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“Oh God.” Bill moaned, clinging to Strify's back, his nails creating crescent shaped dents in the flesh. He let his head fall back against the pillows as he arched his back, desperately holding in an even louder noise.

Strify grunted, his sweat soaked bangs dangling from his face as he thrust his hips forward and back. He looked at the boy beneath him, his face contorted in pleasure. He kissed the boy's jawline and grasped his swollen erection, making Bill squeak.

The bed rocked back and forth on the floor, the headboard smacking into the wall. Neither cared about the noise they were creating. All their focus was on reaching their peaks.

Bill's mouth fell open a moment later, a hot, breathy moan escaping it. “Close.” he whispered.

Strify gave one more hard thrust into the boy before they both shouted each others names, coming in sync.

They breathed heavily once they'd came, looking at one another and smiling. Bill reached up and brought Strify's face closer, kissing him softly. “I love you.” he smiled, swiping away a drop of sweat from Strify's brow.

“And I love you.” Strify replied, returning the sweet gesture before carefully pulling out of his boyfriend. He tied off the piece of rubber and tossed it into the trashcan, handing Bill a few wipes to clean off his stomach.

Just as Bill was about to suggest a shower, that involved getting clean and then getting dirty again, his phone rang, making him sigh and flop over onto his stomach, retrieving the device from his side table. “Hello?” he asked as normal as he could.

He heard a soft sniffle come from the other end of the device, making his brows furrow. “Uhm...it's Yu. I...Bill I need you. I'm sorry if I interrupted anything, but I just really need someone to talk to right now. You can bring the twins. I just...I need a friend.”

Any ounce of pleasure Bill had been feeling vanished, and he immediately became concerned. He nodded to himself, sitting up on the bed. “Okay. I'll be there in half an hour, okay? I just need to get me and twins ready and we'll be there.” he said, searching the floor for his missing underwear.

“Kay.” was all Yu said before he hung up, only making Bill all the more worried.

“What's wrong?” Strify asked, frowning at the look on his boyfriend's face.

“Look, something's wrong with Yu. I need to go talk to him. I'm sorry, Strify.” Bill explained, fumbling as he put his bra back on.

Strify wove his hand, shaking his head. “Don't be sorry. Do what you need to do.”

Bill smiled. “Thank you.” he whispered, kissing the boy quickly before finishing getting dressed.

~

Bill's concern only grew when he arrived at Yu's apartment. After he'd knocked, the front door revealed a very pathetic looking Yu. His cheeks were stained with tears, his hair was askew, and he was biting his lip as if he was desperately holding back from screaming.

Yu stepped aside and let him in, waiting patiently as Bill set down the twins' carriers. The teen basically ran to Yu, examining him frantically. “Tell me what's wrong.” he demanded.

Yu bit his tongue, shaking his head painfully. “Kiro's giving her away.” he managed to whisper.

Bill's eyes widened. “He's giving the baby up? Why?” he asked, both he and his ex taking seats on the couch near the twins.

“He thinks we can't handle a child. For fuck's sake, I have two, and they're doing great! He's not even going to bother giving her a chance!”

Bill pursed his lips. It's not like he hadn't known the child was Yu's. Everyone who knew the friends had easily figured it out within days of discovering Kiro's pregnancy. He had just thought that Kiro would've made the decision to keep the baby. “Don't you have parental rights? He can't just give her up without your consent.”

Yu ran a hand through his messy hair, frowning deeper. “I do, but I'd have to go to court. I can't afford that! My hands are tied.”

“What if Kiro waved his rights and gave her to you?”

Yu shook his head. “Tried. He won't do it. He doesn't want her living with me.” Yu whispered the last part, a tear slipping down his right cheek.

Bill's brows furrowed. “Why not? You're a good parent, you have a decent job, and I'll help out in anyway that I can.”

“I...I can't tell you. He has reasons, and I can't change his opinion.”

“Is it that big secret that you refuse to tell me?” Bill asked, resting his hands on his knees. When Yu visibly stiffened, he knew he was right. “Do you really not trust me enough to tell me? We dated for two years, we have two children together...isn't that enough to expose my trust?”

Yu sat up, looking at the love of his life and his two children. On one hand, he wanted to tell Bill everything. He wanted a trustworthy shoulder to cry on, but on the other hand, he seemed to forbid himself from doing so. He didn't want Bill to know how weak he really was.

“You know I trust you, Bill. I trust you with my life, but you'd never look at me the same if you knew..”

Bill frowned. “Is is honestly that bad?” he whispered, his hands twitching in his lap.

“If it wasn't, you know I would've told you first. I just...I can't believe Kiro used it against me. He swore it would never change anything between us, and then he says I'm unfit to be a father to my own daughter because of it!” Yu's shout startled Keegan, who immediately began to cry from the outburst.

