jimmy.”
“Please I need to talk to you”
“Uh I’ll just be inside.” Mikey said walking back inside.
“What do you want Jimmy?”
“I wanted to tell you I was sorry.”
“Sorry for what? Saying I was just there to pass time until she came back? Or sorry for kissing me?”
“Uh, Both. But listen, I didn't’t mean for it to sound that way. I loved the kiss. But then Leanna came back, and-”
“Just save it Jimmy.” I said putting my hand up stopping him
“Please, Al, I miss you.”
He said touching my shoulder. I shrugged him off and backed away.
“Well don’t because I for sure am not missing you.”
“Why do you have to be such a bitch?”
“Because Jimmy, I do.”
“You’re making this so complicated!”
“Good, then maybe you can get the hint that I don’t want you talking to me, or being near me.”
“You are overreacting”
“I’m not overreacting. How would you feel if someone you liked kissed you, then someone calls them and it happens to be someone they have been on and off dating for a couple of years. Then they ditch you just because they want to be with them?”
“I would--I--” He paused thinking.
“Exactly. Good bye Jimmy”
I said as I walked back into the house. I walked to the front closet, grabbed my coat and walked out of Brian’s house. I was near the road when someone came running out of the house.
“Please don’t go.”
“I’m sorry Zacky but I have too.”
“Please stay, we all miss having you around.”
“You guys have only known me for a couple of weeks and most of those two weeks have been shit.”
“I know. But we like you.”
“And why is that?”
“You just have that personality.”
I laughed.
“What personality. I’m duller than a pencil.”
“Please don’t leave” He whispered.
“Why do you care Zacky? Go back to your girlfriend, and your friends, and your perfect little life.” I said as I turned around.
He grabbed my wrist.
“Please don’t do this. Please don’t leave. I care because I always seem to care about someone after not knowing them all that long. It’s how I am. Please don’t leave.”
“I have to Zacky, I can’t be around him.” I paused, to wipe the tears that were flowing down my cheeks away. “But you can call me or come see me whenever you want.”
He sighed.
“Okay. Can I give you a ride home?”
“It’s really not that far.”
“Yeah but there are some creeps at night. Let me just go in and get my keys and tell Gina I’m driving you home”
I sighed
“Fine.”
Zacky walked inside the house, and then about 2 minutes later Zacky came out of the house. He smiled at me and motioned towards his car. I hopped in and he started driving me home. I told him all about what has been going on with me. About me losing my job, me having a job interview and starting tomorrow.
“I guess I’ll have to stop by and see you”
“No don’t I’m nervous already.”
He laughed “Only kidding.” He said as he pulled into the apartment complex parking lot.
“So you’re going call me or something?” I said as I got out of the car. “And then maybe we can hang out?”
“Yeah that sounds fine.”
“See you later” I said.
I walked inside to sit at home for the rest of the night and watch some movies.
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The next day I woke up. It was about 7 AM. Rebeca never came home last night, So I wasn’t really expecting her home until later. I yawned and stretched walking out to the kitchen to make some coffee.
When the coffee was almost done someone came walking through the door.
“Hey Al.” Becca said.
“Hey Becca” I said smiling at her “Coffee?” I said holding out my cup.
“Oh yes please”
“So what did I miss last night after I left?” I asked. She started to laugh.
“Zacky came back, and Jimmy started freaking out that he should of just let a bitch like you walk home. Then he started saying all this other shit. So Zacky got up and punched him in the face. Yelling something about how much pain he has caused you. Also Mikey kept bugging me, Zacky and gina about you. So I finally gave him your number. Also Joe Jonas was sulking the whole time because he thought you were hot or some stupid shit.” Rebecca said, laughing.
“I still can’t believe they are friends with the Jonas brothers” I said laughing.
“Yeah me either.”
“Did I tell you, I start my new job today?”
“Yay! Where is it?”
“At The Grill” I replied.
“Oh really?!”
“Yeah..”
The rest of they day sort of went slow. I decided to get ready to go to work. I just wore a plain blue tee shirt and jeans. I walked down to the bar to start my first day. I was happy.
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here are their outfits :D Hey everyone. i know it's been forever since i last posted. i hope you enjoy it. Next one will have her work in it.
xx.
Heather
p.s. JONAS BROTHERS. AHAHAHA <3 and i will fix the spelling later. sorry!