Two Worlds Collide

Jessica’s P.O.V

“I used to think we would tell the story of us,

How we met and the sparks flew instantly

And people would say they’re the lucky ones

I used to know my place was next to you,

Now I’m searching the room for an empty seat,

Cause lately I don’t even know what page your on” I sang quietly to myself as I slowly opened my eyes and looked around the room I was currently sitting in with my rustic guitar sitting on my lap with a notebook in front of me and my IPod sitting upon the notebook recording the musical notes and words I sang.

I hit reply on my IPod as the words I just sang came flowing back towards me. I paused it and sighed, “Good enough.”

It’s been a few hours since the argument between Justin and Chelsey. When Taylor realized what Chelsey was upset with Justin about he stormed off before I could get a word to him. I tried calling, texting, whatever I could think of to get hold of him, but nothing seemed to work. I knew he was angry and probably questioning himself if I ever cheated on him.

After Taylor left my house I took one look at the couple catching Justin’s eye and shook my head as tears started falling. As I sat up in my room I began thinking about my feelings for
Justin and Taylor. I knew what my true feelings for Justin were and I knew that I couldn’t run from them anymore. I didn’t want to leave Taylor because of my feelings for Justin were getting stronger as I spent more time with him and got to know him more. Yeah Taylor and I have a lot in common but because of the Twilight moves, he had to give up a lot of things in order to maintain the muscles he’s received. I’m not saying I don’t like his muscles, I love them actually! I just hated the fact that we couldn’t go and eat ice cream, go to fast food places for fun late at nights; we couldn’t do anything because of his strict diet.
Justin on the other hand, I smiled as I thought about the boy I met just a few days ago.

Before he figured out my secret I felt like a normal regular teen with him. Justin was not on a strict diet like Taylor, I watched him eat the sour candy we bought from the store like there was no tomorrow. When we were running from the fans and into the restaurant I couldn’t help but laugh at that memory. When he saved me from the pool I couldn’t help but think about him being my hero. Justin and I had a lot in common, we both loved sour candy, we both skateboard, and we both are musicians. Plus multiple more things I knew that we had in common, I just don’t want to name them.

“Oh, a simple complication,

Miscommunications lead to fallout,

So many things I wish you knew,

So many walls up that I can’t break through,

Now I’m standing alone in a crowded room,

And were not speaking,

And I’m dying to know,

Is it killing you?

Like it’s killing me,

I don’t know what to say since a twist of fate, when it all broke down,

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now”

I stopped singing as I heard a knock upon my door. “Come in!” I called as I closed my notebook and set everything on the floor. I looked up as Taylor stepped into my room. His eyes were red and his face held no emotion.

“Taylor!” I cried as I got up and went to give him a hug but he stopped me by putting his hand up. “What’s wrong?” that was a really dumb question to ask. I knew what was going to happen next, I just didn’t want to face it.

“I want you to be completely honest with me Jessica,” He paused as he closed his eyes and re-opened them. “Tell me everything you and Justin did together.”

I blinked and nodded motioning towards the bed so I can talk to him but he opted for my computer chair. “We met the day of the awards. I was walking down the hall way without Victoria’s wig on and knocked into him. I offered him to go skateboarding with me but things changed when I fell into the pool and my knee pads were keeping me down. Justin dived in and saved me, after that I offered to treat him to breakfast and after that we went to a candy store when he figured out my secret. We got chased by fans and ended up hiding in the kitchen of a restaurant down the road.” I took a deep breath.

“What happened last night after I left?” Taylor asked as he stared at the ground.

I blinked back tears, “When you left Justin came outside and we talked for a few. He admitted his feelings for me after I told him I was dating and in love with you. He tried telling me otherwise but I ignored him and then he kissed me. I yelled at him and reminded him that I was with you and that he had a few days to tell Chelsey what happened. Taylor I would never cheat on you!” I said as tears started falling from my eyes.

He sighed before getting up and walking over towards my nightstand where a picture of us was placed. I watched him pick it up and sigh before he put it back down, “I believe you and I trust you babe. It’s him that I don’t trust. And to make matters worse, you’re going on tour with him in a few weeks!”

I got up off the bed and stood behind him wrapping my arms around his waist, “If I could I would drop out of the tour but I can’t Taylor. I’m sorry.”

He sighed as he un-attached my arms from around his waist so he can turn around and wrap his arms around me, “I know and I’m leaving soon to go film. I just don’t want to lose you Jessica.”

“I don’t want to lose you ether Taylor.” I whispered as I looked up into his eyes. He sighed as he noticed my tears and took the back of his hand and brushed the last few tears I had shed.

“Can you promise me that if something like this happens again you will tell me?” he asked
I nodded my head, “I promise.”

He nodded he head before lowering his lips onto mine. I still felt the spark I received every time we would kiss but for some reason I couldn’t help but notice that the spark was somewhat dull.

“I love you Jessica.” Taylor whispered as he placed his forehead on mine and laced his fingers through mine.

“I love you too.” I said before I kissed him again.

Taylor ended up staying over again and our night was filled with me at least attempting to teach him how to play the guitar as he taught me some funky martial arts. We watched movies and some late night shows while we pigged out on junk food. He said that as long as his trainer didn’t find out about the junk food then he wouldn’t if he ate it. I smiled when he came back upstairs holding a big container of Ben & Jerry’s New York Style and chocolate chip cookie dough.

These were the moments I missed the most with Taylor. Just were being lazy, laughing and most of all just spending time with each other. I needed to cherish this moment because in a few months I wouldn’t be able to see him unless I was performing in the same state, or around the state that he would be in. part of me didn’t want to go on tour but the other part of me wanted to because a certain boy would be my tour mate. I sighed as I snuggled closer to Taylor as we watched SALT. I couldn’t help but wonder what it would be like if Justin was in Taylors spot..