Results of Supposed Hatred.

I had been awake for a while and was laying there taking in the peace well, the peace I had until Justin started waking up.

"Mmm, baby you were amazing last night" He murmered against the skin of my shoulder.

He slid his hand down my body and started massaging my inner thigh "Baby I want you again" He said

"How much?" I asked

"So much, I love feeling you around me, whatever part of you it is"

"So you want me again?"

"Mhmm, I just want to feel you around me again and I love being in your mouth" I smirked getting the hint that he wanted a blowjob.

"What's it like being in my mouth then?" I asked, I had my back to him.

"Amazing, it's warm, wet and you definately know how to work your tongue baby, do you like tasting me?"

"Very much so"

"Why don't you taste me again then?"

"I'd rather not baby"

"Why not?"

"Well you see baby," I rolled over and faced him "You aren't getting anything from me anytime soon, Think of it as your punishment" I smirked

"For what? I didn't do anything"

"All the teasing last night"

"That is not fair, you teased me"

"Called revenge baby, sweet revenge" I smirked getting out of the bed with the sheet wrapped around me.

"I'm not allowed to look now either?" He asked

"Nope" I smirked

"Now that is just mean, I should be allowed to look at my girlfriend, my very sexy girlfriend, baby get back in the bed"

"No"

"Please"

"No, go back to sleep you're tired and you still have another hour until you have to wake up"

"Sleep with me?"

"No, you know I can never go back to sleep once i'm fully awake"

"Stupid non sleeping vampire girlfriend" He muttered as he dropped his head on his pillows.

It wasn't long before he got back to sleep, I had a shower and got
dressed. I walked out and sat in the booth adn talked to Kenny.

"So where is lover boy?" He smirked

"Sleeping" Then Justin walked in yawning, this time he had pajama pants on. He sat in between my legs and leaned back on me as I was leaning against the window.

"You didn't sleep long" I said running my hand through his hair. For some weird reason he only let me, his mom, my mom and Marlee touch his hair.

"I can't sleep" He murmered

"Why not?"

"I don't know" He said trying to grab my cup but I held it away from him.

"No, it's coffee and it's mine" I told him. Kenny laughed and went to the front of the bus.

"Baby?" he saisd

"Mm?"

"Will you sing for me?" He asked

"I don't know Justin"

"Please" He looked up at me with his puppy dog eyes

"I don't have a song to sing"

"Sing one of mine" He smirked

"No"

"I know, sing that song you wrote"

"Which one?" I asked, Yeah, you caught me I write songs, only a few.

"Unfaithful"

"Okay," I took a deep breath and started to sing.

"Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah" Once I was done his eye were drooping

"That was great baby" He said then fell asleep, I sighed and ran my fingers through his hair

"You really are a great singer Mack" A voice said scaring me.

I placed my hand over my heart, leatting out a small scream. i looked to where it came from. Scooter.

"Scooter" I hissed "You're going to wake Justin up!"

"You screamed"

"You scared the shit out of me, what did you expect me to? Dance?"

"You screamed so techinacly you woke him up" I looked down at Justin he was opening his eyes.

"Nice going Scooter" I said sarcastically

"Why are you yelling?" Justin mumbled rolling over onto his stomach. He still had his arms wrapped around me and the side of his face against my chest with his eyes closed. I rolled my eyes. Typical boy.

"Go back to sleep baby" I told him, he nodded and his head moved down a bit, his face practically in my clevage.

"So about the singing" Scooter said

"Scooter no, I wrote that song out of pure bordem not to sing publicaly"

"You write songs?"

"A little"

"I heard Justin say that you write songs"

"He isn't even supposed to know"

"Then how'd he find out?"

"He was in my room"

I walked into my empty house coming home from Brooke's. It was like 2am. I walked up the stairs to my room.

I opened the door and found Justin, he heard the door and his something behind his back.

"Justin, what are you doing here and what are you hiding?" I asked

"I'm sleeping over remember" He said. I walked into the room and shut the door.

"What are you hiding?" I asked

"How come you never told me you write songs?"

"JUSTIN! GIVE IT TO ME NOW!" I yelled chasing him around the room. He hid my closet locking the door behind him.

"Why didn't you tell me?" He aksed through the door. I reahced up and grabbed the key and opened the door.

"There's a key dumbass" I said looking at his confused face.

"Whatever, why didn't you tell me?" He asked

"I didn't feel the need" I snatched the book of him and looked to see which one he was reading.

"Who's it about?"

"Who do you think?" I spat with venom

"Your dad?"

"Yes, The asshole i'm ashamed to call father" I said walking out the closet and putting the book back in it's rightful place.

"You are really good at songwriting" He said

"I don't care"

"You should-"

"I don't care!" I said through gritted teeth.

"Calm down" He told me

"I will calm down when I want to calm down not when you tell me!" He through me over his shoulder. I screamed and hit his back as he made his way downstairs.

He went into the kitchen and got the lavender spray which my mom has that makes you sleep. He went back up stairs and sprayed it on my pillow and a tiny bit in front of me. Then he put me on the bed and wouldn't let me move until I fell asleep.