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Watch Out, Your Heart's On Fire!
Dirty Dreams.
My mind was occupied ALl day with Charlie burning in my mind. He was the most beautiful guy I have ever seen. You may wonder know "huh, thought you hated gay people", but I don't, I'm just putting up an act so my friends won't know I'm gay, and it's been working well, though now Charlie has come up in the picture he might ruin it. I mean, he was so cute, so pretty and so small and he just makes me freaking horny.
I found out when I was gay when my mother's girlfriend once told me about sex with a guy, she even described how the guy looked naked. Now I know how a guy looks when he's naked but a guy naked with me, that thought just turned me on.
Luckily for me though, I have a girlfriend, otherwise my friends would beat me up. And I know it sounds unfair for Lucy, 'cause I'm gay, but she's cheating on me anyway. And you may wonder now why I don't break up with her, but I just can't, I gotta keep my rep up, y'know?
But I had a boyfriend once though, but I guess we were more friends. But he understood me, he even accepted that I was also dating a girl!
And once, we tried to have sex, but I guess I was really scared because I started crying very badly while he had his hand around my penis. He understood me, and we broke up that day, we're still really good friends though. We speak a lot, he's the only one who understands and he never lies. He's the only person, including mom, who ever saw me cry. I think that makes him special, he saw me cry real hard and he didn't laugh at me.
But anyways, back to the point, it was my mothers girlfriend, who's name is Ellen, she's very nice, who made me realize I was gay. And now Charlie's new here, and I guess I'll be having troubles with dirty dreams, but that's okay, it's not like anyone will see me sleeping.
Anyways, school's over and I'm home watching tv.
I found out when I was gay when my mother's girlfriend once told me about sex with a guy, she even described how the guy looked naked. Now I know how a guy looks when he's naked but a guy naked with me, that thought just turned me on.
Luckily for me though, I have a girlfriend, otherwise my friends would beat me up. And I know it sounds unfair for Lucy, 'cause I'm gay, but she's cheating on me anyway. And you may wonder now why I don't break up with her, but I just can't, I gotta keep my rep up, y'know?
But I had a boyfriend once though, but I guess we were more friends. But he understood me, he even accepted that I was also dating a girl!
And once, we tried to have sex, but I guess I was really scared because I started crying very badly while he had his hand around my penis. He understood me, and we broke up that day, we're still really good friends though. We speak a lot, he's the only one who understands and he never lies. He's the only person, including mom, who ever saw me cry. I think that makes him special, he saw me cry real hard and he didn't laugh at me.
But anyways, back to the point, it was my mothers girlfriend, who's name is Ellen, she's very nice, who made me realize I was gay. And now Charlie's new here, and I guess I'll be having troubles with dirty dreams, but that's okay, it's not like anyone will see me sleeping.
Anyways, school's over and I'm home watching tv.
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It's short, and a lot of things are misspelled, I know, but I wrote this on my phone and comments are very much appreciated!! xdComment and subscribe.. pleeeasseeeee?! Don't make me beg :{