A Beautiful Tragedy

I Find Myself Needing You

I woke up to find myself alone. Great. Brian then walked in and saw me awake. Oh I spoke too soon. Smiling at the thought.

Brian came over and sat on my bed with a smile on his face, "How are you feeling?" speaking softly while brushing the hair out of my face. I then sat up onto my elbows to look at him better, "I will be fine" my raspy voice replied. Brian was gonna say something else but I stopped him before he could. "If you are about to say sorry, don't". This made him confused, "Why not?".
I then smiled up at him before replying. "Because you and Matt both saved me, so no need. I should be thanking you both" laughing at him. "Well no need for that either. It is my job" smiling back at me. There he goes with this whole it's my job thing?

"What do you mean it is your job? I finally asked him. Brian then got comfortable on my bed and looked at me, "It's my job to protect you Charlie. I love you very much and not just as a friend. I know we will never be together but apart of me hurts because..." he sighed before continuing "I want you to be mine". At that moment, nothing held me back. I wanted Brian and my brain finally agreed with my heart.

I then leaned up and kissed Brian. I felt his tongue lick my bottom lip for permission to enter. Which I gave into. Our tongues massaging the others but then I pulled away from him, looking into his eyes and smiled. "I love you". Brian then broke out into a wide grin just before he clashed his lips back onto mine.

I laid back down onto my bed, Brian straddling my hips but our lips never apart except when we had to get our shirts off. Laying there in only my bra and boy shorts, Brian stopped to admire. "Are you sure you want this?" he asked. I nodded at him and pulled him back down by his neck. I needed to kiss him. This kiss became more passionate then before, feeling myself moan into the kiss when I felt his hard member glide against my shorts.
Hitting my clit as it does.

Few moments later, we were completely naked. Brian parted my legs to let himself lay in between them, kissing at my neck. Brian then looked into my eyes, "I love you" he spoke softly just as he entered me. My body jolted out of pain at first but then I soon felt pleasure. Brian was easy and gentle with me but once he saw I was enjoying it, he began to speed his pace up. "Oh god Brian" I called out. I lifted my back up off the bed as Brian started to kiss at my collarbone, this right here was driving me wild.

"Fuck" Brian groaned. I smiled at this and started to buck my hips into his harder, making him thrust into me deeper than before. Once Brian hit my spot, another jolt of pleasure ran through my body. Causing me to claw at Brian's back. Leaving him to winch in pain but I could tell he liked it. My feet began to curl knowing that my climax was close. I wasted no time. "Brian, harder" I called out to him and he soon did as I asked. I felt his body tense up which meant he was close too. Thrusting into me harder and harder. I found myself scream out Brian's name while I finally hit my climax, pleasure taking over my body which was followed by numbness. Brian didn't fall far behind when he finally thrusted one last time before cumming inside me.

Brian's body collapsed onto mine, his sweat running along my skin. This didn't bug me at all. I found myself rather satisfied. I just made love to the man that I've wanted all these years. I also found out that he loved me right back. I looked at Brian who I knew was exhausted, I couldn't help but giggle at him. Once he finally gained himself, he looked up at me and smiled. Leaning in and kissing each other. "God it's been so long" he laughed. "Oh really? How long Mr.Haner?" this caught my attention.

I could see Brian was embarrassed, "Uh lets just say a few years". I laughed at him before I brought his lips back to mine. "So Charlie?" Brian looking at me. "Hmm?" I question.
"Will you do me the honor of being mine?" he asked. My eyes shot wide but a smile grew on my lips. "Thought you would never ask" just as we shared another passionate kiss.
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I know..short but hey at least it is starting to get more interesting!