Snap!

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Bill had been hoping the world would go easy on him today, but it decided to bitch slap him instead.

His alarm clock hadn't gone off that morning, so he'd been late for class. His feet had randomly decided to swell to twice their normal size, making walking a nightmare. And not to mention the fact that he'd been abnormally nauseous all morning, the reason why he was currently heaving his breakfast up into a porcelain bowl in the men's room.

Once he felt the vomiting had finally stopped, he reached to his side for toilet paper to wipe his mouth, only to find an empty roll.

“Agh! Life, why do you hate me?” he groaned.

“Probably because life is jealous of your pretty face.”

Bill jumped, turning to see Strify standing beside him in the stall, offering a small wad of toilet paper, and a sweet smile. The boy on his knees blushing, thanking Strify before wiping his mouth and flushing away what had been waffles and strawberries.

“It seems we're always meeting each other in the bathroom.”

“Which sucks, because that means you always see me either crying, or barfing. Neither very attractive.” Bill replied as he rinsed out his mouth a downed a few mints.

“So how far along are you?” Strify asked, completely changing the subject.

“Well that was random. Sixteen weeks. Why?”

“Just curious. But you look a bit large for only sixteen weeks.”

“You saying I'm fat?”

“No, simply that your baby might have an abnormally large head.”

Bill couldn't help but smile and let out a silent laugh. “I guess it would explain why my feet are so swollen.”

“If your feet are swollen then you should go sit down.”

“I would...except class just ended and Gym is my next period.” Bill mumbled.

“You mean they actually make you participate in Gym?”

“Are you kidding? My mom would beat them into another universe if they did. I just stand, leaning against the wall for an hour while Yu gropes half the class.” he sighed.

“Well if he grabs me, I'll kick him in the nuts. Sound good?”

“We have Gym together?”

“Yeah. I was gonna come over and say hi yesterday, but I had to leave early for therapy.” Strify smiled, unconsciously snapping one his rubber bands.

“Oh...you too?”

“You're in therapy?”

“I was. Depression after Yu left. But they released me after I realized it was pointless.”

“What was pointless?”

“Getting so depressed over Yu. I'm obviously not...over him, but I know he's not worth it.” Bill replied.

“I bet it feels good to admit that, doesn't it?” Strify asked, a certain hint of envy in his eyes.

“It does. He's an ass who doesn't deserve to be a dad.” Bill stated, suddenly feeling confident in insulting Yu.

“He doesn't. Especially not with someone as beautiful as you.”

Bill's pale cheeks turned a light pink before he quickly hid behind his hair. “Um...t-thanks Strify...” he blushed.

~

Sometimes I hate that I don't have the guts to admit my feelings. But then I remember that it'd just be worse if I told him. I knew what to expect when I entered this relationship, but that didn't mean I liked it. I just wish Yu felt the same and didn't want this open relationship. I wish he loved me.

“Kiro?”

The short blonde squeaked, slamming his journal shut once he heard a voice, and quickly turned around to see the very subject of that entry.

“Um...h-hi Yu. What's up?”

The raven-haired teen only smirked, nodding his head towards the small book in Kiro's hand. “Is that a diary Kiro?”

“No! It's a journal for your information!”

“It's a diary.” Yu said blankly.

“Journal!”

“Diary.”

“Journal!”

“Diary.”

“Jo-” Kiro's argument became a muffled grunt as Yu attached his lips to the blonde's.

Expecting Kiro to kiss back eagerly, Yu was surprised when the short teen pulled away. “What's wrong?” he asked.

“Just not in the mood today, Yu.” he smiled faintly, putting his journal and utensils back into his bag.

“But you're always in the mood, Kir.”

Kiro turned back around to look at Yu, even though he knew he shouldn't of because he could never resist Yu's eyes when the boy wanted something. He rolled his eyes while he sighed and gave Yu an open mouthed kiss before grabbing his bag.

“You're a great guy Yu. But it's hard for anyone to understand you if you don't let them in.” he stated, taking off to his next class.

~

“How's Strify doing?” the pink haired man questioned, unstrapping his heels from his sore feet.

“I think he's getting worse Jeffree. I don't know what to do.”

“Has his mom thought about sending him to a different therapist?”

“Of course, but that would be his fifteenth. All this jumping around can't be helping him either.”

“I suppose not, but staying somewhere that obviously isn't helping him improve can't be good either.”

Luminor sighed, plopping down on the bed next to his boyfriend. “I'm just worried he's gonna go too far one day.”

Jeffree gnawed on his bottom lip lightly, slipping over to curl up against Luminor and lift up the man's sleeves, revealing the lightly colored scars descending up and down his arms.

“Lumi...you made it through it, and so can Strify. He just needs time. Losing someone so suddenly like that was horrible for him. You remember the look in his eyes when we had to break the news. He was so broken. He wouldn't even speak for months.”