Yu bit his tongue, running a hand over his tear stained face and through his greasy hair as he heard his son's cries.

Bill sighed softly and unbuckled his son from his carrier, bouncing him lightly in his lap and shushing him softly. “I'm not taking sides, but you have to understand what he's feeling right now, Yu. He's scared. He's not thinking clearly.”

“He seemed pretty sure of himself.”

Bill made a face, looking down at Keegan, who had now calmed down. “Do you want some company tonight? We can stay over. You look like you could use some down time.”

Yu looked up. “You'd do that?”

Bill smiled kindly and nodded. “Of course. We have the collapsible cribs here and I can manage something decent for dinner.”

“You're amazing, you know that, right?”

“I've been told.” Bill sighed dramatically, happy to see it bring out a small laugh from Yu.

“I'll go set up the cribs in the bedroom.” Yu announced, standing up as he tried to remember where he'd stored them.

“And I'll raid your fridge.”

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“I can't believe I'm saying this...but I missed your cooking.” Yu said, lifting his t-shirt to pat his firm stomach.

“I'll be nice and take that as a complement.” Bill smiled, rolling his eyes slightly. With the twins already fast asleep, he was grateful for some quiet time.

Once the dishes were rinsed and put away, Bill announced that he should get ready for bed.

“Do you need to borrow something?” Yu asked as he closed the kitchen cabinet.

“Do you mind?”

“I'm not letting you sleep in jeans. Look through the closet and take whatever. I'll find a movie for us to watch, alright?”

Bill nodded, heading to wards the bathroom, but not before calling out, “Nothing scary!”

Ten minutes later, make-up removed, jeans gone, and hair pulled back, Bill made his way back to living room and stepped beside Yu in front of the DVD display case. Yu was about to ask his ex what he wanted to see, but the question ceased to be asked when he got a good look at Bill.

He was wearing an old t-shirt that had Gir from Invader Zim on it. He'd removed his jeans, so now his pert behind was perfectly outlined in his tight, blue, woman's boy-cut briefs. Yu could tell almost instantly that he'd taken off his bra, as the living room's fan was quickly cooling the room, causing Bill's nipples to harden and appear through the thin purple fabric of the shirt.

Bill's voice brought him out of his trance a few moments later, the boy picking up a random movie without so much as reading the back of the box.

“This one?” he asked.

Yu couldn't help but smile. “Sure.” he shrugged, popping in the disk.

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Bill sat there on the cushion, arms wrapped around his bare knees, a smile on his face. Yu sit slouched beside him, eyes closed, his mind lost in a dream world. He'd fallen asleep twenty minutes into the movie, but Bill couldn't care less. He liked watching him sleep, despite the fact that it made him sound like a total creep.

Reaching over, Bill tucked a straw strand of Yu's hair to the side, barely moving when he saw his ex begin to stir. It took a several blinks for Yu's eyes to focus on the light, but he couldn't help but smile when he saw Bill stroking his cheek. “How long have I been out?” he whispered.

Bill smiled and shrugged, still caressing Yu's skin. “I don't know. Maybe an hour?”

“And you've been here watching me sleep the whole time?”

Bill nodded.

“Creep.” Yu smirked, chuckling when Bill stuck out his tongue, but a few seconds later, Yu noticed something in the boy's eyes. “What's the matter?”

Bill merely shook his head, beginning to pull his hand back, but Yu grabbed it before it left his cheek, squeezing it lovingly.

“Talk to me. I'm here for you.” he whispered.

Bill bit his lip, gnawing on it for a moment before replying. “I still love you.” he admitted.

Yu nuzzled into Bill's hand, kissing his palm. “And I still love you.” he replied, kissing it once again.

Bill blinked, feeling his eyes begin to burn. “I shouldn't. After everything that has happened I should hate you and had never let you even near the twins, but-”

“But what?” Yu asked, discretely sitting up and scooting closer to Bill.

“I can't help it. I try to get over you and the feelings just intensify. I try to hate you and I only love you all the more. I try to distance myself but all it does it make me miss you. I hate it! I love Strify. I do, I really do love him, but...I can't get you out of my head.”

Yu brought Bill's chin up enough for their eyes to lock, both sets of orbs filled with tears. “Don't hold back. Please.” he whispered.

Bill's lip was quivering as their faces inched closer. What felt like years later, their lips met, locking in a teary kiss. After that kiss, Bill let out a pained sob, but couldn't hold himself back from kissing Yu again. He kissed him hungrily, like a stray who'd found a dumpster behind a restaurant. Between every kiss, there was a sad sound emitting from the younger boy.

His mind was clouded with both guilt and a strong longing. The two emotions battled one another viciously, but they seemed to be evenly matched.

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