“Yeah...he would just look at everyone with that hollow look in his eyes. I can't imagine how he must have felt. It makes my reason for cutting sound so stupid.” Luminor muttered, wrapping his arm around Jeffree's thin waist.

“It wasn't a stupid reason, it was a stupid decision. And I'm glad you made the right decision to stop.”

“Me too. But all credit goes to you. When you have the option of cutting or being with you for the rest of my life, the choice was obvious.”

Jeffree giggled, smiling as Luminor kissed his lips glossed coated lips.

“It was. Plus if you wouldn't of chosen me I would've tazed your sorry ass.”

“Thank-you for ruining the moment babe.”

“Shut up. I can easily get you back in the mood.” Jeffree smirked before running his hand over Luminor's thigh. The black-haired man mentally kicked himself for wearing jeans that day. A skirt would have had much easier access.

“Depends...are you gonna tease me this time?”

Jeffree only laughed, crawling onto Luminor to straddle him. “Three years and you're still expecting me to just get to it? Sweetie, do you even know me?”

He only got a groan in response as he pressed his hips to that of his boyfriends.

“Good answer.”

~

Bill frowned at the bag of assorted food his mother had packed him. Truthfully he wanted to eat all of it...but that made him feel fat. Picking out the small container of red jello and a spoon, he shoved the rest under bag and sighed.

He wished Andi was there, but the blonde had had to go to a funeral for a relative he'd never even met and would be gone until Monday.

Scooping a spoonful of jello into his mouth, his shoulders slumped as he tried to ignore his surroundings. No one really liked him anyway. After all, he was the pregnant slut. Not many people wanted to hang out with him.

“Hi Bill!” Strify beamed, scaring the pregnant boy. Again!

“H-Hi.” he managed to say as he choked on his jello.

“Shit! Sorry. Maybe I should stop sneaking up on you...”

“Maybe?”

“Fine fine. Is that all you're eating?”he asked, once again randomly changing the subject. Strify never wanted to appear the way he felt. He knew it'd only scare people away so he always faked his happiness so he wouldn't be excluded. He liked fitting in...well...mentally. Obviously not physically.

“Um...yeah. I'm not really h-”

“Don't say you're not hungry, Bill. You're probably starving by now, craving some crazy concoction, am I right?”

“Well...sorta...”

“What are you craving?” Strify continued, eyes shining brightly with curiosity.

“Cheese pizza with pixie sticks and chocolate chips...” Bill mumbled, blushing since he knew to anyone else it probably sounded revolting.

“So some pixie pizza chips? Sorry, but I don't think I can get that. How about a cupcake?”

Bill couldn't help but laugh. Strify was an odd one for sure, making him wonder why he had to go to therapy.

“Maybe he has OCD or ADHD or something...” he wondered.

“You have some jello on your face.” Strify mumbled.

“Shit, I-” Bill stopped as Strify brushed the substance off of the corner of his mouth

“...Got it.” he smiled, infecting Bill with the gesture.

“Hey new kid!”

Bill's smile seemed as if it was smacked right off his lips as he looked up Yu, who was currently hovering above the two friends acquaintances.

“You know I do have a name.” Strify stated, quirking a brow.

“Yu...what are you doing here?” Bill sighed. He really hated when Yu would just walk over to him like he owned him.

“Getting you away from him! What does it look like?”

“Why!? What's wrong with Strify, and what right do you have scaring off my friends, Yu!?”

“I wouldn't have to scare them off if you picked normal ones!”

“Normal ones!? Like who!? The bisexual sluts you hang out with? Who I spend my free time with is none of your business Yu! It's been two months since you broke up with me! Get over yourself!” Bill snapped, grabbing his bag as he stood to his swollen feet.

“And where do you think you're going!?”

“To pee! Thanks to you I've been having to do that a lot lately!” he replied, pushing past his ex to head towards the cafeteria's exit.

“You really are an ass, buddy. You already knocked him up, abandoned him and lied about it. You don't need to make his life any harder.” Strify stated.

“Oh yeah? What are you gonna do to stop me? I have every right to speak to him.”

Strify stood, glaring at Yu as he pressed against the slightly taller teen. “I'll beat your ass until your body is unrecognizable to the police. You don't scare me. And I really hate bullies so you don't wanna end up on my bad side. So either treat Bill like he's the person carrying your child, which he is, or fuck off.” he hissed.

Yu scoffed, shoving the boy away not-so-kindly. “Don't go talking all tough when you don't have anything to back it up kid. It's just gonna get you in trouble.” he smirked, enjoying the glare the brunette/blonde was giving him.

It's just too bad that big ego of his didn't absorb any of the impact of Strify's punch. Instead of yelping from the pain, he gasped in surprise, feeling blood gush from his now broken nose.

“Told ya.” Strify replied, grinning as passed Yu, who was still in a daze of surprise.

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